Never go in search of love,
Go in search of life and life will find you the love you seek.

Author pov

The alarm clock goes off after buzzing for few fine minutes, the lady in her pajamas yawn with a peaceful smile on her face despite lack of sleep " Good morning " after greeting herself she made her way to restroom and freshen up.

After an hour, she is done with her morning routine along shower, making her way inside her room in bathrobe humming some random melody and start dressing up, she settled with her favorite pair of clothing.

Off shoulder black color A line dress, with with white linen jacket and a pair of black cone heels. Simple but catchy makeup for finishing the look.

She pulled out her purse strap on her shoulder walk outside toward dinning area for breakfast as usual her dad is there with his coffee and newspaper, his breakfast at side, while her sisters are listening to him with a bored expression waiting a miracle to help them from daily dose of lecture.

Her dad Sung Myung, a biology professor in high school from past 30 years and now he is also walking biology textbook, their mother died when yura was 3 year old because of chronic disorder.

yura is in last year of her high school while Ji-an have her own bakery, y/n finished her college this year with zoology as her core subject, they belongs to a middle class family but have enough to be satisfy with it, to be happy with.

" Good morning " she greeted and just like a cold water in sunny day, after looking at y/n's same relief wash over her sisters face as they get save from further lecture from her dad.

Myung put the newspaper at side, removed his specks with a grin when he saw y/n full ready for her special day " morning y/n-ah, we were waiting for you, come before yura start eating tablecloth" he said looking at her younger daughter who is drooling over food, y/n marched toward them chuckling at his remark.

After making herself comfortable on chair and serve the food to everyone, she grin when look at the dishes which are her favorite " Thank you unnie " she thanked her sister who made all of this, y/n know her sister love her way too much, Ji-an shrug like it's not a big deal while yura didn't need to tell twice for eating.

A old song is playing in TV at front while her father have a smile on his face, he is thinking something deeply " I wanna see you as a singer, singing at stage in front of 1000 peoples who will chant your name" he wished with dreamy eyes, y/n smiled at his expectations and nodded her head.

" I promise, dad your dream is going come true very soon" y/n assured, and he patted her head with a proud expression, Ji-an kicked yura under the table who screeched a little, Ji-an signaled her from her eyes to look at father daughter duo and yura look her them in aww with a grin.

" did you informed your aunt? " her dad asked and she shook her head as no " it's secret, I want to surprise her by suddenly showing up on her door" y/n answered after chewing her food and giggle afterwards thinking about face of her aunt, her aunt is the one who taught y/n singing from her childhood, she keep y/n as her own daughter after her mother's death.

Myung nodded, " Ladies and gentlemen, may I have your attention please" yura said dramatically catching everyone attention, her both sister rolled their eyes she that's not new.

" Listen y/n unnie, dad is busy today because today in school he have a seminar to attend, Ji-an unnie have some important order which have to complete by evening and me I'm totally free so what say let me accompany you " she asked with a innocent look and wiggle her eyebrows at her sister, now y/n know why yura dressed up so nicely today.

" No thanks, I don't want you to miss last few days of school and exams are next month so better start studying mini" y/n said with the same tone and a innocent look , yura scoffed back offended by rejection of her offer.

" fine oldie, don't call me mini again" she said and other laughed because yura is very small and cute compare to other in her family that's why everyone call her mini.

" bye dad" y/n wipe her mouth and stand up after looking at time which shows 8:28 am and audition is starting from 9:00 am, Myung kissed her forehead and wished her best, yura and Ji-an also wished her luck.

After stepping out y/n look at above first, the sun is shinning with blue clear sky weather is nice she hopped her way toward bus stand passing a polite cute smile to strangers, she is extrovert but a very awkward one, it will take her around 20 minutes to reach KP entertainments building by city bus, she sat at seat at bus stop swinging her feet back forth.

Soon the area filled with high school students, peoples who going to their perspective work, she look up everyone is busy in their phone so she why not she?

But to her disappointment the volume of her phone was full" YOU HAVE TO PUT CREAMS AT THE EDGE THEN SLOWLY DRAG IT TO CORE, NOW ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CIRCLE IT AROUND SLOWLY AND SENSUALLY LIKE GIVING IT A MASSAGE" y/n let out a scream and phone slipped out of her hands after humiliation of complete 5 minutes she was able to switch it off.

And laughed awkwardly when other look at her with judging look, thats what she means by akward extrovert, her ear tips is already red in embarrassment, she let out a groan, her sister -why Ji-an have to watch cake making tutorial at her phone and that to at full volume, it sounded so dirty, y/n shook her head with a disgust face.

She look up to see an elderly women panting and her hands are stuffed with heavy groceries with handbag at other, y/n get up from seat and tap the women's shoulder " you can sit here halmeoni " she said offering a polite smile and the women gladly took the seat " Bless you" y/n love their way of thanking, always so pure.

She tapped her feet impatiently and look at her wristwatch which shows 8: 34, she heard a painful groan behind and look back only to see the lady from earlier is sweating badly and her hands are holding her chest, with a worried expression she approached her " are you okay?" Y/n touched her forehead to detect the temperature which is quite high.

" it's pain-" the women unable to complete her words and start coughing, y/n is already freaking out, she look around only to see people are ignoring her and climbing up on bus which is moving away, her heart races because it's feel like her dreams are going along with that bus and all she is standing there watching it slowly slipping away from her grip.

She was about to leave the women and chase the bus but then her mother voice stopped her  don't ruin others life just to live your own cause you will never be happy after that and regret will not leave you till your death, y/n took a deep breath and booked a cab till hospital cause ambulance will take longer.

" take deep breath you'll be good in no time, and I can't leave like this" she said rubbing the back of women who was asking her to leave and go to her work, y/n help her climb on vehicle, she herself joined and stopped thinking about auditions for sometime.

The driver also notice it's emergency so he started driving faster, y/n mind is whole fixed at the elderly silver hair women in her arms, she remembered her mom dying at hospital bed and it was not good site even when she know it was bound to happen, y/n don't want to someone else going through same phase like her " we are here Miss" her ears picked the voice of driver.

Ward boy at emergency pulled the women in stretcher, y/n followed her and pray in her mind for everything to be alright " who is with patient? " doctor asked " I am not her family but I can inform them" y/n offered and took  out the phone from women's handbag and call the first number in emergency doctor nodded, he did a mini operation after telling her that the women just got a cardiac arrest it was not bad but can be worse, for now she is out of danger.

Soon enough y/n saw a man about same old as the women come with  disheveled appearance and y/n can guess he is her husband " where is Mie? " He asked and try to walk inside " she is fine now, you can meet her in sometime " she assured with a polite smile and the man thanked her in every way possible along with his wife, till now audition thought didn't crossed her mind.

" Thank you child, Your parents are blessed to have daughter like you" the women said and y/n look down getting shy all of sudden, her eyes sudden get on her watch " CRAP"  she screamed when she saw it's almost 10: 30, she smack her forehead and walk out the hospital without looking back at the couple who is asking for her name.

Climb on the cab, she is praying God to turn back the time " Oh no please" she said crossing her finger, and after like eternity cab stopped at front of KP building, she fly out  and started walking toward reception .

" Auditions held in? " She asked in shrill voice and the receptionist look at her appearance with a frown cause it look mess right now " 8th floor 26th room" she informed in polite voice and y/n didn't even thanked just walk away.

She soon reached the hallway filled with many other contestant she asked the manager for her entry number which was 7 and it's passed now she can't enter in auditions, her heart stopped for a moment and tears gathered in her eyes.

Then she saw Mr Lee, a middle age man who work as secretary of Mr Kim Jeong, they know y/n from previous audition and was quite impressed by her voice, today is the final for the next singer from Daegu which y/n can't miss at any cost.

" Mr Lee " her voice stopped him and he walk toward her with a grin but when he saw her expression he know something is not good and she explained him everything, " it's okay I'll talk to judges just wait a little you are a strong women, don't let this stop you" he said patting her head like his own daughter and walk away.

She sat down at chair at front of audition hall and soon the door burst open, a pissed off girl around her age come out " is this Kim Taehyung crazy?  He asked me if I was singing or walling, stupid jerk" she cursed stomping her feet in anger stroll away leaving other contestant with heavy heart.

After like an hour the hallway which was filled with people is now getting empty making y/n anxious by every second, and then she saw Mr Lee " I have talked to every judge except one just wait here okay?" He said to her  but his expression are not pleased, she decided to talk herself so she followed him.

she follow till ground floor out of building and saw Mr Lee approaching man whose back is visible to her.

Kim Taehyung is at bad mood today because lack of sleep and incident yesterday but that didn't affected his charm, he is making almost every person head turn by his tall, slender body with raven messy hair and a silver earrings dangling in left ear, his black blazer is cropped from behind showing white silk shirt and outline of his prefect figure, the black loose pant is making his leg stand out, every inch of his appearance scream arrogance and rich.

" Mr Kim a girl come late for auditions, the other judges are ready if you are ready she can be auditioned then, this is her resume , trust me I have heard her before, she have a wonderful voice" Mr Lee said placing the file at Taehyung's hand who did look at the paper.

" you know Mr Lee I'm judging this contest because my company appreciate new talent not because one can waste my time, she doesn't value her time than that's doesn't matter if she have a wonderful voice or not, " he said in monotone tapping his fingers at his car which parked in front of him.

" Mr Kim you misunderstand the situation, she had medical emergency, she took an old women to hospital and was saving someone life " Mr Lee said and Taehyung nodded with impressed expression.

" Good, it's good she saved one's life, tell her to do this as her full time job, Mr Lee we need singers not social workers and you know women are very good at making excuses, but must say that was very bad excuse" with that he tored the file in his hand without looking at it and didn't even hesitate once.

He threw it one the floor and weared his sunglasses and pushed his hairs back, his driver open of car for him and Taehyung hop on it, drive over the paper like it ain't someone their whole dream.

Y/n stood there at distance with tears in her eyes, and a bleeding heart Strom going in her brain, Mr Lee saw her figure and he approached her with sympathetic expression " I'm sorry better luck next time" he said patting her shoulders and walk away, because he know he can't go against Kim Taehyung.

And tear dropped out of her eyes making it's way down to her cheeks till her jaw, she wipe it from back of her hands and sobbed with hiccup, her breath shorten, she fisted her blazer to stop from breaking down.

" I don't repent anything which I did today, I saved someone life and it's not everyone can do, I'm happy that I remember what my mother taught me so what if my dreams don't materialize" she said to herself, closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

" maybe next time" with heavy heart and disappointment she collected her resume from road which is torn badly  and walk toward her home thinking what she will explain to her dad when he'll ask her with smile on his face, how she will able to break his heart and expectations of her sisters.

Author note

Word count- 2588

So when I said arrogant and jerk means Taehyung is a jerk here, don't worry there is something call character development.

I'm feeling bad for y/n she is such a sweetheart but don't you think being extra nice can also be a problem?

Goal 15 + votes.

Hopeless romantic, twisted mind and high standards

To be continue..