I have been feeling pretty left out lately...

Feels like everyone has been in their own head doing their own things and I am left out...

Soo ever since Luthando and I broke up, things have been pretty so-so for me. To now add pepper to the injury, my twin has now been involved in a scandalous situation that I can't even talk to him nor do I want to be seen next to him.

He called me 2 days ago if we could see and talk and I blocked him. It was a dick move I know but I couldn't stand the idea of the fact that he had a girlfriend for 6 whole month and he didn't talk to me about it. Not only did he not tell me about it but he went ahead to cheat on her with one of my close friends, my roommate sister. Who I had no idea was committing incest with her own sister. It's lot to wrap my head around and honestly that explains why I and mother were currently heading to Nigeria Breweries to submit an internship letter.

Yea, they gave us our internship letter quite early because unlike regular universities, we do our internship early. I must say it was the perfect excuse to not be in school. So, yea for once I am absolutely loving my mom's company right now. "So, Skyler how are you doing?"

"Fine", I responded in a monotone "are you sure? You don't look or act fine to me." I sighed, maybe it was a bad idea to be in my mother's company. Why did I pick a company in Lagos again? "Urgh! Mother I am fine, just going through a lot in school and I would rather not talk about it." I said hoping she was taking a hint. Thankfully she did as she turned on the radio listening to some Christian songs.

I whipped out my phone to surf the internet on details about Nigeria Breweries. Soon enough my phone was ringing and it was flash-lighting Korra's name, I rolled my eyes and pick up the call. "Yoo Korra, what's up?" I said knowing fully well it was Tyler. "Sisss! Where are you? Please unblock me please, I need you. Where are you let's link up? I promise I'll tell you everything"... I was quiet. Wondering what to do with him. To be a dick or not to be a dick? That is the question.

I sigh and said "fine, let's talk on WhatsApp and we would schedule a meeting at my earliest convenience." Without waiting for a response, I ended the call and went back to surfing the internet. I was enjoying the sounds from the radio, when a message from Korra dropped saying "Korra here... Unblock your brother so he would stop bugging me." I sighed, went to my brother's contact, unblocked him before texting Korra done.

"Skyler, Skyler, Skyler."

"Yes mother, what is the issue this time?" I said gruesomely; she spares me a glance and said "if you do not drop the attitude and fast, then you will not like what I would do next." I opened my mouth and closed it, confused because I didn't know how to respond to that. "Was that your brother on the phone. Why are you not on talking terms with him? Why didn't he come with you when you were coming to Lagos?" I looked at her and I was stunned. "Mother please, no disrespect but I am honestly not in the mood for all this questions."

She looked at me when I said that but didn't say a word. The car was dead quiet as we continued the journey to Nigeria Breweries, thank God we are almost there.

I was upset.

Unsettled..

Furious even ...

But because of a million and one reason, I couldn't express it, or should I say I didn't know how to express it. My roommate this year who were all in their senior year and knew the story that were circulating on the internet, couldn't seem to understand why I was still with that cheater of a boyfriend when I should have dumped him and faced my course squarely.

Mathematics is no easy course to study but I make it work while still watering my relationship with Tyler, so I just don't get it. It was definitely not me, "urgh gawd where is my stupid ruler!" I yelled facing the locker in my room completely forgetting that I wasn't the only one in the room. Yes, my roommates were present and they witness my little outburst. I was going to yell at my locker again, when one of my roommates placed her hand on my shoulder, and pulled out the ruler from a corner in my locker.

"Ahh thanks Vera."

"Oh, and before you scream again; your pencil, biro, and highlighter are stuck in your Afro." She responded brushing my thanks off. I smiled reached for my hair and indeed she was right. I pulled them all out and decided to put them in my purse which also contains my mathematics set. I picked up my books and put all of them neatly in my bag and that was when I realized my phone was missing. Before I could hold myself, I yelled again.

"For Christ's sake where is my goddamn phone?" I yelled and Vera was kind enough to beckon on me saying. "It's in your back pocket chiko! And what is up with you today? We are all ears now, so let's talk about it." I reached for the back pocket of my skirt and it was indeed there. I smiled to thank them once again, ready to leave for real this time but my second roommate Rebecca called me back. "Girl get back here and sit your ass down."

I obliged because it wasn't like I was rushing off to class. Nope I want to rush off to the library to start reading for the test that was going to happen two days from now. "Well, start talking... What's with the attitude?" Vera spoke and I sighed siting on my bed which was the lower bunk.

"Look guys I'm sorry, I'm just out of it lately. And being expressive isn't something I do, at least not publicly " they were looking at me. It just made me feel worse like I had something on my face or that I looked weird. "Is this all about Tyler?" Vera asked and before I could respond Rebecca chipped it in saying "because if it is, then it's something you and Tyler should be talking about." I sighed and spoke.

"Yes and No. It's not just Tyler, well mostly it is. Urgh, can you imagine I followed him to TVC that is located her in Osun state. The sole aim was to embarrass him but it didn't work, it backfired; but that's not what is important, the point is, he keeps blaming it on alcohol claiming that he was drunk. I just can't stand it because, I told him not to go for that damn party." I said and Vera and Rebecca nodded in understanding.

"Well, have you spoken to him about it?" Vera spoke and I just nodded negatively... "Well do you want to talk to him about it?" she asked again and I said "No, not really, it's upsetting and instead I just make out with him." Rebecca shook her head negatively coming to sit beside me saying "Dear, I would advise you to pen down your emotions. I understand you are not used to voicing out, but at least pen it down; that way you'll be able to have something to say to him when next you see." She gave me a side hug and I leaned into it. I'm glad I am not alone at least.

"And if it makes you feel better, I think you should listen to this song "10 things I hate about you by Leah Kate." Vera said and I smile as she took my phone and inputted the song on my Spotify. I smiled at them both "thank you guys so much, means a lot, I would definitely listen to the song." I said giving both of them a hug and finally take my leave. As I descended the stairs of my hostel, I began listening to the song my roommate recommended and I couldn't think of any other song that speaks my emotions perfectly.

I was hoping I would have the courage to speak to him but after listening to this song... the courage just appeared out of nowhere and the sooner I use it the better. So, I opened my WhatsApp and texted him. He responded in a heartbeat saying I could come over to his hostel, since he knew a backdoor, I could walk through without alerting the hall mistress and mister. Get this, guys aren't allowed in girls hostel except you actually work in the hostel and girls aren't allowed in boys hostel either for privacy reasons. But I'm not a girl, I'm human and since I am very good at sneaking in, might as well put it to good use.


I managed to get in unnoticed, I also didn't notice that my soon to be ex-boyfriend was half naked wearing only his briefs with a towel wrapped around it. "Yes, Olli I am so happy you came on your own accord saying you wanted to talk... These past few weeks had been tough for me and— "I shushed him placing my index finger on his lips, gawd how I missed them very much. "Babe we are here to talk?" He said and I smiled responding "I know"; I walked toward the door he had already closed, made sure to lock the door twice, keeping the key on the tallest cupboard that was close by.

"Oh no, no babe, not this please, not in my hostel. You are really going to get me in trouble—" he was saying but I didn't pay him any attention. I pulled him, my hands over his oversized chain and without warning I crashed my lips into him muffling the rest of his words. He was trying to struggle to push me away but he knew there was no going back, not after biting on his bottom lips forcefully. "Fuck, you drive me crazy."

He mumbled and I mumbled back "go crazy with me." I just knew I had somehow not only turned him on but turned on the light switch in his head. He instantly became harder than he already was and I smiled as he took control of the kiss. He was furious and frustrated I know, but I wasn't ready to talk it out with him knowing we we're just going to break up in the end. He lifted my short frame and I instinctively wrapped my legs around his waist.

His hand began to roam my body starting with my ass first as he maneuvered his way into getting rid of my underwear. I was wearing a long skirt, with a pink lingerie and no bra under my crop top. You could say I came prepared but on the contrary, I was heading to the library to study for the upcoming test. Looks like my mathematical equations would have to solve itself because I got my hands full. solving my sexual tension. "Fuck" I screamed when his tongue found its way to my core.

I was lost in thought for a moment there that I didn't realize he had laid me on the bed with my bum facing up and my skirt completely discarded. He didn't mind that my ass hole was directly in his face. He licked and sucked all the way down to my ass hole make me shiver in delight. "Hmmm, so fucking clean" he muttered sucking even harder making my juice sip out in bits. "Awwwn Tyler..." I moaned out his name and that gave him the green light to dip his index finger in the spot where it hits the most. "Ahhhh Ty" I stuttered too drunk in pleasure.

He increased his pace and his fingers as his lips kept working their wonders, sucking, licking and rubbing on my spot. "Fuck! Ahhh Tyle, just like that. I want you" I said my voice muffled. Before I could say any more words my voice and my entire being began to vibrate as I cummed all over his face. "Ooh that's it, keep it cumming" he said licking and sucking every inch of me, drinking me all in like I was a glass of white wine. "I want you Tyler," I said "give me all of you." I said and he finally pulled his fingers out replacing it with his king-sized dick.

Without warning, he pushed it all the way in, raw, just the way I like it. "Ahhh fuck, I miss this pussy" he said and I smiled, filled with some sense of pride knowing I still have an effect on him. Slowly he made another thrust into me going deeper this time and I screamed but he was quick to spank me... Making me moan "Yes daddy" that turned him on so much that he began to drive into me with more purpose. Every thrust hit home twice as hard and I had to bite on a piece of clothing to muffle my screams. He was frustrated and I could feel it with every thrust he made, with every moan he let out, and with every spank be gave my bare ass that was exposed to him.

"Cum for me baby!" He said as he spanked my already red ass. "Faster love... I'm cumming" I said as I felt another mighty thrust. "Fuck the pussy is so good." He said, thrusting a lot faster now as we both were breathing heavily. He kept pounding into me, until my body began to vibrate endlessly while he said "fuckkkk" finally as he released his juice into me. We both collapsed on the bed tired with his  brief half way down, and my skirt and panties at the far corner of the room.

We stayed there silent for more than 5mins before he said "can we talk now?" I was quite until his phone vibrated indicating an email. "You should check that; it could be important" I said which he grudgingly obliged only for him to spring up from his lying down position. "What?!"

"What? what's wrong?" I asked sitting up. "Fuck they rejected me, from that company TVC, I really thought they would accept me." He complained and I didn't know how to hide my happiness because I was also rejected. I mean who cares, that place is a dump anyway so I just said...

"Well on the bright side I didn't get in either, and now you wouldn't be able to smell my perfume of some random chick, assume it's me and just get down with her." That was my ridiculous attempt at cheering him up and it backfired because the Tyler that fucked me isn't the Tyler I was staring at right now as he said "fuck, Oliva?! You know what, get out! out!! I have a test to prepare for this  semester."

Little did I know that... that was the literal end of our relationship; it's all over.

A/N

Omoooo!

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Gawd Abegi this chapter was a lot harder to write than you think. But I hope you like it. Any way Tyler and Olivia relationship are gradually coming to an end and I just can't cry.

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