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"I'm so afraid," I said sarcastically.

She nodded slowly and smiled at my tone as she disappeared back onto her head. My smile faltered as she went away. It was no doubt because I wanted to see her. It felt like years since I've laid my eyes on her even though it's only been a month.

My cock was still rigid in my pants and I shifted on my side to try to ignore it. I adjusted the pillow to get any comfort but it was hard due to the hardness of the floor. The blankets that Queen gave me didn't bring any additional levels of comfort.

I could've easily gotten up to go to my room. It was probably the smart thing to do. I'd be comfortable there with the king-sized mattress and silk sheets. I wouldn't wake up with cramping muscles or twist and turn all night in pain. But she wasn't there. So that wasn't where I wanted to be despite all the obvious luxuries.

I'd bear with the pain if it meant that I could be this close to her. I knew she was still pissed at me for disappearing but I couldn't call her. I thought about her every day but there was no possible way for me to reach out to her.

The journey throughout Heaven and the garden took much longer than Cain and I would've anticipated. We barely made it out alive. I mean...someone did die. Which is why I couldn't tell her the full truth.

If she knew that Bezy died under my watch, she'd never forgive me. The only way I could bring him back in Heaven was to make a deal with being I hated more than life itself: God. I was surprised at how easy his terms were. There had to be some hidden reason for his leniency but I didn't care at that moment.

Our silence of what happened to us in the garden, in exchange for Bezy's revival. It seemed easy enough but I didn't think Queen would be mad at me anyways. Because of that deal, I couldn't tell her where I went.

I could've easily told her I got my memories back but, where was the fun in that? I planned to tell her as soon as I stepped into the palace but she was already mad at me so I figured I'd mess with her. I always enjoyed getting her upset.

So for now, until further notice, that'd be a secret between Cain and me...amongst other things. I didn't think she'd ever forgive me if she found out the other things I did. When my memory came back, I was blinded by revenge. I shook my head on the thoughts running around in my mind and remembered that I had no regrets about what happened.

My attention was turned back to Queen when I heard her vibration turn on and I smiled to myself. She thought this was going to somehow give me "payback" but I wasn't that weak. She'd have to do a lot better than-

I was cut off by a groan from deep within my chest as a sensitive feeling rose from the pit of my stomach. A small increasing fluttering flew around my lower body and I clenched my fists to calm myself. Queen's moans began to fill the room and I held my breath to calm myself down.

My cock twitched at the unknown feeling rising in me and I covered my mouth to stop myself from making any sort of sound. This is what she wants. I was confused as to how this was happening until I remembered the bond at our wedding.

"Oh, fuck," Queen moaned out loud.

My eyes shut tight and I tried to think of anything that could make me calm down. Not being able to bear it anymore, I got up to go to the restroom. I needed to take care of myself since she kept playing with me.

"Where are you going?" She asked as I walked to the restroom.

"Don't worry about it," I muttered as I continued my strides.

"Stop walking," she whispered.

I rolled my eyes and continued but my body stopped moving. I willed myself to continued but my feet were glued to the floor.

You're doing this to me again, Princess?

She laughed softly at my feeble attempts to walk away and I took a deep breath. "Do you want me to let you go?" She pouted. I groaned once again as the sensation in me increased and I bit my fist to relax.

"Come here," she said softly. My body turned to continue walking towards her and she pointed to the foot of the bed. "Right there."

"Queen, what are you-"

"No talking," she smiled.

My lips pressed together immediately at her will and I rolled my eyes at the loss of control of my own body.
She set the vibrator down and sat up on her bed to remove her bonnet and toss it to the side. Her short hair fell above her shoulders and she grabbed the side of her shirt to lift it above her head.

She could see my struggle to speak and she grinned at me. "You can speak."

"Princess," I said in a slow and threatening tone. "Be careful. You can't control me forever."

She smirked at me as she tossed her shirt on the floor and laid back onto her pillows. Her eyes stayed glued on mine and she lifted herself to slide her purple lace panties down her legs. She giggled as she tossed them in my direction and the soft material hit my face. My jaw clenched as I caught a whiff of her mesmerizing scent and she bit her lip.

In the dim light, her naked body was completely exposed to me and my eyes roamed over her completely. The confidence that she got from being in complete control of me was insane. That made me want to always surrender to her, which I would if it was in my nature.

My eyes landed on writing in her skin that I hadn't seen before and my eyes snapped back to her. "You got a tattoo."

She seemed confused for a second until realization passed her features and she smiled and nodded at me.

"I did," she said as she covered the area below her breast with her hand.

"When did you get it?"

"A couple of years ago," she answered.

"Let me see what it says," I whispered.

With a shy smile, she stood up on the bed and walked over to me. I looked up at her willing her to be careful until she stood in front of me. Her breasts were directly in front of my face and she lowered her hand.

My eyes landed at the cursive lettering on her rib cage and my head shot up in her direction. "You can't speak anymore," she said.

My mouth closed together once again and my frustration grew. I wasn't mad at her at all, it was the opposite. I was over the moon.

She has a tattoo of my name.

My mind was suddenly clouded with desire and my body and mind were begging for her. The fact that she went to get my name forever painted into her skin was unbelievable to me.

She laid back down onto the bed and eyed me slyly as she picked up the vibrator. "You have to watch me," she said. "Also, you can't touch yourself."

My eyes widened and she laughed as she got into a comfortable position on the bed. Her hand moved to her glistening pussy and she moaned and she moved the toy.

The fluttering in me rose again and waves of euphoria crashed throughout my body repeatedly. She continued the motions and her free hand trailed to her breast as she squeezed them and I imagined myself on top of her.

I instantly regretted messing with her a few minutes ago. I should've fucked her. I possibly would've still been doing so but now I was stuck here watching her pleasure herself the way I would've wanted to.

My body trembled as hers did and I groaned as my tip repeatedly twitched. I glanced down at my pants and noticed my protruding dick through my pants. This was beyond unfair, it was torture. Over these years she's definitely learned how to use her powers to her advantage.

I only hoped it wasn't in the way that she used it against me. It was unfair of me to wish but I hoped that she didn't let anyone else fuck her while I was gone. I would kill anyone that even touched her in the way I did.

After I got my memories, I almost went to kill Dimitri. The only thing that stopped me was Cain telling me about the entire situation. I thought that Sebastian learned his lesson but it seemed like I'd have to do something more serious when I could.

She was mine before I died, mine after, and mine now. She knew it and soon enough the world would as well.

We both moaned together as we came in sync and my body wanted to collapse with what she put us through. She was panting on the bed and with a clouded vision, I watched her chest rise and fall.

I watched as her juices dripped between her legs and I closed my eyes. I still wasn't allowed to move and I didn't want to get hard all over again. My obstructed view of her did nothing to help me and I cursed myself as I became stiff once again.

My eyes opened slowly when I felt a wet feeling on the lower part of my torso and I looked down to see Queen look up at me with red eyes as she kissed my happy trail.

"Do you want me to?" She whispered. I didn't know exactly what she meant but I didn't want her to stop what she was doing so I nodded. She smiled and she pulled down the waistband of my pants to expose my dick.

I watched with hooded eyes as her hand wrapped around my base as she licked my shaft. Her tongue swirled around my top as she licked away the remnants of what she did to me minutes ago and I sucked in a breath.

I groaned as I felt my length slowly slide into her warm and wet mouth and I looked down at her. Her head bopped slowly back and forth and she moaned and pulled me in and out of her.

Fuck.

I felt the back of her throat as she continued her slow torture and my eyes shut tightly. There was no way for me to control her movements or move due to her spell and it drove me crazy.

With a long and slow suck, she bit her lip and looked up at me. "You can move and talk."

My body completely relaxed and I let out a sigh of relief. "Open your mouth, Princess." I gripped her hair with one hand as I pumped myself with my other and she did as I said.

"Shit," I breathed out as I slid into her mouth. She moaned and the vibration in her throat added to the already mind-blowing feeling. I moved her head and my hips to thrust in and out of her mouth and her nails dug into my thigh.

"You're fucking amazing, Princess," I said. My words another moan from her and I smiled at the beautiful sound. I quickened my pace and her mouth watered from my movements and my dick hardened more. "I'm going to come," I said as I loosened the grip on her hair.

She continued the movements without my forceful thrusting and I took it as permission to release. My hands tugged at her hair as I came into her throat and my body erratically jerked with relief.

I removed myself from her mouth and laid back on her bed to catch my breath. "Woah." I looked at her to see her chewing her lip as her eyes focused on my exposed dick and I propped myself onto my arms.

"I'd fuck you if you asked," I whispered.

She snapped out of her daze as she swallowed a lump on her throat and she shook her head as she got up from the bed.

"We're still not together after all that?" I asked.

"Nope," she said. "You're still sleeping on the floor." She walked into the restroom and closed the door behind her.

I stared up at the ceiling and let out an annoyed breath. She was still being stubborn but one thought kept me from completely losing it.

She was able to easily control me. If she truly wanted me gone, she would've MADE me leave. That meant one thing, the girl was still as crazy about me as I was about her.

There is no such thing as breaking up anymore.

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Author's Note
Aww...that was cute🥲

Let's ignore how single I am and talk about what just happened. We found out the reason why Sun can't say anything to Queen and oh. My. Goodness. That's a valid reason to me. 😭
Lmk your thoughts ✨