Syn

I didn't know how she would feel about today's conversation, but I was relieved to see that she wasn't hurt. The tiny selfish part of me that remained wanted her to tell me that she didn't need to leave or to even ask me to come with her, but with a few deeps breaths, I knew this was for the best.

I would hope every day that she would come back to me one day, but from this moment on, she had all the power. The power I had continuously attempted to strip her of. After the way I hurt her, giving her space and time was the only thing that could fix things. I didn't want to love bomb her.

I carried her to the bedroom in the back of the nightclub and held her with an arm as I opened the door. As soon as we were in the room, her hands were working at my tie. With a swift movement, she tossed it to the floor and moved to unbutton my shirt.

We had all the time in the world, but there was a certain urgency. Maybe it was because we hadn't been together in weeks, or because she was going to be leaving indefinitely.

I set her down on her feet and she ripped my shirt open. I smirked at the action and she laughed softly before bringing her lips to my neck. "I want to make you feel better," she whispered as her tongue sucked an area on my neck. I didn't know when I'd see her again so there was no way I was going to deny anything. If she wanted to be in control, I wouldn't stop her. I just need to let go.

She nipped and sucked spots on my skin from my neck to my chest and I groaned as she glided her tongue along my happy trail. She slowly moved into her knees as her hands removed my belt buckle and she unclamped it before unzipping my pants and lowering them along with my boxer briefs.

I took in a sharp intake of breath as her hand wrapped around my cock and I closed my eyes. I felt her breath on me and she pumped me in her hand, and a moment later, I felt the slick entrance of her warm mouth. Her lips wrapped around my shaft and her tongue circled my top as she slowly bobbed her head up and down my length.

"Fuck, Princess," I groaned as my hand grabbed a fistful of her hair. She moaned at slight tugging in her hair and quickened her movements. After a few moments, her hand slowly dropped from my dick to my thigh, and I looked down to see her glance at me.

We'd done this enough times for me to know that this was my signal for me to take control and I gripped her hair tighter. My thrusts into her mouth at first were slow until I felt her relax, and soon enough I quickened my pace. Her nails dug into my thighs as I fucked her mouth and the pain mixed with the pleasure her mouth was bringing me, drove me wild.

The sounds in the room became music to my ears and if I could, I'd play it on repeat all day every day. Queen's moans and groans only made them that much sweeter and a warm feeling that I only seemed to get around her floated throughout my body. The need for her began to overpower my actions and I slowly pulled out of her mouth.

My cock was slick with her saliva and her eyes were glistening as she looked up at me. "I need you." I cupped her cheeks and kissed her and she slowly stood on her feet. My hands moved between us to the button of her jean shorts and she held a hand over mine to halt my movements.

"I wasn't done," she frowned.

"I don't care." She smiled and shook her head as she took my hands off of her and stepped back. "Strip and get on the bed, Syn."

"Prin-"

"Now," she said as she crossed her arms. I looked at her to gauge her seriousness, and when she made no move to back down, I did as she said. When I was on the bed, I watched her pull her shirt over her head and drop it to the floor. She unclipped her bra within a quick movement, and my dick grew harder at the sight of her perky breasts bouncing in front of me.

"Like what you see?" She asked as she caught me staring. A strange feeling of nervousness passed through me momentarily as I looked away from her and she laughed softly. "Tell me what you like, Syn." She lowered her shorts and underwear and when she stepped out of them, she stood completely naked in front of me at the head of the bed.

"I love everything," I said as I licked my lips and looked her up and down.

"Be specific," she said lowly as her hands moved along her curves. "Is it my lips?" The tip of her tongue trailed over her lips and I watched her with hooded eyes as my arousal grew. "My hair?" She questioned with a smile as she faced the mirror to the side of the room. She swayed her hips slightly as her hands moved to her hair and my eyes took the opportunity to look at her from the side. 

I hated Heaven, but there was no way she could've been made anywhere else. Her delicate features and beautiful curves had to be handcrafted by a being more powerful than God himself.

She moved her head to the side to look at me and raised a brow. "Do you want to pull it, Syn?" She asked innocently.

Fuckkkkkk. Was this how I teased her?

"Hmm," she said as she turned back to the mirror. Her eyes lingered on herself as she turned back to me and looked at me quizzically. As if getting an idea, her face brightened and she bit her lip. "Is it...these?" She asked as she placed her hands behind her back and bounced slightly. My mouth dropped as her breasts moved with her movements and a mischievous smile spread across her lips. "You like that?"

I cleared my throat to look back at her eyes and she gave me a dimpled smile as she raised a brow. "Your succubus is showing, Princess," I said as I cleared my throat.

"Tell me you don't love it," she challenged me as she cupped and squeezed her breasts with her hands. My breath caught in my throat and she snickered lightly. "That's what I thought."

"You're driving me fucking insane," I muttered as I pinched the bridge of my nose. I was trying my best to hold back, but I didn't know how long I'd last.

"I want you to remember me just like this, Syn," she spoke softly. "For you. No being in Heaven can even imagine how deep my love for you goes. Don't forget that."

I nodded slowly as my eyes were distracted by the sight in front of me and I swallowed a lump in my throat at her words. "You're still not telling me what you like, Synny," she teased.

"Don't do that," I warned.

"Do what?" She questioned with an innocent frown. "I'm just trying to communicate with you. You're being very unreceptive by the way."

"This is communication?" I asked with a small smile.

She bit her lips and nodded slowly as her dimples formed in her cheeks. "But you're not talking to me so I have to find other ways to get answers," she sighed.

"You weren't content with my loving of everything about you?"

"It's vague," she frowned. She slowly turned herself on her heel until her backside was to me and she looked over her shoulder. She arched her back slowly as she looked at me and I bit my fist. "This has to be a favorite, no?"

"Fu-...Que—...I..."

"Use your words, Syn," she smirked as she faced me again. Fucking hell. My brain still couldn't piece together the words to say to her and she laughed softly before crawling onto the bed. She lifted one leg to my other side and placed her palms on either side of my head as she looked straight down at me. Her eyes glimmered a shiny red color and my fangs extended in reaction.

"Maybe it's this one last thing," she whispered as she lifted one of her hands off the bed. She moved her hair to one side of her shoulder and I watched her in awe. She licked her lips as her hand moved down and my eyes followed it to see her fingers disappear between her legs. If I had a heart, it would've been beating out of my chest at the sight of her touching herself on top of me.

Her eyes looked deep into mine as her mouth slightly parted and her eyes fluttered shut. She moaned and my dick twitched. I itched to touch her, but I didn't want to interrupt the moment. She looked way too mesmerizing for me to interfere just yet. I smiled up at her softly as her necklace hit my face, and she smirked down at me.

She removed her fingers from between her legs and looked down at my mouth. "Suck," she ordered with a sly smile. I had done this to her multiple times and I wondered how long she'd been waiting to do it back. Her fingers moved to my lips and I looked at her as I took her fingers into my mouth. Her finger gazed against my fang and her sweet blood mixed with the taste of her was an intoxicating mixture.

She removed her fingers after a moment and gripped my jaw gently before bringing her lips down to mine. The kiss was sloppy and addicting as our tongues moved together and my hands moved along her thighs. "Syn," she moaned as she kissed my jaw. "Fuck me."

She didn't need to give me any more instruction as her request sent me over the edge. I flipped us both on the bed and deepened our kiss. I intertwined my hand with hers and pinned it to the space above her head before using my free hand to guide my cock to her entrance.

When I felt her soaking warm entrance, I thrust into her and she groaned loudly against my lips. I could hear her heart thundering as I pounded in and out of her and I got lost in her as I always did. How could this possibly be the last time that I was inside of her? Her heart, her mind, her body, her pussy...was my home. Her being gone was going to be soul-crushing. The thought of her being happy would be one of the only things keeping me sane.

I slowed down my movements as I realized how much I wanted to cherish this moment. And I relished in the taste and feel of her mouth against mine. I wanted to forever be able to recall every touch, every kiss, and every sound I had ever received from her. If she were to never come back, I'd want her to remember me this way...

As I'd remember her the way she wanted me to.

I felt her body jerk beneath me and her breathing became labored. Her heart was beating at a tremendous speed and I squeezed her hand as I looked down at her and slowly moved in and out of her. Her legs began quivering as my sides and I kissed her neck. Her core clenched around me and a tightness gathered at the base of my cock.

"Come with me, Syn," she whispered, stealing the words out of my mouth. I smiled down at her and released as she writhed beneath me, signifying her climax. I slowly pulled out of her, and instead of moving away, I remained between her legs and laid my head onto her chest.

Her hands hesitantly moved my hair out of my face and she gently rubbed my neck and shoulders. We remained quiet, speaking unspoken goodbyes with our tender touches and I closed my eyes.

What am I going to do without you, Princess?

꧁꧂

Author's Note
Not me crying in a smut chapter😓

Y'all just let me know your thoughts😭✨