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This chapter contains sexual content/mature themes. Read at your own discretion.

Queen

1 hour Ago

I crossed my arms as Syn unlocked the door to his house. I'd been here before but I knew he didn't know that fact so I'd have to keep it to myself as well. He opened the door for me and placed his hand at the small of my back as he walked in.

I acted aloof as he led me into the living room and I looked around in mock fascination as he put the bag of groceries down. "Nice place," I complimented.

He moved away from the kitchen counter and walked to me. "Thanks," he said as he reached out for my things. "I'll set these down for you."

I smiled and gave him my purse and jacket and I felt more exposed than I did earlier. Somehow having something in my arms was keeping me calmer.

I hadn't been in this house since before Syn died, yet it looked pretty much the same. The modern-styled white mansion was built of glass and surrounded by woods and a lake that went on for miles. This was as close to secluded as you could get in Juva.

Maybe that was the reason I was so nervous. A part of me wasn't afraid to be alone with him considering I knew him better than anyone. Yet the other part of me knew that he was different now. What if what attracted him to me was the soulmate bond?

The car was dark so my confidence was immeasurable. That was a stark difference from this brightly lit house that would expose every single one of my flaws. The Syn I previously knew made me feel beautiful no matter what, but he wasn't here.

Syn came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist as he kissed my neck. I was obviously horny and ready for him, but my anxiety won the battle between my heart and pussy.

"I-umm...I'm actually don't want to..." I said with a nervous laugh. I knew guys didn't like being rejected like this so I was nervous for his response and mentally prepared myself to be kicked out. "If that's okay..." I added.

He subtlety let me go and smiled down at me. "I'm going to make popcorn and if you want to shower the restroom is down the hall to your left."

"Thank you," I said softly.

He nodded and walked towards the kitchen and I let out a sigh of relief and walked to the restroom. I closed the door behind me and leaned against the wall as I bit my lip and screamed at myself in silence. Why did you do that? I had no idea why except the fact that I was scared of his reaction to my body.

It took me a long time to be comfortable with myself around Syn and now it felt like we were completely starting over. I stood in front of the mirror removed my clothes and looked at myself. I didn't exactly have the worst body but it wasn't the same after I had Xavia.

The stretched marks remained even after my body returned to normal and I had put on weight. More weight than Syn had seen at least. Twenty pounds over three years wasn't ridiculous, but when you have a man breathing down your neck and pointing out every ounce you gain...it feels like a ton.

I sighed and tied my hair up in a bun before getting into the shower. I didn't feel like drying it here so I'd just wash it when I got home. I turned on the shower and stepped into the warm stream. Fifteen minutes later, I was out and dancing to air dry in the humid air since I had forgotten to ask for a towel, or clothes for that matter.

A knock at the door interrupted me from my personal concert and I opened it to peek my head out. I smiled when I saw Syn holding out a towel for me.

I opened the door to take it from his hand and when I did, my elbow hit the door and it opened completely. I gasped and tried to cover myself with the towel but it was too late. I bent down to hide and looked up at Syn who was looking back at me with ravenous eyes.

I opened my mouth to speak but he took the item from my hands and removed my arms from my chest and lower parts. "Why are you hiding?" He asked.

I looked away from him to get some sort of escape from his intrusive gaze but he moved his head there. His eyes lingered on my breast and then back up to my eyes. "I asked you a question."

"Syn, please just-" I tried to remove my arms from his hands but he had an iron grip on them.

"Is your boyfriend the reason you won't show me all of you?" He asked.

"No," I said softly as I looked down between us.

"Beverly," he said as he gently gripped my chin and tilted my head towards him. "Never hide from me again. It truly upsets me."

"Why?"

He shrugged. "I don't know," he admitted. "Probably because you're the most enchanting woman I've ever seen."

I bit the inside of my cheek to hold back a smile and he smirked at me. "I'd spend hours drawing you if you let me."

His words came as a shock to me and I raised my brows. "You can draw?" Even before he died I never remembered him being good at drawing, not that I ever saw him draw anything.

"I little bit," he admitted as he looked away from me. "Just in my free time, nothing crazy."

"Can I see?" I asked.

He looked back at me in surprise before nodding. "Sure." He turned to walk away and I stayed still and cleared my throat. At my signal, he turned back around and smiled as he looked me up and down.

"I need clothes, Syn."

He tilted his head and kept his eyes on me. When he looked back up at my eyes he shook his head. "I don't think you do." I raised my brow and crossed my arms and he sighed. He removed his long sleeve shirt and I took it from him with a smile.

"Thank you," I said as I slipped into it. The shirt ended a bit above my thighs and if I bent down he definitely would be getting a show. The shirt smelled just how I remembered him smelling but I wouldn't be a weirdo and make it obvious that I sniffed it.

He took my hand into his and led me back to the living room and I bit my lip as I felt the new ambiance in the space. The lights were dimmed and the fireplace below the TV was burning bright.

The popcorn he had mentioned was sitting on the table and a random movie was on pause. "Here sit, I'll be right back."

He turned and rushed down into the dark hall and I sat down on the couch comfortably. I played with my nails randomly until Syn came back with a large notebook in his hand and sat next to me. "This is one of my journals," he said as he passed it to me.

I grinned towards him and took the notebook as I began to flip through it. I don't know why I expected to see mediocre art but I was shocked. It was beautiful. All of them were pencil-drawn and dark. I looked at a few landscape sketches of hell and random people but one stood out to me.

It was a drawing of Angels and Demons fighting on clouds. Maybe me being the Queen of hell made me question it but I looked back up at him. "A war in Heaven?"

"I don't see it being anywhere else," he said.

I nodded and cleared my mind of the image. If everything I was planning went accordingly then his words were correct. I flipped through the pages again and shook my head in fascination. "These are amazing, Syn. I-"

My words we cut off when I landed on a drawing. The only one that was in color. It was a drawing of a girl sleeping in bed. It took me a couple of moments to notice that it was me and my breath caught. It looked like I was sleeping but I looked the same. If his amazing talent wasn't enough to tell me it was me, the necklace in the drawing was.

I swallowed the lump in my throat as I saw something else on the page. At the bottom of the page, there was one single word in Syn's elegant penmanship.

Princess

"What's that?" He asked as he took the notebook from my hands. I froze as he studied the picture and turned back to me. "It's you."

"I-Is it?" I asked in a shaky voice.

"Yes," he said as he shook his head. "Don't be scared but I've been dreaming about you for some time. I'm sure I did before I..."

"Before you what?"

"Before I died. I probably dreamt about you and drew you," he said. I nodded and he looked at the picture longer. His face was still twisted into one of confusion and I laid a hand on his shoulder.

"What is it?" I asked.

He let out a breath and turned to me. "I don't remember drawing this. I don't even draw in color, but this..." he gestured towards the word 'Princess'. "This confuses me."

He looked stressed as he ran his hand down his face and my heart reached out for him. I needed to get his mind off it and I needed to do it fast. Seeing as there was no other option, I took a deep breath, and on my exhale I let go of my insecurities and stood up.

He looked up at me and I stood directly in front of him and removed the shirt he gave me. His eyes followed my every movement and my heart felt like it would beat out of my chest. I tossed the shirt to the side and looked back down at him.

Syn sat up and he skimmed his hand from my leg up to my hip and I looked down at him longingly. What we were doing was wrong, but it felt so right. I knew Lucifer's request was important, I hadn't forgotten about it. I just needed our time together right now. Then I'd leave and let him forget.

"Kiss me," I said. He laid his hands in my hips and I moved backward and got down on his knees. He kissed my stomach as he looked up at me and I bit my lip as he kissed a trail down to my-

"Put your leg over my shoulder and hold on to me," he commanded. I did as he instructed and I yelped when he lifted my other leg over his shoulder and stood up. "Syn, I'm going to fall!" I said as I practically hugged his head.

"Just don't," he chuckled from between my legs. The feel of his stubble against my clit and the vibration from his laughter made my core clench. His hands were firmly on my ass and keeping me from falling but everything looked terrifying from this high up.

"It's not that simple," I squealed as he walked back to the couch. He sat down carefully and laid back on the couch. With an 'oomph' I set my hands on the couch and took deep breaths to steady myself.

"Syn you-,"

His mouth began moving between my legs and I gasped loudly. His tongue explored my folds and I involuntarily moved against his mouth and he groaned. He began to circle his tongue along my clit and I dug my nails into the couch. "Syn," I groaned.

He pushed his tongue into my entrance and I gripped his hair and tried to move to get any sort of relief but I was held in place by his strong arms. I felt my body shake with unadulterated pleasure and my eyes fluttered and I reached my peak. " Syn, I'm going to come," I announced in a whispered and breathy voice.

I don't know how I managed to survive all these years without Syn when he was the only be who could manage to make me feel like this.

He ignored my assertion and his tongue continued doing incomprehensible things between my legs that drove me wild. With a jerk, and a scream, I released and my body shook as a breath escaped my lips. I moaned softly as he continued licking me and teasing me all over again. I couldn't hold myself back anymore, I needed to kiss him.

I sat up but Syn flipped me over before I could do what I wanted to. I laid on my back and watched with a smile as he crawled on top of me. His warm breath hit my neck and he kissed and sucked it as I arched my back and widened my legs to welcome his size.

He kissed a trail up to my lips and captured them into his. I moaned into his mouth and tangled my hands into his hair when I tasted my juices on his tongue. His lips coaxed mine into submission and I didn't bother to fight it. I needed him, more than I had ever needed or wanted anyone else.

He moved his hips forward and my legs spread wider. I felt the material of his jeans against my pussy and I deepened our kiss. Syn pulled away a moment later and my eyes widened as he flipped me once again like I was some doll.

I was on my hands and knees and I felt his hands at my hip as I arched my back, prepared for his member. I bit my lip and looked over my shoulder as he unzipped his pants. He looked directly into my eyes as he lowered his pants. I watched with a lust-filled mind as he pumped himself and aligned his dick at my entrance.

"Ready?" He asked in a deep voice. I opened my mouth to answer when he wrapped his hand around my hair and my head was tugged back, completely halting my words. He moved his front against my back and brought his mouth to my ear. "Don't say 'set go'."

My eyes widened in shock but I didn't have time to question his words as he moved back and plunged into me. I moved against his thrust but his grip on my hair kept me from escaping as he pounded in and out of me.

I screamed and moaned as his large dick stretched my center but she welcomed him like an old friend, which he was.

Syn removed his hand from my hair and laid his palm flat against my lower back and glided it down until his hand was at the back of my neck. "You're. So. Fucking. Beautiful," he growled.

My stomach fluttered and I smiled against the couch at his compliment. He gripped my hips once again and began thrusting in and out of me wildly as I screamed into the couch. "Syn..."

"Give it to me," he said lowly. I moaned as I came and I felt him jerk from behind me as his hands dug into my hips, telling me he came. He removed himself from behind me and I collapsed against the couch to catch my breath.

I yelped as he slapped my ass HARD and I turned to glare at him. He smirked at me as he sat back against the couch and I pouted as I touched the place he hit. "Why did you do that?"

"Did it hurt?" He teased.

"Yeah," I said with a frown. "...Do it again."

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Author's Note
No, no, no fuck that...do it to me😏

This chapter I guess we get to see what Seb- AHEM Dimitri saw but from Queen's perspective and damn. She didn't worry about him at all...who cares though, they're broken up👀.

I have a couple questions here when it comes to Syn. He said a couple of things he's said in the past that made me🦋🦋.
He said something about her not hiding from him, and also for her not to say "set go". Idk if y'all remember the first time Syn and Queen did it😏. She said that and it was EMBARAZZINGGG.

Anyways, is he remembering or is it instinct? Ig we'll see. Let me know your thoughts✨