Sun rays is peaking through the curtains Tae stire up in sleep as he start to wake up he blink his eyes and first thing he saw is his husband is staring at him with a soft smile eyes full of adoration.

" good morning " said Tae smiling hugging his husband and in return Jungkook kiss his forehead.

" feeling any pain " said Jungkook worriedly moving his hand as Tae ain't wearing his ear machine now.

" am fine " said Tae snuggling in Jungkook's chest who pack his naked shoulder hugging him.

Jungkook's phone ring he took his phone from the side table and frown when he saw his mother's call, he frowned because his mother never called him.

" hlo " said Jungkook a little awkward Tae is making patterns in his naked chest while Jungkook is creasing his hips.

" oh " said Jungkook with a frown also humming.

" okay " he said and cut the call.

" what happened " ask Tae looking up at Jungkook who is in deep thoughts.

" mother called she want us to have lunch in Jeon mansion " said Jungkook moving his hands and Tae nod.

" so " ask Tae noticing Jungkook's confusion.

Jungkook sign as he hugged Tae hiding his face in Tae's neck who crease his head feeling his husband's inner turmoil.

Jungkook back away as he sit up and pulling Tae in his lap who blushed as they both are still naked.

Jungkook holding Tae's waist while Tae is holding the blanket till his chest head resting on Jungkook's chest.

" me and my families relation is not that good " said Jungkook as he make Tae wear his machine.

" my family prioritize Justin more than me " said Jungkook with a hint a sadness in his tone and Tae kiss his chest in return holding his hand softly.

" they are biased toward Justin more than me  they highly expected that I gonna take over the business but I want to be a surgeon but Justin have interest in business from the start I can't keep up with their expectations resulting them to neglect me " said Jungkook with a sad sign.

" they would have also loves me if I had interested in business " said Jungkook as he blink his tears, past memories flood inside his head making him overwhelme.

" you are best koo it's not your fault when they don't understand you " said Tae softly looking at him and Jungkook nod his head.

Tae kissed his forehead softly cupping his face " you are more than enough koo you don't have to feel less there is nothing wrong in completing your dream if you had took over business which made them happy but would you able to feel happy, would you have ever feel content like now, you want to be a surgeon and now you comes in best surgeons of Seoul, you are happy with your job " said Tae softly creasing Jungkook's cheek resting his head against Jungkook's.

" you can't keep everyone happy koo if you want your parents to be happy than you would have to sacrifice your happiness but now look you are the reason of many's happiness you feel happy saving other's life you are best koo you done best am so proud of you hubby you are the best surgeon people give you their blessings and you deserve it " said Tae while tears rolling down from Jungkook's closed eyes.

He always want to hear this he always want to feel appropriated many people did appreciate him for his job but his parents never did heck they didn't even care about him Jungkook always want to hear appreciation words from his parents but he got silence in return but his husband his husband is proud of him his baby love proud of his job proud of him being an excellent surgeon.

When he was doing his medical degree he always felt demotivated there was a time in his life when he was so depressed that time he just want to end himself he felt demotivated that time why because in uni he saw how his friends parents comes to meet them spend time with their children but all Jungkook can do only stare at them with sadness.

His parents didn't call him even once in those 7 years things became hard for him he is finding himself falling into depression each day but he didn't accept his defeat he fight with his own self those intrusive thoughts which were eating him alive but he made it he made it, on his graduation he was the happiest because he got first rank in whole Uni making him gold madelist.

2 days before graduation he called his parents he was so happy he told them if they have time so can they come in his graduation ceremony but his heart broke when he saw all's parents expect his, his heart broke again that day when he saw the news where his father announced Justin as the new ceo at the same day.

He was broken he cried whole night thinking worse and his intrusive thoughts took over him and he was so close to took his life but Yugy found him on right time and beat the shit out of him for doing something like this.

He cried in his best friend's embrace complaining how his parents don't love him how he is not a good son.

Tears flowing from Tae's eyes hearing his husband's heart wranching sobs Jungkook is hugging Tae tightly hiding his face in his neck while Tae is kissing his head telling how much he is proud of him.

" you know I was so depressed that time that I tried to suicide " said Jungkook between his sobs and Tae's heart broke hearing him he tighten his hold around Jungkook trying to control his sobs.

" my mind stopped functioning that time I was drown in sadness " said Jungkook as his sons reduced.

" than I decided not to stay in Jeon mansion and again my presence doesn't matters to them they didn't even ask where am gonna go where am gonna live " said Jungkook with a chuckle backing away from the hug smiling.

Tae is looking at his husband heart clinching seeing his husband in such broken state eyes full of tears red face due to crying smiling which bleed his heart.

Tae wipe Jungkook's tears softly " am so proud of you koo you are a fighter " said Tae softly kissing his forehead.

" they never loved me " said Jungkook in broken tone as new series of tears start to fall from his eyes and Tae hugged him tightly whispering sweet things.

Tae's heart clinching in pain seeing his man in pain crying his heart out he feel pain after knowing what his husband had go through and at this moment he promised himself he will make his husband feel loved he will never let his husband cry he will give every happiness to his husband.

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" you ready " ask Tae to Jungkook who is wearing his shoes as now they are in their apartment ready to go Jeon mansion.

" my husband is looking so beautiful " said Tae staring at his husband who is wearing a pink outfit.

" am not beautiful baby love am hot " said Jungkook pulling Tae in his lap nosing his cheek making him gigggle.

" you are looking moon strucking princess " whisper Jungkook in Tae's ear kissing his ear shell making Tae smiled shyly.

" let's go or we will get late " said Tae and Jungkook nod his head signing.

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Tae is rubbing his thumb over Jungkook's palm now they are standing infront of Jeon mansion.

" you fine " said Tae softly and Jungkook breath out.

Jungkook left Tae's hand and circle his arm around Tae's waist " I will as long as you are beside me " said Jungkook.

" I will always " said Tae softly packing his lips.

Tae ring the bell and Mrs Jeon opened the door smiling widely seeing them.

" how are you son " ask Mrs Jeon to Tae hugging her.

" am good Mrs Jeon " said Tae softly smiling hugging her back while Jungkook standing there awkwardly.

" how are you son " ask Mrs Jeon to Jungkook looking at him softly.

" am also good " said Jungkook awkwardly looking around not meeting with her gaze and Mrs Jeon nod her head.

She feel sad how her son have to be awkward with her but it's her fault right only if she would had paid attention to her first born than they would have a good relationship.

She welcomed them inside Mr Jeon is sitting at the dinning table with Justin and Vante.

Justin and Vante living in Jeon mansion after their marriage.

" hlo Mr Jeon " greet Tae to his father in law who nod his head smiling at him.

" how are you son " ask Mr Jeon warmly.

" am good sir what about you " said Tae politely.

" am fine " replied Mr Jeon looking at Jungkook who is looking around awkwardly.

" why are you both standing sit " said Mrs Jeon who is settling the table with help of maids.

Jungkook pull chair for Tae who sit in the chair while Jungkook sit beside him.

Mr Jeon feel sad seeing them sitting a little bit far away he feel guilty for not treating Jungkook good.

Jungkook is sitting silently don't know what to say as he is feeling awkward looking around ain't meeting the gaze of his parents. Tae is holding his hand rubbing soothing circles on his hand while Jungkook is holding Tae's hand tightly.

Mrs Jeon served them all with her hand Tae insisted to help her but she didn't let him help.

" why did you call " ask Jungkook without looking at his parents Jeon couple is looking at him while Vante and Justin look at Jeon couple than Jungkook.

" just thought to spend some time with whole family " said Mrs Jeon softly smiling looking at him.

" ohh " Jungkook voice out not knowing what to say.

" did you like the food " ask Mrs Jeon trying to start a conservation.

" it's good " said Jungkook in low tone without looking up.

" do you want anything else " ask Mrs Jeon and Jungkook look at her with his Bambi eyes while tears swell up in Mrs Jeon's eyes as she saw 4 years old Jungkook in 25 years old Jungkook.

This is the exact same look 4 years old Jungkook gave her when he was going to his kinder garden so innocent naive a little bit of fear in his eyes.

Jungkook look down and shook his head negatively.

They have their dinner in silence now the are sitting in living room.

Jungkook is getting anxious each passing second he is sitting beside Tae holding his waist while Tae is also sitting closed to Jungkook feeling a little afraid feeling Justin's gaze over himself while Vante is staring at Jungkook.

" I think we should leave " said Jungkook looking the time in his phone.

" this soon but it's not even two hours you got here " said Vante.

" how about you guys stay here for some days " said Mrs Jeon.

" why " said Jungkook hurriedly looking at Mrs Jeon.

" Jungkook " said Mrs Jeon her voice thick with emotions Jungkook is looking down hold Tae's hand their fingers interwinig both Justin's and Vante's gaze settled on their bounded hands.

" I am sorry " said Mrs Jeon as her tears start to fall Tae is looking at her but Jungkook is just staring at the floor.

" am a bad mother to you I did never care about you " said Mrs Jeon while Mr Jeon also looking down feeling guilty.

" we were never a good parents to you " said Mr Jeon tone full of guilt.

" it's getting pretty late I have to go hospital in evening I think we should leave " said Jungkook looking down while Jeon couple looking at him with guilt.

" they are talking " mumble Tae to Jungkook.

" I don't wanna hear their talks " said Jungkook and Tae look at the Jeon couple sadly.

" am waiting outside " said Jungkook standing up walking out from the living room.

Jeon couple looking at Jungkook's back with teary eyes Tae is looking at his husband's fading back than he look at Jeon couple.

" go safely " said Mrs Jeon and Tae nod his head and left.

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Both husbands reached to their apartment entering inside Jungkook is walking ahead while Tae is following him.

Tae hold Jungkook's wrist stoping him to go upstairs, he go toward couch making Jungkook sit there all the time Jungkook didn't lift his face.

Tae settled himself in Jungkook's lap who secure his waist immediately.

" let it out hubby I will never judge you for what you did " said Tae softly creasing Jungkook's head who hide his face in Tae's neck as warm tears start to slide down from his bambi eyes.

Tae is holding him in his embrace creasing his head while Jungkook is crying in his arms his sobs are echoing in the living room.

" how can they said that baby " said Jungkook between his sob.

" how can they say sorry just like that " Jungkook complaint again while Tae is looking up trying his best to not crying.

" I don't wanna go there again " saud Jungkook and Tae nod his head.

" we will not go there hmm now stop crying " said Tae softly as if he is talking to a kid creasing Jungkook's cheek.

" go fresh up than you have to go hospital right let me make something " said Tae going to stand up from Jungkook's lap who hold him again.

" no stay like this for sometime " said Jungkook hugging Tae who wrapped his arms around Jungkook's neck nodding his head while Jungkook laid Tae on the side himself laying on him.

Jungkook's head resting on Tae's chest listening his heartbeat which are working like lubelly while Tae is messaging Jungkook's scalp.

Tae look at his husband who is now snoring softly hugging him Tae smiled as he paste a passionate kiss over Jungkook's head and hold him tightly and slowly slowly Tae found himself drifting into sleep.

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