Everyone are sitting at the dining table having their breakfast.

" Tae son how's the food " ask Mrs Kim softly to Tae who is just eating all are looking at them.

Mrs Kim feel sad feeling Tae's ignorance now she is understanding what Tae must have been gone through she smiled sadly.

" Tae " called Jimin in try to gain his attantion but as usual Tae is munching his food.

Jungkook noticed their turmoil he tap Tae's hand who look at him than Jungkook move his hand in air " how's the food " Jungkook said along with sign language while others are looking at them with frown.

" it's delicious " said Tae with boxy smile making Jungkook smiled.

" mom is asking how the food " said Jungkook in sign language and Tae look at Mrs Kim who is looking at him anxiously.

" it's tasty mom " said Tae with a small smile and Mrs Kim nod her head smiling.

" ain't you are wearing ear piece " ask aunt in sign language.

" it's broke yesterday " said Tae pouting slightly.

" I will buy a new one today so don't worry " said Jungkook in sign language and Tae nod his head.

Kim couple looking at Tae who is talking to aunt who is talking with him using sign language what a worse kind of parents they are that they don't know how to communicate with their son.

Whole day Tae spend in his room reading books while as usual Jungkook had gone to hospital.

In night after having dinner Tae is on terrace while Jungkook is in the room as he gone to fresh up after telling Tae he will join in a min.

Jungkook come out from the bathroom going toward cupboard taking out his hoodie and trouser as he is taking out his trouser something fall from the cupboard on the floor.

Jungkook bend down taking the dairy he smiled seeing "Taetae" written on it in cute fonts.

Jungkook open it and he smiled seeing Tae's doodle, there are mostly some doodles of a family where Tae's nane written in one human like doodle, he frowned seeing those doodles because there were planty is doodles like that.

Jungkook turn pages after pages and saw Tae's writing long paragraphs are written there, Jungkook go toward bed as he sit there and start to read the dairy.

" Hlo dear dairy

   This is Taetae, Taetae is 7 years old Taetae like strawberry alot but Taetae also like chocolate like Vante, Taetae read in a kindergarten with Vante but you know Taetae have a secret ( Jungkook frowned ) Taetae don't hear anything mama scold Taetae many times and dada also shout on Taetae but Taetae don't heard anything in school teacher also said something but I can't heard I don't know what Taetae should do "

Jungkook's heart ache as he read the words he turn the page.

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" Hlo dairy

   Taetae is sad today you know in Taetae's school today is a function Taetae want to participate but Taetae couldn't able to heard anything I saw students and Vante participate they are dancing on stage I too wanna dance but Taetae don't know what is going on I just seeing the kids who are cheering Taetae too want to cheer but Taetae don't know what is going on I saw mama dada they are smiling looking at Vante who is dancing and than Vante won the compitition dada said something but I don't know but he seems angery he didn't talk to Taetae that day and than Taetae, Vante , mama and dada goes to a big resturant and mama order Vante's favourite chocolate cake which is very tasty it's so sweet hehe but I don't like that dish which have so many spices I don't like spicy food but Vante like it so mama order it for him "

Jungkook's eyes are filled with tears till now he turned the second page.

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" Hlo diary

  Taetae is sick today am having dots all over my hands my head hurts stomach is also hurting I woke up in morning and my eyes are slightly red I don't like it I was feeling so warm am sweating alot I bath two times it's itching badly I run to mama but mama is not here than I run to dada's office but dada is busy first dada is not talking to me if I again go there dada gonna scold me again so I goes to living room and sit there I was waiting for mama, my eyes are teary my hands is hurting badly and now even dots formed in my legs I don't like them why are not they going, I immediately run to mama Vante is sleeping in her arms I goes to mama but mama said something and go upstairs you know suddenly everything start to move infront of Taetae's eyes I don't like this feeling my head start to hurt badly and suddenly black black formed infront of Taetae's eyes than I don't know "

Jungkook wipe his tears as he tried to stop his tears but failing his baby love was having allery and it's broke his heart as Tae end up getting unconcious due to allergic reaction, he turned pages reading each line and his heart breaking more as he reads further.

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" Hlo Dairy

   You know Taetae go to doctor uncle today aunt took me there and doctor put something in my ear and I can able to hear things you know can you believe it I can able to hear things, I also become like other kids now I can heard what aunt is saying I hugged her she is crying smiling looking at me I love my aunt so much she is the bestest aunt in the whole world than we go back home and I could able to hear things, I heard car's sound I head bus's sound I heard song when aunt on the radio and it's sounding so beautiful, aunt buy strawberry icecream for me and I was so happy I kissed her cheeks but when we reached home dada shout on aunt loudly and aunt told me to go up to my room why dada is shouting in aunt why aunt told me to go to my room I don't know but I come to my room and lock the door as aunt told dada's shout are hearing I don't like them aunt is also shouting I was feeling afraid dada is so angery doctor uncle told me how to remove the machine and put it so I removed the machine I don't like how dada is shouting I was feeling afraid and you know once I remove it it's all become like before peaceful and I also become an abnormal kid again ".

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"  Hlo dairy

   I came down from my room to have breakfast and I able to heard Vante's talk waah this machine is so magical I go and sit on chair I said good morning to dada and mama but mama is busy talking to Vante that's why she could not able to heard but dada glance at me and I look down immediately I don't like when dada look like this he is so scary Vante look at me and he touch my machine and he said am looking weird, am looking weird, weird but I thought I look normal like them but I look weird mama told to finish the food and we immediately eat fast and go to school, everyone is looking at me they were asking about my machine they said am looking weird Vante also said again am looking weird in classroom teacher is also looking at Taetae again and again but you know what I could able to heard what she is saying but she didn't said anything to Taetae today am I really looking that much weird ? ".

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" Hlo dairy
 
    Today is Taetae's birthday am so happy am acting to be sleepy actually am waiting for mama dada they gonna come and give me surprise by wishing me so I don't wanna ruin their surprise I was waiting for them but they are still not here I stood up and go outside I go toward Vante's room and I saw mama dada is wishing Vante he is giggling sitting in dada's lap I think they do wish me latter yess but I also wanna go and sit in dada's lap but dada is scary so I run back to my room it's okay Taetae they will wish you after yess I bath and go downstairs and mana made Vante's favourite I don't like it Vante like spicy food but it's okay mama also made chocolate cake for him so I eat it it's so sweet and tasty. In evening many people came Vante is wearing a suit he is looking so beautiful ahh me silly today is his birthday that's why but it's also my birthday than why am wearing only pant and t-shirt, I run to my room I too wanna look beautiful like Vante I open my cupboard but I don't have suit like Vante I feel sad why Taetae don't have a suit am so silly how can I cry for such simple thing it's okay Taetae is also looking beautiful in tshirt and pant right so I go downstairs but I feel sad again Vante is cutting the big chocolate cake I think am abnormal kid that's why mama didn't made cake for me I was standing behind the pillar but aunt saw me and she called me she wish me and bought me many gifts aunt bought me more than Vante's gift and I opened them with aunt in night and they all are so beautiful hehe "

" how can you be so mature my love " Jungkook mumble crying reading Tae's dairy.

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" Hlo Dairy

   Today dada said he is invited in a party with whole family am so excited I never been in parties I only saw in tv there are also different kinds of drinks they look so beautiful I run upstairs and open my cupboard and immediately took out a shirt and pant I wear them quickly and go downstairs but I look at Vante he is wearing dress like he is wearing on his birthday dada is also wearing suit I only wearing tshirt and pant so I go back and start to searched but I don't have any clothe like Vante I goes to Vante's room I open his cupboard and waah he is very beautiful dresses he even have some girls dress I also want to wear them but mama gonna scold if I wear his clothes you know there is a red suit Taetae like it very much it's so beautiful but Taetae can't wear it so I go back to my room i took black pant pink shirt and took out my favourite jacket aunt gifted me that jacket and I also looking beautiful I hurriedly go downstairs but I found none I ask noona who do cleaning and she said they already left, already left they left me am so silly am not like other's kid am weird and abnormal yes Vante is normal that's why they took him, I run upstairs and laid on bad I don't like this feeling I wished if God also had made me normal than I too would able to go and enjoy like Vante "

" you are not weird my love you are also normal " Jungkook mumble as he cried his heat out hugging the dairy. ( am skipping times now )

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" Hlo dairy

      i turned 13 mama organised a big party for Vante and he is wearing a beautiful suit dada and mama looking so happy they never arranged this much big party for me but it's okay because Vante and me are twin so it's his birthday or mine doesn't matters, Vante is learning cooking he made pancakes and dada like it alot he give Vante a beautiful bracelet he was so happy so I too start to learn cooking I know dada will also start to talk to me once he will eat the food I made, I made coffee for dada and go to office room dada seems busy but it's okay dada gonna be happy and will also pat my head and will also give me bracelet like he gave to Vante hehe, I got to dada and he look up at me but he didn't look at me like he look at Vante he seems angery I took steps back dada is so scary but I stumbled and coffee fall from my hands and fall on the file, dada shout and me and also slapped me and told me to not come infront of him why am so clumsy I again made dada angery am not a good son "

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" Hlo dairy

   Today Vante win in basketball computation while I won painting competition I was so happy to tell mama and dada driver uncle came to pick us but Vante didnot came with me I ask driver uncle and he said mama dada came and took him with them, took him with them I think they forgot about me yeah, uncle stop car when the traffic light turned red I was feeling a little sad but it's okay I look outside from the window and I saw dada mama and Vante celebrating in a resturant it's have glass wall, Vante is cutting chocolate cake but this time I feel very said mama dada looking so happy they never smiled like this at me my eyes turned teary but I wipe my tears the car start and I reached house, I go to my room locking my door I feeling very sad I was wiping my tears but stupid tears rolling down from my eyes, I should not be cry right am an abnormal kid and also weird mama dada also would have celebrated with me too if I was a normal kid yes am so stupid ".

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   My body is again paining red dots again forming on my body my forehead is hurting everything is moving infront of my eyes noone is at home all maid noona's in their quarter and also mama dada and Vante gone to party I didn't goes because I don't have pretty clothes line Vante I was burning my body is paining badly and in mean time I start to cry I don't know but blackness came infront of me.
Next day I found myself in hospital aunt is sitting beside me worried, mama dada also present Vante is sleeping on the couch he is wearing that beautiful dress, dada is looking at me, am feeling very afraid I shift closed to aunt and he shout on me and I flinched, he said I should take care of myself am not a kid anymore but I don't know how those red dot formed because I didn't eat spicy food but had only nuts chocolate dada is so angery I don't like when he shout on me he looks very scary ".

Jungkook feel his heart broken as he acknowledge his baby love have to spend a whole fucking night burning in fever he can't imagine what his baby love had gone through.

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" hlo dairy

   guess what I turned 18 today and am still waiting here for mom and dad to come and wish me but why would they am not normal like Vante right, I go downstairs after having breakfast and again like other birthdays today too mom made Vante's favourite haha again spicy food guess what am gonna have again those rashes I don't like them they again forgot it's also my birthday mom again throw a party and Vante again cut a big ass cake, can I also have a birthday where I have my all favourite things I don't think soo because am not like others I wished I would be normal like others "

Jungkook cried his heart out hugging that dairy his heart is paining alot.

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Meanwhile with Tae

He is standing hands resting on the railing as he is looking at the moon.

Justin is sitting in the garden he look up and get lost in Tae who is shining under moonlight, he is drinking staring at Tae who is lost in his thoughts.

Justin scan Tae's beautiful features and mostly his lips which made his gulped as Tae is nibbling on his lower lips thinking about his husband.

Justin gulped down the whole whisky in one go and stood up going inside.

Tae is smiling blushing mess as he is recalling his husband's and his moments which they both shared.

He never thought in his whole life that he will get a husband like Jungkook who love him so much, he never felt love in his whole life but those 7 months with his husband are very special for him, like every moment is so beautiful which he spend with his husband.

Those dates small packs to heated passionate kisses shy glance to staring till hours those flirty moments where Jungkook just became a pervert af made him blush heavily and those passionate night which filled with nothing but love only their naked body tangling with eachother under the blanket where Jungkook kiss every inch of his skin.

Tae trail his finger to his neck as he press a specific point where his husband had made a lovebite gosh his husband is a sucker for his neck always tried to find a way to just latch his lips on his neck.

Lost in thoughts Tae didn't noticed a drunk Justin enter on the terrace.

He scan Tae's back but clench his fist when he found he is wearing Jungkook's shirt.

Justin go toward Tae and back hugged him making Tae flinched who turned and his first instinct was to push that someone who is back hugging him so he pushed Justin who just fall on the floor.

Tae's heart is thumbing loudly in terror and nervousness he saw Justin getting up from the floor.

" why are you pushing me away now hmm don't you likes me " said Justin standing up while Tae is looking at him with slightly teary eyes.

" you pushed me away but you didn't push your husband who is kissing you hmm " said Justin staring at Tae who is feeling so uncomfortable by his gaze.

" why didn't you pushed him away he was kissing you but I just back hugged you and you fucking pushed me away " said Justin holding Tae's forearms who is trying to free from his hand.

" leave me what are you doing " said Tae tears rolling down from his eyes.

" leave you, it's you who fucking leave me and go behind Jungkook did I told you to marry him hmm and if you fucking get married than did I told you to get closed to him " said Justin angrily.

" but you have to be fucking desperate if I didn't give you attantion so you go to my brother waoh Kim Taehyung waah " said Justin leaving Tae's forearms who back away immediately.

" what he gave you that I failed can't you just fucking wait for sometime but no you have to get married and gone behind my brother " said Justin.

" is he that much good did he satisfy you on bed I can also do that but you didn't wait " said Justin in rage while Tae is sobbing.

Tae is terrified to the core he is crying badly he just want to get away from here so he go toward the door way but Justin hold his wrist.

" am not fucking done with you than where the fuck you are going " said Justin pushing Tae otherside making his head hit with the railing.

" you are not doing good please let me go " said Tae crying.

" shut up fucking shut your mouth first you go to my brother and now acting all saint " said Justin.

" I just ignored you a bit hmm can't you fucking take a bit of ignorance " said Justin glaring at Tae who is crying.

" you are wrong " said Tae crying.

" really than what is right you and your fucking husband " said Justin.

" you should be happy with Vante " said Tae crying.

" am not am fucking not happy with him he don't fucking care about me he is nothing but a spoilt brat he don't kiss me like you do my brother he fucking can't even cook " said Justin.

" don't drag me into this it's you and your husband matter don't tell me this all I can't do anything " said Tae crying trying to keep a good distance from Justin.

" please come back to me " said Justin as he sit on his knees infront of Tae looking at him.

" look let me go Jungkook must be waiting for me " said Tae crying.

" Jungkook Jungkook Jungkook what he have what he had done for you what he gave you that you are chanting his name " said Justin in rage standing up taking steps toward Tae who is taking steps back.

Tae is taking steps back he ain't noticing that some plants are present on the small railing.

" don't come close you are scaring me " said Tae taking steps back.

" did you ever said the same thing to my brother " said Justin in anger taking steps back.

" Justin stop please " Tae plead.

" did you told this to my brother " said Justin holding Tae's wrist who jerked his hand away harshly.

" he is my husband I love him and am happy with him " said Tae taking steps back.

" stop it just stop it you can't you can't love him you like me than how the fuck you can love him " said Justin holding Tae's wrist tightly.

Mrs Kim is in garden to get some fresh air she came in the garden.

Tae is backing away but Justin is pulling him toward himself Tae's leg got hit by flower pot which fall down in garden which gain Mrs Kim's attantion.

She look up and her eyes got wide in terror seeing Tae who is standing just on the railing, she only able to seeing Tae's back.

" TAE " Mrs Kim shout in terror while Tae's whole focus to free his hand from Justin, not seeing Tae looking back Mrs Kim run inside.

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