In the last chapter I really enjoyed your comments even I enjoyed while writing the chapter.

This chapter is full of dramas so again buckle up your seat belts and let's go for a ride.

One more thing may be I won't be able to update tomorrow as it's Sunday and I want to sleep. So, I am going to sleep for a whole day. Please don't disturb me. Because the whole week I got so tired with my office then other works.

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Adrakansh was sitting on the hospital bed and staring at his two brothers who were sitting in front of him on a couch.

“I have already told you that I don't want this surgery to happen…” Adrakansh said in a strict tone and threw the blanket aside. He stood up from the bed.

“Bhai, but this surgery is very important for you…” Advitya said and went to Adrakansh who was wearing his shoes.

“Advitya, enough I have already made my decision…” Saying this he was about to head outside when Avyaan spoke.

“You don't wanna live because Siya left you, right?” Avyaan asked while the both brothers were shocked at his statement.

Adrakansh looked at Avyaan with blank expressions. But today his eyes were holding a lot of emotions.

“No, I don't want to live because I don't deserve it. That's why maybe everyone whom I love leaves me on a route where there's no one besides me…” Adrakansh said and shoved his hands in his pants pocket.

He has changed into a simple plain white paint and a black shirt as soon as he gains his conscious back.

“Bhai, you never loved Siya,” Avyaan looked into his eyes. Adrakansh chuckled and nodded his head.

“I also think the same because if I would have loved her then I wouldn't be a reason to hurt her or her feelings. That's why I think I don't deserve to live. Today whatever is happening is the karma of mine. I always hurted a pure soul for whom when did I start developing my feelings. But unfortunately when I was about to tell her that I am falling for her she left me. I can't blame her nor am I upset with her. I just feel bad that I couldn't open my heart in front of her.”

“But at the same time my deeds were not so good that she accepted all my feelings. Let it be and let's go to the mansion. Till the time I am alive I want to live at the mansion where it all started . I really want to end everything there only.” With saying this he had tears in his eyes, hiding it from them he turned to leave but Advitya hugged him from behind.

“Don't say this bhai, what will we do without you. You know that we both consider you as our parents. Bhai, please don't leave us.” Saying this he kept his head on his shoulder and two drops of tears fell from his eyes.

Adrakansh knows that Advitya was never close to anyone except him. Even Avyaan was very chill with Malini but not Advitya. He only listens to his big brother.

Adrakansh turned to him and wiped his tears with the hem of his shirt's sleeves.

“I am not going anywhere right now. I have some time and we have to do the naming ceremony of my little version of Advitya, and today is a precious day. So, let's go and about living without me then you both now focus on your families. Aayti and Dhani are the perfect match for you guys and I just wanna see you settled before I di—”

“Please bhai don't say this and my champ can wait till his bade papa is fine. You can't leave us like this. I don't know about anyone but I can't afford to live without you. Bhai you're my everything you can't do this to me.” He hugged him again and this time very tightly.

Adrakansh caressed his hair and looked at Avyaan who was still standing in the same position. He opened his arm for him but Avyaan didn't come to him and stood there like a statue.

Adrakansh knows that Avyaan is the most expressive person; he never hides his emotions from anyone. But today seeing him like this he looked at him confusingly.

“Bhai, if you meet Siya bhabhi then will you still force her to be with you?” Avyaan asked and looked at Adrakansh’s eyes.

He left Advitya and went to him and stood in front of him.

“No, because you can never compluse  someone to be with you because you want it. And you know how I understood this philosophy? Her love makes me understand this. I love her, this is enough for me. If I ever meet Siya then I will definitely ask her for forgiveness. I know my mistakes are too big in front of an apology. But at least after that I can die peacefully. Because without her this life is freaking so difficult for me to survive.”

“I don't know when did she become my habit which I want to throw out of my thoughts but I can't because this Adrakansh Singh Sherawat is incomplete without her. Her Ansh is totally incomplete without her.” With this tears fell from his eyes to which he closed his eyes tightly.

“You know that spending the day without her is not hard but this fucking nights is so hard. Sometimes I ask her Kanha jii that why he has made this nights because whenever I go back to my room. Every single thing made me remember her. After my death, if you guys meet her then please tell her that I missed her so much that I even die in her memories.” He took a deep breath and before he could take a step ahead he stumbled at his place.

Avyaan held her from behind while Advitya also ran towards him. Everything appeared blurry to Adrakansh and he was just about to fall down on the ground as his body had left the support of him.

“Doctor…Doctor…” The last thing which he heard before closing his eyes was his brother's loud voice.

Advitya and Avyaan kept him on the bed and the doctors came rushing inside the room. They checked him while both the brothers were standing there like statues.

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“Ansh…” Siya woke up with a jerk while shouting his name and started taking deep breaths. She kept one hand on her head and try to control her heart beats while keeping her other hand on her heart.

“Why is this hurting? Siya, it was just a dream.” She pressed her palm on her heart and closed her tightly to endure the pain.

“Hey Kanha jii please keep him safe.” Saying this joined her both hands and prayed for him.

She got up from the bed and looked at the watch which was showing 5:30.

“Ohh god, I am late today…” With this she ran inside the bathroom.

After half an hour she was rushing downstairs where she found silence in the home. She found Juhi who was sleeping on the Sofa of living room.

“Uth gaye Siya betiya…” Sumitra said and came in front of her.

“Haa kaki…Kaki I am going to a temple. BTW Why is she sleeping today?” Siya asked and pointed towards Juhi. She already reached the temple of her home.

“Aree last night she had told me that I don't wake her up early in the morning as her vacations are going on…”  She said and covered Juhi properly with the blanket.

Siya nodded her head and picked the basket which she had prepared. Then she went to the temple with Sumitra today. Aarti's time was 7 and then everyone was going to gather for playing the lathmar holi.

Siya was looking very beautiful in the navy blue anarkali suit with the jhumka in her ears and a small bindi on forehead. As the sun was rising her glow was enhancing under the beautiful rays of the sun.

After reaching the temple she checked all the preparations as she had already done everything yesterday. After this she attended the aarti and reached just outside the temple which had a big garden in front of it.

Everyone has gathered to play the lathmar holi. Even some people have started the ladies with sticks in their hands. They were singing the traditional songs also. The color was everywhere with full enjoyment and joy.

“Hey, Siya…” She turned and saw a guy was coming towards her.

“Aree Akash, when did you come back from Delhi? Pandit jii was saying that you will not come before the holi ka dhan..” Siya asked a guy who had stood in front of her.

Akash is the son of a priest of the temple and lives in the neighborhood of Siya. Akash and Siya are childhood friends and he is the same age as Siya. He lives in Delhi because he has his job there.

“Yeah but you know I can't miss this. So, after pleading with my boss I took the holiday and came here. BTW why are you not enjoying come let's dance.” He said and held her hand to drag her in the garden.

“No, you go I'll join you…”

“Okay, as you say…” Saying this he went in the middle of the garden and with his friends he started dancing.

Tere Daraas Ko Aise Tarsu,
Ke Ab Aaya Mohe Hosh..
Aaj Laga Ke Maati Teri Mathi,
Mita Dun Saarey Doosh..
Hoo..Ooohhoo……..

Tuney Na Bulaya Par Main Teri Gaali Aaya,
Ley-Ley Saarey Badal Jo Mein Tohe Sataya..
Hoo..Ooohhoo……
Tuney Na Bulaya Par Main Teri Gaali Aaya,
Ley-Ley Saarey Badal Jo Mein Tohe Sataya..
Gori Chor Na Piya Ko Tu Aaj,
Jo Aaye Na Yeh Baaj,
Lage Meethey Tere Baal..
Gori Tu Latth Maar..
Gori Tu Latth Maar……

Siya smiled while some girls dragged her just in front of the temple and she also started dancing with them while facing the temple from where the kanha jii's murti was visible.

Haaan..Meri Gori Chunariya Jo Tujh Tak Paunchi,
Tuney Rang Daali Re Tuney Rang Daali,
Meri Soni Aankhiyan Jo Tujh Tak Paunchi,
Hui Gajrari.. Re Hui Gajrari..
Meri Beeghi Nazariya Bhar Jaagi,
Tere Saang Laagi Re Tere Sang Laagi,
Teri Meethi Si Baatiyan Jo Meine Suni,
Mere Mann Lage Re Mere Mann Lage..

A beautiful smile crept on her lips till she saw the person whom she was running.

Chor Ke Yeh Sansar Mein Too Aaya Tere Daware,
Jora Tujhse Naata Maine Todh Ke Bandhan Saare,
Bolo Radhe Radhe Radhe,
Bolo Radhe Radhe Radhe,
Radhe Radhe Radhe, Bolo Radhe Radhe Radhe,
Tujhe Par Sab Kuch Haar Diya Hai Ab Jo Kuch Saaza Dey,
Tu Mujhse Mein Tujhse Dur Dono Aadhe-Aadhe,
Bolo Radhe Radhe, Bolo Radhe Radhe
Radhe Radhe Bolo Radhe Radhe
Apne Kaanha Se Meri Aarzi Laga De..

With this he sat on his knees while holding a stick in front of her.

Gori Chor Di Maine Yeh Dhaal,
Tu Rang Dey Laal,
Meri Bigdi Tu Hi Sambhal..
Gori Tu Latth Maar..
Gori Tu Latth Maar..

Siya looked at Adrakansh with tears in her eyes while he also had tears in his eyes. He bowed his head down and looked at her feets while still sitting in the same position.

Siya shook her head like she was denying the fact of him being here. But then her eyes fell on Aayti, Advitya, Avyaan, Dhani and a child who was in Aayti's arms. As soon as she realized she wasn't in her dreams she also sat on her knees.

She held his face in her palms and made him look at her. Seeing the tears in his eyes she felt a sharp pain in her heart. Because it is rare for him to cry. She threw the stick and hugged him tightly and cried in his arms. He also hugged her back.

“I missed you, Siya…” Adrakansh said and hugged her more tightly. She still didn't say anything and was enjoying the feeling of being in his arms.

“I love you, Siya and I want to live with you till I am taking a breath,” As soon as he said this Siya left him and looked at his face with blank expressions. She then realized what she was doing and shook her head in no, she got up from her place.

“We can't live together anymore, Adrakansh Singh Sherawat. Because this Siya Adrakansh Singh Sherawat has left you long back.” With this she turned and went back to her home while leaving all of them at their place.
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