TW: MENTION OF D3ATH THREATS!!!

𝙃𝙪𝙢𝙣𝙖 - 𝙨𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧 2 𝙤𝙛 𝙕𝙖𝙖𝙧𝙖

Yeah it's my turn bitches. 

let me just start off by saying that I don't care what you all think about me, I like drama (unless I'm in it) but to be fair who doesn't?

I could tell you how I was forced to be an actress but I believe you have heard that many times already.

And besides, I wouldn't say I was really forced into it. 

Now, unlike my incompetent sisters I actually like the camera, the fame, and the popularity. I gain thousands of followers every single day! 

It got so bad to the point that my notifications stopped working because I rarely checked them, which made them glitch. 

I didn't have crushes on any guys they had crushes on me, and it was sweet knowing I was the it girl. 

I was the girl everyone in school wanted to be. 

Granted being popular does have it's up and downs, like for example I receive death threats a lot. 

I actually used to regret going to school and I used to cry in the bathroom at lunch time because of them, but then the fame started increasing and soon half of the school wanted to be my friend. 

I couldn't sit at the lunch tables because everyone wanted to sit with me and despite myself I have a hard time saying no, especially to my fans. 

Zaara has that quality as well. 

Now, I'm guessing you already know that mine and my siblings relationship aren't that good. 

well actually, my brothers -Eshan and Zain-  are my best friends. 

I want to be a tomboy, I want to dress up like one, act like one. 

But, I also want to be a girly girl so I'm a mix of both. 

In fact, when I'm out in public I wear tomboy clothes and I hang out with my brothers and their friends. 

When I'm in a movie or T.V show, I wear dresses and makeup and all that jazz.

I'm basic I fucking know. 

Zaara, Zoya, and I don't get along so well because while my whole life is putting myself into drama, they want out of drama. 

And they also hate it when I record everything which is why I am strictly banned from entering their room's as father has stated. 

Well, I'm not allowed to enter Zoya's room. 

Zaara says she has no problem, just doesn't want me to record. 

I like her sometimes. 

Anyway, right now I'm at the basketball court with my brothers trying to understand the reason behind basketball and why boys like it so much. 

"And then you jump like this," Eshan said jumping in a weird axel way "and throw the ball like this!" he jumped high into the air and threw the basketball into the hoop.

Apparently, the basketball didn't feel like going into the hoop and instead landed with a loud thud on the other side of the court. 

I laughed and stopped recording while Eshan glared at me "Could you stop fucking recording?" I laughed at him "Nope," I said popping the P. Eshan growled and ran to get the ball which was halfway across the street now. 

"Come on now Humming bird, delete the video for Eshan's ego's sake." One thing I didn't like about Zain was that he called me Humming bird ever since I was young. 

"I told you not to call me that, and I'm not going to delete this." I quickly added It into my "Eshan's wedding highlights" folder and closed my phone. 

Zain rolled his eyes and watched as his dickhead of a friend Taahir walked up to him. They did the bro thingy that I still don't understand and then he looked at me and smirked. "Good afternoon Humming Bird." 

If there's one thing I absolutely hate in this world, it was Taahir. 

He and I go way back, when I first arrived at this school Taahir bullied me to no end. He didn't stop until I told him who my father was and that I could get him sued for bullying me. 

I obviously would never do that, but who would tell him that? 

After Eshan and Zain joined however, to my luck they all became best buds and now I have to deal with him on a daily basis.  

I asked Zaara to hang out with us but she just wrinkled her nose and said she had too much of a busy schedule to, and Zoya had graduated from school a year ago so it was just me myself and I. 

I turned to Zain angrily "I told you not to call me that, look now he's calling me that!" Zain chuckled while Taahir raised his hands up in defence "Hey now Humming bird, I mean no offence!" 

I flipped him off just as Eshan joined us "Hey man!" they did that bro hug thingy again and started talking about fortnight or whatever.

I'm not allowed to play video games because apparently it's not very "lady like" but when my parents are gone out I sneak into Eshan and Zain's room and play with them for hours. 

Safe to say, Fortnight is shit. 

sorry not sorry. 

I grabbed my backpack and checked the time, I had a rehearsal to go too in a half an hour and if I left now then I would make it on time. 

"K, I have to go." Eshan and Zain nodded once and then went back to talking about there stupid game. 

As I left, I heard Taahir call my name and despite myself, I turned around with a clenched jaw ready to hear his bullshit. 

"Have a good rest of your day Humming Bird!" I flipped him off one more time as I entered our driver's car. 

I fucking hated that kid.