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TW: MENTIONS OF RAPE, ABUSE, AND SUICIDE!!!

"There's a person...in my closet!" Rapunzel said laughing while staring at herself. 

I snorted More like person in my home that's been hiding for years

My door opened and Humna and Zoya entered, they scrunched up there noses and stared at my very messy room. 

"Is that a dead cat?" Zoya asked while Humna slowly pulled out her phone, but Zoya gently put her hand down. 

"No." I grumbled while pausing my movie, "Is this important? I'm watching my comfort movie." To be honest the only reason I like this movie is because of Flynn Rider but no one needs to know that. 

Actually, fuck it we all thought he was hot once. 

"Yes actually, what's wrong with you?" Zoya asked moving popcorn boxes off of my bed before sitting down, Humna just sat on the floor. 

I was a mess to say the least. 

I don't know why but the fact that Rayyana was in our home, unmoving, unblinking was worrying me. 

Something was wrong and I needed to figure out what it was. 

"Nothing is wrong with me," I answer Zoya's question wanting her to hurry up the process so I can continue my movie.

Zoya hummed while Humna picked at a piece of lent on her sweater. "Zaara you are a horrible liar, you know that, mom know's that, the dead cat in your room know's that." I glared at her "There is no dead cat!" 

She shrugged "Whatever, my point is, you are lying and something terrible has happened to you so what happened?" I was a bit shocked at her harsh tone since she rarely uses it on me. 

Zoya bit her lip and gently put a hand on my shoulder "Zaara were you....raped?" I blinked at her and sat up quickly suddenly feeling angry. 

"I'm sorry? Why the hell does everyone always assume the worst of me? All of this just because my room is messy, and I don't feel like leaving or doing anything?" I shouldn't get so angry I know, but I have all this pent up anger inside me that I need to let out somehow. 

Zoya and Humna stared at me silently, I was sweating and breathing harder then a bull. When I noticed they weren't leaving I pointed to my door "Out!" I'm surprised no one from the family came running in to see if their precious Zoya was being abused. 

Humna got up and wiped herself off "If you care enough to listen to us right now, we were here to comfort you because yes Zaara we do assume the worst of you, why? Because your never fucking like this. Whatever happened to you, was something big." 

Humna was right and I didn't like that. 

When I was upset or angry I would put on my least favourite movie and yell at it. 

Not make myself a depression room. 

fuck

I sigh and rub my forehead "I am fucking fantastic, now please leave." Humna grumbled and quickly left my room but Zoya stayed rooted in place. 

"That means you as well baby sis," I said flopping down onto my bed and grabbing my popcorn. Zoya silently stared at me which made me angry and glare at her "What?" She bit her lip and repositioned herself so she was facing me. 

She had a stern look on her face that told me she wasn't in the mood for my anger and whatever she was about to say was something I couldn't leave behind without properly answering. 

"Zaara, if you were...raped we can talk about it," I watched her tense as I repositioned myself. Why does she think something so big happened to me? 

"No, I wasn't," Zoya let out the biggest sigh of relief and I swear I saw tears form into her eyes. "Why do you think that?" 

Zoya hesitated before saying "A very close friend of mine was, It was awful seeing her everyday. She was that one friend who everyone knew would shine and make your day better, but after the incident she changed. She became cold and unwelcoming and I tried to help her but...the damage had been done I guess." 

I had never heard of Zoya making any personal close friends. She also rarely texted Noah, who as far as I know, was her only friend. So when Zoya told me this while crying I felt something was off about the story. 

"Do you know where she lives?" Zoya wiped her tears and shook her head "No, we....fell apart." Yeah, something is definitely off.  

"Okay, I just wanted to see how she's doing." Zoya smiled "I'm going to guess not so well, she often had suicide thoughts and couldn't handle it anymore but her family,,, they were crazy and she knew that if she did try then she could possibly be kicked out of the family." 

What a bastard family. 

"Damn man... can you try to find her again? I don't know why but I'm getting this feeling that I should be there for her." I know it was a shitty thing to say since I rarely am there for my siblings but something about this friend was nagging me. 

Zoya chuckled lowly and started walking towards the door, before she could leave she turned around and gave me a smile I had never seen her do before "If I could, I would Zaara but to be honest. I don't think any amount of comforting or sweet nothings will bring the old her back." 

And then she left leaving me even more tense and confused than before.