𝘼𝙮𝙖-𝙈𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙤𝙛 𝙕𝙖𝙖𝙧𝙖

My whole life I had imagined myself as lucky. 

I had Zayan, the absolute love of my life and that was all that mattered. 

He had promised me the world, and even though he couldn't give me that he still loved me like there was no tomorrow. 

But then things went downhill when his family members found out. 

It turns out that Zayan's parents and Dabir's parents weren't on the best of terms because of money issues. Zayan couldn't afford half of what Dabir's parents could and because of that my parents had sold me to Dabir instead.

 Me and Zayan were both heartbroken and he promised me that he would find me again. 

And he did. 

After Zayan was assigned as our gardener, I asked him how he managed to be here with Dabir and all and it turns out that Dabir didn't know anything about me and Zayan which was a relief. 

But it also turned out to false because before Dabir's parents died they told Dabir the truth. 

Which was why he sometimes tended to hit me.

It turns out that he fell in love with me and he didn't like the fact that my heart beated for another man.

Much less his own damn cousin

I put myself and my kids through hell and back just to make sure that this fucked up life of mine didn't ruin their's but today was the day I found out that I had fucked up my life for nothing

"You have a wife...and kids?" I weezed out wishing there was some sort of alcohol around. Zaara was standing rooted in her spot whereas Zoya and Humna were helping me. I couldn't imagine what hell I had put Zaara through. 

She was the oldest meaning she had more shit on her then any of us combined. 

Well...maybe not me I did way more bad things...

"Aya I-I had no choice." I straightened up trying hard not to cry or slap him. 

Or even to throw up. 

"No choice? You had a choice Zayan, leave me the fuck alone!" He winced at my language "Aya I have wasted enough of my years after you, you weren't giving me the time of day. You weren't being you."

I scoffed not believing this man. 

Was this what I wasted years of my life for? 

"I wasn't giving you the time of day? I'm sorry I was too busy handling my husband's kid, and your 2 kids as well as divorce that your cousin  Is giving me. My apologies, next time I'll just fucking drop everything for you!" 

My tone was getting harsh and loud by every minute but I gave 0 fucks. 

"I'm sorry Aya but Amelia is perfect. She treats me well and gives me the time of day." I gave him a pointed look, this was a waste of my time. 

I had already spent too many years trying to get him to love me as much as he did back in the day but now I know that it wasn't fucking worth it. 

"Oh really? Well I don't know maybe she does it because she is your wife and she is taking care of your kids." But then again I was doing the same. 

Zayan sighed and rubbed his forehead as if this was the most difficult situation he had ever been in. 

"I wanted to introduce the both of you. I didn't want you to find out this way." He mumbled more to himself then me. 

But that wasn't what made me laugh. 

Not by a long shot 

"I'm sorry, did you just say you wanted to introduce your wife to me? Your mistress? The girl who you used?" Zayan nodded and I laughed louder then before. 

Then, I got up and jabbed a finger to his chest feeling my anger going over through the roof. 

"I wasted years of my life for your selfish ass. I am not letting my daughters waste their time as well. They have a father and that is Dabir, not you." 

How had I been so blind? 

How could I have completely washed away Dabir's feelings for me? 

How the fuck could I have sex with his cousin in his own god damn house and live knowing Dabir knew this whole damn time? 

I felt sick of myself, and right now I just wanted to punch Zayan and myself. 

Zayan's eyes blazed with anger "You know what, you're right. I shouldn't be wasting my time with you anymore because you chose my cousin over us and now you're just jealous that I have a loving wife who loves me and isn't cheating on me." 

He sneered and leaned into me "Now I can tell everyone that I bagged my cousins wife. She was so in love with me that she gave birth to my kids and begged me to stay with her." I was this close to kneeing him in the balls when he was turned around and I heard a sharp slap. 

Someone gasped and I controlled my breathing in time to see Zaara with her hand outstretched and breathing heavily. 

"Mother made a mistake yes, but that does not fucking mean that you can treat her like shit." She grabbed Zayan by the collar and faced him eye-to-eye forgetting about the fact that he was her father. 

Unfortunately

"If I see you anywhere near Mother or my family, I will rip your balls off and feed them to you in front of your wife and kids do you fucking understand?" Zayan was quiet, too stun to speak. 

Zoya and Humna stood beside Zaara, all standing there like shields. 

I never felt more proud of them. 

"She asked you a fucking question." Humna started "Is Zaara clear?" Zoya finished both of their arms crossed. 

Zayan nodded and a thud Zaara dropped him onto the ground. Zaara's smile made me shiver "Good, now be a good pup and run along." Zayan got up and with one final look left the area we were standing in. 

hopefully he can make it out of the maze before we do

Otherwise it would be awkward. 

Zaara, Humna, and Zoya all stood there staring at me. 

I opened my mouth but then closed it. 

What could I say to them? 

I had put them through far more worse then hell. 

"Girls I-" I started but was cut off by 3 huge girls hugging me. 

"We hate you still, but right now you can use this." Zaara mumbled closer to me.

I sighed happily and hugged my girls. 

They may not be related, but I know that they will always have each others backs. 

And that's all I needed. 

But what I also knew was that I needed to apologize to Dabir. 

I may not exactly love him love-love him right now, but it will happen soon I'm sure. 

Suddenly, I heard a loud "Aya!" We all stopped hugging to see Augustus huffing and puffing out of breath. His suit was torn from places and he was sweating like crazy. 

"Mr. Monfai what happened?" Zaara asked handing him a handkerchief. Augustus dabbed his forehead with it and took large gulps of air before saying 

"Dabir has been in an accident!"