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My body was coated in a thick layer of sweat as I thrashed between my bed sheets, not able to find one comfortable position to try and sleep. My core burned with a deep agonising pain, panting out for a release. A sexual release.

I refused to give in, this curse would not beat me.

Pushing myself up from the bed, trying my hardest to catch my breath but my veins felt intoxicated with a need to mate. Clenching my eyes together to try and push away everything I was feeling inside but nothing was working.

Throwing myself from the bed and attempting to get out of my door, craving the need to breathe some fresh air before I screamed the house down in desperation for sexual desires.

Managing to reach the bottom step of the stairs, gripping onto the banister for support as I barge my way into the kitchen. Attempting to reach the back door before I fell to the ground, waking people up when I needed to be alone.

Turning the lock of the door and falling through into the back garden, my throat clenching tightly as I try to inhale as much air as I can. Stumbling as I fall down onto the grass, sliding my fingers through the strands and gripping at the roots.

My teeth grit as I look down at the floor, wanting to scream and shout but I knew I needed to be quiet, for my own sanity.

"Why? Why? Why?" I grumble out frustratedly, slapping my hand down onto the mud over and over until I was grunting.

A heavy fire burns in the pit of my stomach as I double over onto the floor, suppressing a painful grunt as tears swell in my eyes. Trying my hardest to catch my breath but the air felt toxic, nothing felt right.

"Fuck this," I slam my hand down again, tears dribbling from my eyes and down my cheeks. "Fuck this!"

My mouth forces out a harsh cough, my chest contracting quicker than before. "I just want it to stop," I shake my head over and over. "Please stop."

"Cleo?"

Kassian's voice stirs me from my trance, turning to look at him as he stands in a black pair of shorts. My eyes roam his chest and my whole body buckles, having to hold onto the grass before I threw myself at him and ripped off the remainder of his clothes.

"Can I do something?" He questions, his eyes flush with concern.

I raise a hand to wipe away the tears that coated my cheeks. "You c-can't," I heave out.

Kassian sinks down to my level and perches on the grass beside me. "I can help you if you need," his voice lowers gently. "Whatever you need to feel relieved."

My head shakes aggressively. "I hate that it has to be through meaningless sex, or short lived sexual acts when other wolves only like me because they can smell my arousal." I spit out frustratedly.

His eyebrow creases towards me as he sighs and pushes a hand through my hair. "I hate that this is the only way my body can relax," I mumble out, my eyes floating towards the floor. "I don't want to be seen as some slut or sex attention whore."

"No one thinks that," Kassian's head shakes instantly as he moves closer.

I notice how his eyes turn dilated, he could smell my arousal clear as day. His lips part to breathe like he was trying his hardest not to act upon his wolf's instincts to mate with me because he could smell the dampness between my thighs.

"I'm sick of it," I growl out, angry tears rising in my eyes. "I'm sick of wolves looking at me like I'm a piece of meat and nothing more, I'm a fucking person."

"I'm sick of waking up drenched in my own sweat," I heave out. "Waiting for someone else to make me feel better. Do you know what that feels like? To just feel like a stupid fucking object for sex and nothing more?"

Kassian's eyes flick between mine slowly, a soft frown covering his lips as his expression tries to recover. "We can try something," he tells me with a deep breath. "Non-sexual."

My head moves slightly to look at him. "What?"

He motions his head towards the house. "Come, I'll show you."

Slowly I push myself up from the floor, keeping a decent distance between us. Just looking at him sent my wolf off into a frenzy, I could so easily give in and beg for his cock inside me but I didn't want that when they didn't care about me. They could smell my arousal and that's all they're attracted to. They don't want me.

Kassian guides us into the house and through the kitchen, down the hall and towards his office. He holds the door open for me and I attempt to slip in quickly, needing to keep my stance from him.

He shuts the door after him and taps the sofa. "Come sit," he tells me as I stand at the other end of the room with my hands entwined.

I keep my eyes locked on him for a moment, not sure what he was planning. Kassian loops around the sofa and beckons me to come over, after a few moments I take slow and steady steps towards him.

Settling a couple inches in front of his body, he smiles softly. His fingers grab the hem of my t-shirt and he pulls it up and over my head, his eyes looking anywhere but my chest. Standing here in nothing but my black panties, the cool air whipping my hot skin.

After a few moments he sits down on the edge of the sofa and pats his thigh. "Put your head here and lay down," he instructs.

My boiling body climbs onto the sofa carefully, laying my head on his cold leg. Feeling my ear almost sizzle from the change in temperatures.

Kassian brushes my hair behind my shoulder and drops his hand to my back, his fingers gliding along my skin. I close my eyes in satisfaction, sending goosebumps over every inch of my body.

He traces his tips down to the small of my back, grazing over my back dimples and then up through my spine and over my shoulder blades. I shiver against his leg and release a tight breath, clenching my hands together as his touch washes over a sense of calmness.

"Is it helping?" He asks.

"A little," I admit.

My heart felt ice cold inside my scorching body yet I could still feel the tiniest flint of warmth at his small gesture.

"Did I wake you? I question quietly, hating the silence between us.

"No," Kassian says. "I was on my way to bed and I saw you outside."

Kassian's fingers begin to switch up patterns and shapes, gliding his fingers like skaters on ice. I couldn't stop shuddering at the pleasure that waved through my body. It was clear that my wolf wanted more but this was perfect for me.

"Did you think our sex was meaningless?" Kassian asks suddenly.

My eyes snap open as his hand continues to slide across my skin. "I--" my voice stops before I say something that I didn't mean. "--I don't know. It felt comfortable, it felt right. I just wasn't sure if it was a pity shag on your behalf, because I know how overbearing my arousal is. Sometimes that's all wolves see, they don't see me. They see a quick shag."

Kassian remains quiet so I push myself up from his lap to look at him, his eyes were hooded and focused on the coffee table in front of us.

"Did you think it was meaningless?" I ask quietly.

"No," his voice is harsh. "You weren't a pity shag to me, Cleo."

My eyes blink back at him, parting my lips as my pussy throbs. His jaw clenches and the light from the tableside lamp catches his sculpted face in a beautiful light, enough to cut through glass.

I push up onto my knees and slide my body over Kassian's, resting my legs either side of his. My hands slide up the curve of his bare shoulder as his hands move up my ass and rest in the crevice of my curves.

His dark eyes look up at me in the most captivating way. Our noses almost touch, our lips merely centimetres from each other as my hands glide up to grip either side of his neck.

I press my forehead to his and close my eyes for a brief second, devouring this moment.

My wolf felt content, it made it feel a thousand times better that I wanted this as well. And by the looks of things, he did too.

Kassian's eyes watch me carefully, his dark eyes almost knocking all of my breath out of my body. Tightening at the sight of him as my pants grind down on his black pair of shorts.

"Cleo," he mumbles out as I feel his member grow beneath me with every tiny brush of fiction.

I bite down on my bottom lip and lower myself even further, grinding my pussy directly down the length of his shaft between the fabric. He grips my hips and holds me in place as my ass moves against him, his fingers digging into my skin but I lived for the sensation.

Our faces inch closer, our lips brushing for a millisecond before Kassian catches my cheek and pulls me into him. Both of our mouths sliding against each other in the most perfect harmony, slow and sensual. Everything I've wanted.

"I see you Cleo," he pants out against my lips. "You're a strong, brave and determined wolf. Don't believe what you think of yourself. It's not true."

My eyes open to look at him, grazing our lips together softly. I feel my eyebrow begin to crease at his words but this only lit a new fire inside of me.

Sliding my hand up his bare chest, my hands cupping the base of his throat as I force his head backwards. My eyes look down into his with a sweet smile covering my lips. "I want to ride you," I whisper out as I continue grinding my hips down on his.

Kassian's lips part as my hand tightens around his throat for a second. I drop my lips to his jaw as I continue to hold him in place, feeling the tension rise between us with every second that ticks by.

His jaw clenches, his eyes following my actions carefully. "Let me ride you," I murmur again.

"Cleo, I'd let you do anything to me," he heaves out suddenly.

My other hand moves to pull off his shorts, pleased that he wasn't wearing any boxers underneath when his large member springs from the material. Kassian's eyes remain on mine as I drape my fingers across his neck, shoulders and chest.

I position my panties away from my slit and line up his hardened cock with my dripping pussy. Slowly I lower myself onto his head as I grip onto his shoulders for support. Kassian's hands tighten on my waist, attempting to lower me quicker but I shake my head.

"No," I state instantly as I push his throat back again. "This is on my terms."

He lets out a frustrated sigh but that only made me want to smile, knowing that he was in complete sexual torture. But I wanted my release to feel good and worthwhile, knowing it'll put off my heat for the remaining few days. It's what I needed more than ever.

I lean forward and release his throat, wrapping my arms around his neck and pushing our chests together with a quick force. Instantly I gasp, the curse unfolding from me like before, inch by inch it was like it was lighting a fire and watching it burn aggressively.

Feeling my heart race in my chest, every fibre inside my body was vibrating with the sensation of care and trust was all I could feel.

I sink down onto Kassian's large cock suddenly, listening to him grunt made me want to scream. Refusing to remove my chest from his, it felt like a wave of euphoria shooting through my body like a star.

"Fuck," I curse out as his cock fills me deeply.

Kassian attempts to hold me in place but I shift my ass, sliding up his length and back down again. He presses a kiss to my collarbone gently as he hums into my skin warmly. I throw my head back and pant out as I ride on his cock, clenching around him tightly.

"Oh God," I moan out again as I rest my forehead against his, closing my eyes. "You feel so fucking good."

He grunts in approval, I could tell he was using every aspect of his mind and his cock for that matter, to not attempt to take over.

My eyes open and admire him looking at me, deeply, sensually. I part my lips and force out a breath, picking up my speed as I come down on his dick. My climax growing through my pussy and up to my heart.

I curl my toes and clench as I grip onto his shoulders, panting over and over.

Kassian slides his hands up the curve of my spine and grabs onto the back of my hair, tightening slightly as I bounce on his cock, speeding up as my eyes brim with tears of pleasure.

"Fuck Kassian," I cry out. "I'm gonna come."

He presses a kiss to my jaw and raises his knees to meet me somewhat in the middle, my ass smashing down onto his cock rapidly.

Within seconds my orgasm swarms my body and I'm moaning his name over and over as my stomach clenches and my hands tighten on his shoulders. Panting into his mouth as I cream all over his cock, shaking aggressively in his hold.

"Shit," Kassian shakes his head as he cups the back of my head, his eyes dark and sinful.

He sinks down his body and lifts up his hips, fucking me harder than before. I whine out and groan at the sudden change of speed, trying to stabalise myself before I came all over his cock again.

"Kass," I mumble out as he grips the back of my hair.

Kassian hums in approval, feeling his cock grow somewhat larger inside of me. I shudder at his length, his speed and his rhythm.

He moves my ear to his lips and bites down on my lobe. "You are something Cleo," he compliments, which only makes me wetter.

I bite down on my lip and hum out. "Then come," I tell him as he slides me up and down his cock.

His lips move to my neck as he nips at my skin, I gasp from the sensation. The exact place that I would be marked, a fire burns in the pit of my stomach at the feeling and I cry out as he slams my hips down onto his again.

Kassian growls into my ear and grunts animalistically, shooting his cum up inside of me. Burying his head in my neck as he groans into my skin, our bodies entwining into one as we eventually slow our breathing.

I close my eyes for a brief second and hold Kassian's cheek gently, rolling our foreheads against each other.

My hips settle down onto his cock as we keep our hands firmly on one another, no rush to leave.

Kassian's hand runs down the middle of my spine gently before he presses a kiss to the edge of my shoulder, the gesture raising my skin in goosebumps.

Everything in my mind felt like a car crash, not knowing what I should be thinking or what I should be feeling. Yet I knew Kassian made me feel things I didn't know I could feel, even with this deathly curse.

And that scared me more than it should.

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