Chapter eight || 여덟 장
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8| Cross My Heart🖇️
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When I woke up, it took a few moments for me to realise where I was, and another few to remember why.

And my God! I was so pleased that I'd ended up here, because there was no way I'd ever have wanted to miss out on this.

Taehyung was holding me, and I was pressed up against his hard body and something else was distinctly hard against my bottom.

I squirmed and his arm tightened around my waist. "I wouldn't do that again Princess, things might get all kinds of messy." his voice was gravelly with sleep.

I giggled.

"Seriously, that's just making it worse." He laughed.

"Yeah?"

"Hmmn, yeah." He hummed against my shoulder, where he was dropping kisses. "I like waking up with you in my bed."

"I can tell." I shifted against him again, waking up to Taehyung had awakened a whole host of hormonal urges in me.

He groaned. "Stop."

"Really, you want me to stop?" I wiggled in his arms, turning so I faced him.

He put his hand on my hip and pulled me so I was flush against him. "Not even a little bit, but you should still stop, before I do something we'll both regret." I threw my leg over his and brought him closer to me. "That's not helping."

"No?" I giggled again. Who knew I had this side to me, but, come on! I'm in bed with him, he's in boxers and a t-shirt and I'm in a tank top and thin pyjama bottoms, I can feel him, all of him, and I want him, all of him, and I want him to have all of me. I don't think I could ever regret doing anything with him.

"Princess please. I'm trying really fucking hard to do the right thing here." I bucked my hips and he moaned as he rolled on top of me and flexed his hips.

My eyes rolled into the back of my head, as he sucked at the base of my throat, grinding himself against me. One of his hands went to my chest. "No bra?" he raised his head in surprise and I shook my head.

"Christ Princess." He sighed and moved off of me, he ran a hand through his hair and looked at me. "We can't do this right now."

"Why not?"

"You're not ready."

"I never said that. I said I didn't think I could last night." I was turned on and, believe it or not, ready to do this with him.

"But you're a virgin."

"Uh, yeah, is that a problem?"

"I've never fucked a virgin." He blurted, stupidly in my opinion.

"I'm sure it works the same way Taehyung." I snapped, sitting up. I don't know where my brazenness came from, but I was annoyed that the morning had taken this turn and feeling a bit rejected.

Did he not want me anymore? Yesterday he'd been all for it and today he's turning me down!

"Shit, I'm sorry Princess. That came out wrong …, I meant…, it's supposed to be painful…., I don't want to hurt you." He sat up as well and tried to reach for me, but I jumped out of the bed.

"So what?" I started pacing. "You're never going to have sex with me because it might hurt? Is that what this is about? You don't want me now because I'm a virgin!"

"That is not what this is about." He said firmly.

"No! Because you seemed pretty damn willing yesterday before you found out." I was getting louder.

He didn't say anything, he just stared at me cautiously, which just made me angrier.

"Maybe I should go and find some other guy to take care of the problem and then come back and see you."

Wow, turns out when I'm feeling a bit sexually frustrated, I get pretty mean.

He growled, actually growled. "Fuck Princess, if you value my sanity at all, you will never, ever, talk about some other fucker putting his hands on you." He stood up and glared at me across the bed, but he was still Taehyung and I wasn't scared. "Are we seriously fighting about this?"

"Well, how do you suggest we solve this little predicament?" I arched an eyebrow at him.

"It's not a fucking predicament, you being a virgin is not the issue here. I'm sorry I brought it up. It has got nothing to do with why we shouldn't do this now. When the time is right, we can fu.…, uh, have sex. But not now. You weren't ready last night, and nothing's changed overnight."

"Are you kidding me?" I shouted. "I'm telling you that I'm ready and now you're saying you don't want to. What the hell is your problem Taehyung?"

"I don't want to be a fucking mistake Princess." He yelled.

"What?" I gasped, how could he ever think that he'd be a mistake.

"We need to wait."

"Wait for what?" I threw my hands up in the air, frustrated with him. "I want you now! I've got some crazy mobster after me, who knows if I'll even survive the day. I swear to God, I'm coming back to haunt you if I die a virgin." Melodramatic, me, never!

"That is exactly what I mean! I'm not going to fuck you just because you're scared!" He shouted, he ran his hand through his hair again and struggled to hold back his temper as I stared dumbstruck at him.

"You're rushing into something that you said yourself you weren't sure about because you're worried about Kai, but I'm not gonna let him hurt you, so there's no need. When all this shit is over, I don't want you to look back and realise you only did this because you were frightened."

I slumped back down onto the bed because, damn, if he didn't have a point.

It hadn't occurred to me consciously but he might actually be right on some level. I would never have considered taking this step so quickly if it wasn't for the craziness of the last two days.

In less than forty-eight hours, I'd had my first kiss, been to a club, a gun fight, got my first boyfriend, learned said boyfriend was a criminal and his family were the mob, and had a hit put out on me, and now here I was, actually fighting with him because he refused to take my virginity this morning.

I probably wasn't in the best headspace to make a decision like that. Yeah I wanted him, and I couldn't see that changing anytime soon, but I didn't have to rush through this, we had time. He wasn't saying never, he was saying not now.

"Just think about it for a little while. If you still want to, then game fucking on. Honestly Princess, I want to make you mine, but I want to know that it's because you really want to, er, do that, with me, and not because you're afraid." He said earnestly, as he walked round the bed and stood in front of me

"I'm sorry." I told him. "You're right, we don't need to rush anything."

"We don't." He agreed "And I'm sorry if I made you feel that I didn't want you, you know that's not true right?"

"Yeah." I smiled and he sat down beside me.

"You hate me?" He nudged me playfully with his shoulder.

"Never." I nudged him back, leaning towards him and pressing my lips to his. I sighed happily, because I was kissing him and our argument was over.

Taehyung had done the right thing, I knew that now, and it made me feel better knowing that he didn't want to rush things. That surely meant he was serious about me, about us.

"We just had our first fight!" he chuckled. "Never thought I'd be arguing against having sex."

"No, you seemed quite, er, up for it." I said suggestively.

"Did you just make a sexual innuendo!" he laughed sounding shocked.

"I'm not some delicate innocent little girl Taehyung. I read, I talk to my friends. You're not going to corrupt me." I rolled my eyes at him.

"If you say so Princess, I've never even heard you curse!" He kissed me. "I am sorry we fought. Are we ok?"

"We're fine, and the good news is we survived it."

"So, what's the bad news?" He quirked an eyebrow at me.

"Apparently, there's not going to be any make-up sex." I smirked at him and he dived for me, tackling me down on the bed and tickling my ribs, while he kissed my face sloppily.

"You Princess, are a little tease." He said, as I shrieked with laughter.

When we were dressed, we went downstairs for breakfast and found everyone else was already up.

I was handed a cup of coffee by someone and I drunk it gratefully. It was kind of crazy with all these people, there was noise and chatter and chaos, and I soaked it all up.

I was happy to be there, in the Kim's bustling kitchen, not home eating cereal alone.

JaeIn handed me a plate of bacon and eggs with a smile and I found an empty seat at the breakfast bar.

"Well, hello." The man sitting next to me said. He was older, maybe in his thirties. This was Taehyung's Uncle. Head of the family, and he looked every inch the mob boss he was, in his sharp suit and Italian shoes.

"Hey! Old man, eye's off my woman." Taehyung said, coming to stand behind me.

"Sorry Taehyung, but damn." He grinned.

"This is my uncle Yoongi. Yoongi, this is Y/n." Taehyung introduced us.

"It's an honour to meet the Princess." He took my hand and kissed it, bowing his head.

I blushed, he was hot, not that scary, and just as charming as Taehyung. "It's nice to meet you."

"It seems you've entranced my nephew, and I can see why, you're as beautiful as he said you were." He winked at me.

"Are you seriously flirting with my girlfriend?" Taehyung asked him incredulously.

"I'm might be old, but I'm not fucking dead." Yoongi chuckled.

"You will be soon if you don't stop eye-fucking the Princess."

He laughed loudly. "I never thought I'd see the day Taehyung Kim lost his shit over a girl." He shook his head amused.

"Now, if you'll both excuse me, I have some phone calls to make. Y/n, it really was a pleasure and don't you worry, we'll sort that fucker Kai out." He told me.

"He'll be sorry he ever heard the name y/n when I'm done with him." He kissed my hand again and slapped Taehyung on the back before leaving the room.

I ate my breakfast and watched everybody. This was a real family, a loving family, granted they were all criminals, capable of being cold, hard and dangerous, but watching them interact over breakfast, you'd never know that.

They were normal, well, they carried guns, threatened to kill each other and swore like sailors, so not that normal, but they were laughing, making fun of each other, bickering over food just like any other big family would and I desperately wanted to be part of it.

The Kim's were an amazing group of people, whilst they might not be what society deemed model citizens, they had welcomed me into their lives and their home, they were doing everything they could to keep me out of danger, and I couldn't be more grateful to them.

Jimin wandered over to give me a new, all singing, all dancing cell phone. "If you need us, you call." He instructed me seriously. "Even if you're not totally sure there's a problem, you call V anyway." He held my gaze waiting for me to agree, so I nodded. "In an emergency situation, you press and hold one for at least five seconds, I've set it up so we'll get a message."

"The most important thing is that you never go anywhere without it. It should be with you at all times, if you have this, then we can always find you."

"Ok." I swallowed, the reality of all this was beginning to hit home. I wasn't getting a shiny new phone to play around with and show off to my friends. I was getting a tracking device that I needed because someone was trying to get at me.

"I've entered all your old numbers so they're all here, I set up your speed dials, V is two, the rest of us follow. You'll work it out." He waved his hand dismissively, unaware what a complete technophobe I was.

"Just remember, always have it within reach, and don't hesitate to call if anything seems off, if it's an emergency press one."

"Thanks Jimin." I said

Taehyung put his arm around me and pulled me towards him. "You doing ok?" he asked.

"Yeah." I sighed.

"This should be over soon Princess." He kissed me softly and I reached up and put my hand on his cheek.

"Ugh JaeIn, they're canoodling and I'm trying to eat." Jungkook moaned.

"I think it's lovely." JaeIn smiled.

"Yeah, and it's not like we've never had to witness you and Jennie go at it." Jin added.

"If you wanna swing by your place before school, we need to get going." Jennie said and I think I saw a faint blush.

I got up and put my dish in the sink. I started to wash it but JaeIn swatted me away.

Taehyung walked me to jennie's car, a bright red convertible monstrosity that was only just less obvious than Jungkook's.

"I'll pick you up later, but call me if you notice anything different at all." He said seriously, pulling me into his arms. "And keep your phone on and in your pocket at all times."

"I will." I assured him.

"Have a good day at school, Princess." He kissed me.

"Have a good day…., uh, killing people?" I don't know what he did all day, but he just laughed and kissed me again.

Jennie drove me to my house and I ran in, saying a brief hello to my dad and assuring him that I was feeling better. I quickly changed my clothes before rushing out the door after an equally brief goodbye to him.

I went about my day normally, me and my shadow, otherwise known as Mike, didn't notice anything untoward.

I was tempted to press one on my new phone, just to see what happened, but Taehyung and Jungkook busting into the school with weapons drawn probably wouldn't go over too well, so I resisted the urge.

Taehyung took me straight to his house where we had dinner and hung out for a while. He took me home before ten, briefly explained the surveillance system Jimin had installed that day, and introduced me to Sam and Embry, who were sitting in a car across the road.

"You're not gonna watch me are you?" I asked him, as we were saying goodbye.

"What?"

"Like, in my room, changing and stuff, or in the bathroom." My eyes widened. "In the shower."

"Uh, no! Do you think I'm some kind of perv?"

"No, but it's weird that you've set up camera's everywhere."

"They're mostly on the outside of the property, so we can see anyone approaching the house, or see if anyone's hanging around that shouldn't be. We're not spying on you Princess." He kissed me. "I promise."

"Ok, and I just press two if I want to speak to you." I got out my new phone, nervous now I was going to be left alone.

"Yeah. Are you sure you're going to be alright? I can have my mom call and arrange for you to stay at my house, or I can stay with you here."

"Yeah, my dad would just love that." I rolled my eyes. "He'll be home any minute, and you, need to be gone." I pushed him out the door. "Who's coming in the morning?" I asked, knowing someone would be.

"Jennie. I should be able to pick you up, but if not someone will be there. I've got some shit to do." He sighed and ran a hand through his hair.

"Nothing dangerous?"

"No." He shook his head. "I'll see you tomorrow." He promised and kissed me again.

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Thursday morning I was met by Jungkook and Jennie in his Jeep again. I ignored the strange look my dad gave me, when he wondered out loud why they were taking me to school.

After school it was Rose waiting for me. She smiled brightly at me as I jumped into her car quickly to avoid all the questioning glances people at school were giving me. It was Yellow! And even I knew a Porsche when I saw one. What was it with the Kim's and their attention grabbing cars?

When we got to Taehyung's house, and boy did we get there quick, Jennie wasn't joking when she said Rose drove like a maniac, Taehyung wasn't there so I sat around chatting with JaeIn.

An hour or so later he walked in with Jin, Yoongi, Jungkook , Jimin and his dad.

"Princess." He breathed, relieved to see me I think.

"Hi." I squeaked, because they were all wearing suits and my God! Taehyung Kim in a suit was a sight to behold.

He smirked at me, like he knew exactly what I was thinking and swept me into his arms, he kissed me for a good long while and then led me to his room.

"I'm sorry I couldn't get you from school." He said loosening his tie.

"That's ok. Where've you been?"

"We met with Kai, we're trying to get him to lift the hit, he's still resisting, but it shouldn't be long now. Yoongi has already undermined him in an arms deal he was working on. He'll see it our way eventually, he's just a stubborn fuck and he doesn't like that Yoongi holds so much more weight than him."

"So you all sit round chatting?" I asked stunned.

"Pretty much."

"So, why not just shoot him?" Yeah that was me. I had officially gone mad and thought nothing of asking taehyung to just shoot someone. I blame the suit, it was seriously messing with my thought processes.

"There's rule's Princess. He's the boss of his family, you can't go after him directly unless he does something to break them, and believe it or not, putting out a hit on you doesn't really breach them, so we have to negotiate. I'd happily shoot the fucker, but Yoongi would be proper pissed and it would cause all kinds of grief."

"Uh, ok." I wasn't sure how I felt about Taehyung spending the day with the man who was supposedly after me.

"Once we get him to drop the hit, you'll be safe. We have to play nice, so this doesn't escalate. Yoongi knows what he's doing and he knows that you're…., uh…., important to me. He won't fuck around."

I nodded and smiled to myself. I was…., uh…, important to Taehyung, and that pretty much made my day.

He dropped me home on time again, checked the house, made sure Sam and Embry were alert and left, my dad got home minutes later.

"y/n?" He called out and I went to meet him in the hall.

"Hi dad."

"I feel like I haven't seen you for a while, Eunwoo mentioned today that he missed you."

"Oh?"

Eunwoo is basically the guy i grew up with, he's like a bestfriend of sorts but we kinda drifted apart since he went to police academy and i was busy with school, and now he works with my dad.

"He's coming over on Sunday with his dad, you'll be here on Sunday won't you?"

"Uh, yeah sure."

"Great, we'll get the grill out and fry some fish." He smiled and I was pleased he was happy.

"Now, I also had a phone call today." He frowned, and I automatically panicked. "Well actually I had two. One was from Mrs Kim, she seems like a very nice lady, she was asking if you could accompany her and Jennie on a shopping trip to Seoul next weekend."

"Oh right, yeah, Jennie mentioned that." I hedged.

"You'd have to leave right after school on Friday and you won't get back until Tuesday. Do you want to go?"

"Yeah!" I said excitedly, because it sounded like he was going to agree to it and that meant I could spend Taehyung's birthday with him.

"Well, alright, it's the holiday's, I can't see the harm in it." He smiled. "As long as you behave yourself." He added all fatherly, and I nodded.

"I also had a very interesting phone call from Mrs Park." He sighed.

Oh dear, Mrs Park was the town busybody and secretary at my school.

"She said that you had been dropped off and picked up in some very fancy cars this week."

"Uh yeah, that's just Jennie and her friends."

"Her friends?"

"Well, my friends." I said lamely.

"She said there were, um…, boys." He blushed.

"Oh right, well, you've seen Jungkook. That's her boyfriend, he drives the jeep." I raised my eyebrows and my dad nodded. "Well there's him, and then there's his bestfriend Taehyung and his sister Rose."

"And they're all your friends? They pick you up from school?"

"Yeah."

"And where did you say you met this Jennie?"

"The Library." I lied.

"Ok, well I'm glad you're getting out a bit more these days, with the summer coming up I was worried you would be stuck home, but I want to meet them, if they're driving you around and you're spending time with them, I need to know who they are."

"Uh ok, I'm sure that will be fine." I said hoping it would be and making a quick getaway before he decided to ask me anymore questions.

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The next morning, Jennie picked me up for school on her own. My dad let her into the house while I was upstairs and they were making small talk when I entered the kitchen.

"Hey y/n, do you want to go to the movies with us tonight?" She smiled at me, looking for all intents and purposes like a teenager, excited at being allowed a Friday night out.

"You can stay over at mine, I think my mom would feel better if I was with you."

My dad fell for it hook, line and sinker. "You want to y/n. It sounds like fun. I'm working a night shift, so I'll know you're looked after if you're staying with jennie. Maybe you could bring the gang by to meet me before you leave." He suggested and I saw Jennie's eye widen.

"Sure dad." I smiled and Jennie glared at me.

"You seriously think it's a good idea to introduce everybody to your dad?" She asked as soon as we were in her car.

"He had a phone call from a woman who works at the school! He knew that I was being picked up by different people, so I told him about you guys, what was I supposed to do?"

"Fucking lie!" She said looking in her rear-view mirror to check Sam and Embry were following us.

"I don't see what the big deal is?"

"Uh well, maybe that if your dad meets them all and gets suspicious in any way, he's not gonna let you hang out with us so much, or maybe the fact that if he wants to look hard enough he might start putting the pieces together. How many Taehyungs or Jimins or Jungkooks do you know? Or how about, that we're trying to protect you and you're safest at our house, so having your dad figure out we're all Kim's and banning you from seeing us, would be really counter-fucking-productive!"

"Oh" I hadn't really thought about any of that.

"Oh's fucking right. Jesus y/n, you have to think, we're not playing games here. The police have files full of information on the Kim's, they can't prove anything, but they know what we are, all it takes is one little slip up for your dad to look into us further."

"I'm sorry." I said a bit upset that she was so cross with me. "But I'm new at this, he's my dad, I can't just lie and make up stuff like you guys can, nothing like this has ever happened to me before."

"Alright, I'm sorry I got mad, I know this isn't easy for you. Christ, V will fucking kill me if he finds out I've upset you. We'll sort something out, with your dad, but honestly y/n, you're going to have to be a bit more cautious, you need to watch what you say to people and I need to know exactly what you've told your dad about us."

I wracked my brain for anything I'd said to my dad over the last few days. "Just that I met you at the library, that jungkook is your boyfriend and Tae is his bestfriend."

"Ok good."

"Oh and that Rose is his sister."

"See that's the thing y/n, it seems like nothing, but if Taehyung and Rose had turned up at your dad's with different surnames, it could lead to questions, and we get tied up in lies. You get what I'm saying?"

I nodded and sulked for the rest of the journey.

"V's picking you up." Jennie told me as I got out of the car. "I really am sorry I upset you, but this is our family, we have to protect ourselves, and that includes you now. You need to be with us as much as possible until Jin comes to some sort of resolution with Kai, it's taking longer than anticipated, and the last thing we need is for your dad to get caught up in all of this, things are tentative enough as it is."

I assured her I was fine and thanked her for the ride, she watched me into the school, where Mike took over as my guardian for the next few hours.

I was tired and ready for the week to be over when I met Taehyung after school.

"Princess?" he asked concerned.

"I'm fine." I went round him and got into his car.

"You're not fine." He stated as he jumped in the car and started the engine. He took my hand. "Talk to me Princess."

"It's all just a bit much." I admitted. "There's so many things that I don't understand about your life, about your family, and I feel like I've been thrown in the deep end."

"I'm sorry." He raised my hand and kissed it.

"It's not your fault."

"Uh, it kinda is." He smiled and I laughed a little.

"My dad wants to meet you."

"Yeah, Jennie said, we've got that covered, it's not a problem."

"Are we really going to the movies?" I sighed, I wanted nothing more than to go to his house and relax for the night.

"Not if you don't want to. I think the others are, but we don't have to go. Whatever you want Princess." He said and I knew that he meant it.

Taehyung's house was empty when we arrived. He got me something to eat, and by that, I mean he checked the cupboards for snacks and handed me a variety to choose from and we snuggled on the sofa.

Spending a couple of hours just being 'normal' with him improved my mood no end. So I was feeling much happier when the others arrived.

"Hey Little y/n, I hear I'm about to meet your daddy." Jungkook grinned pulling me up off the couch. "Don't worry, I'm great with parents. I'll be on my best behaviour."

"Oh fucking hell." Rose commented.

"Jungkook, Jeon." Jimin laughed.

"Hey! Parents love that shit." Jungkook sounded offended. "Let's do this."

We all bundled into Jungkook car and drove to my house. We pulled up into the drive and exited the car. They lined up in front of the jeep, looking like they were doing a modelling job for some Gap advert.

My dad came and met us outside. "Who do we have here then y/n?" he asked jovially.

"Jungkook Jeon, at your service!" Jungkook introduced himself first and I swear I thought he was going to salute.

"I'm Jennie." She smiled and my dad nodded, he already knew Jennie.

"Jimin Park." Jimin nodded politely. "It's a pleasure to meet you."

"Taehyung Kim, Sir." Taehyung stepped forward and shook my dad's hand. "And this is my sister Rose" she smiled shyly at him.

"Well, it's nice to finally meet y/n's new friends." My dad smiled at the collection of people in the drive, they were fresh faced, attractive, well dressed, nicely spoken, respectful and polite, no strange body piercings or visible tattoos.

They were the epitome of what every father wants his teenage daughter's friends to be as they stood there smiling at him. Christ, if only he knew who they really were.

"It's nice to meet you too Chief." Jungkook said. "We're all excited to get to know you better."

"Call me Jaebum." My dad told him and jungkook nodded looking pleased with himself.

"I don't know what you have planned, but we're having a grill on Sunday, so if you want to stop by, I'm sure y/n would like that." My dad grinned at them. "There's plenty of fish fry to go around."

My eyes widened with shock, as did everyone else's, except….,

"That sounds like mighty good fun JB!" Jungkook declared excitedly, and I'm sure I heard a quiet collective groan. "We'll be here, but we better get going if I'm gonna have you girls home by ten. Mrs Kim will be cross if I don't." Jungkook smiled.

"Yes of course." My dad nodded solemnly, and everyone piled back into Jungkook jeep.

"They seem nice y/n, looks like you've found a great bunch of kids to be friends with." My dad said before helping me into the jeep. How he was police chief was beyond me, he really didn't have a clue.

"I'll see you tomorrow dad."

"Have a good time."

"What the fuck was that Kook!" Taehyung shouted as soon as we pulled away.

"We were supposed to go meet him, not make fucking friends with him." Jimin moaned.

"Fucking overgrown moron." Rose added.

"Babe, we really need to limit the time we spend around Chief." Jennie said more sympathetically.

"JB?" I asked laughing. I don't think I'd heard anyone call my dad that, ever.

"What? I like a good fish fry, it won't be that bad. You're all just jealous because he likes me best." Jungkook defended himself.

Jungkook dropped me and Taehyung back at the house and we went inside and found JaeIn in the kitchen.

"Hey kids." She beamed, "I thought you were off to the movies."

"Nah, the others went, but we're just gonna chill out here." he explained. I helped JaeIn make us some dinner and after we ate we put a film on in the living room.

When the movie was finished, we said goodnight to JaeIn and made our way to Taehyung's bedroom.

She had left a clean set of pyjamas for me on his bed and I picked them up and carried them to the bathroom to change. When I came out Taehyung was already in bed and I scooted in beside him.

He smiled as he put his arm around me and pulled me closer to him. We lay on our sides face to face, as we talked quietly and kissed softly. Before too long we were just kissing and not bothering with the talking.

His hand wandered and he cupped my breast, running his thumb across the nipple. "No Bra?" He asked smiling.

"Funny." I said dryly.

He smirked and I threw my leg over his hip and used it to scoot closer to him. He groaned as I pushed myself against him.

He plunged his tongue into my mouth and kissed me fiercely. His hand was under my top squeezing me, as he rocked against me. "Fuck, I want you." He groaned.

"Then take me." I told him. "Not because I'm scared, but because I want to be with you, like this, me and you, together, just us."

"You mean that Princess?" He asked tugging at my top.

"Uh huh." I managed to get out, as he pushed my tank top over my head. He pushed me onto my back and closed his mouth over my breast. He sucked on one while he played with the other, rolling my nipple between his fingers and pulling on it.

I grabbed at his t-shirt and he took his mouth from me briefly to let me pull it over his head. He pressed himself against my chest, skin to skin and moaned as he kissed me.

"Take these off." He told me, kissing down my neck and tugging at my pyjama bottoms. I didn't need to be told twice, I wriggled and kicked them off, too worked up to be embarrassed.

He was sure and steady in his movements, he knew exactly what he was doing.

But I wasn't nervous, I wanted this to happen and I knew he'd never do anything I didn't want.

His hand ran down my body, rubbing up and down my thigh a few times, until his fingers worked themselves under my panties and between my legs to tease and torment me.

I moaned and groaned and panted while he expertly played my body. He rid me of my underwear, pausing to stare at me.

I blushed because I was naked in front of him for the first time, but he kissed me softly and whispered. "You're perfect." He moved down to suck and kiss my chest and I arched my back into him as his fingers found their way back between my legs.

"You like that?" He asked and I nodded frantically, he was driving me crazy, but it still wasn't enough. Just as I was on the brink of orgasm he stopped and moved so he could take off his boxers.

He settled himself on top of me, his legs between mine, and his arms at either side of my head holding his weight off of me.

He stared into my eyes and I knew he was checking for any signs of uncertainty, but I knew he wouldn't find any.

I was sure. I wanted him to be my first. I wanted this with him. I may not have known Taehyung long, but I knew that he was the one that I wanted to give this to.

Finally, he seemed satisfied and I felt him position himself at my entrance.

He leant down, kissed me softly and whispered.

"Are you ready Princess?"