24: Still want you
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"And if my wishes came true,
It would've been you."
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"Jungkook-ah!" Yoongi shouts loudly after entering the front door of the mansion. You and Jungkook are still standing close to each other and upon hearing his name, he backs away a little. Eun Jae immediately stands up after recognising the voice. He has a toy car in his hand and a big grin on his face.
"Oongi uncle!" He shouts back and runs outside of the room. You are about to stop him but Jungkook stops you.
"Let him meet him," he says and pulls you closer again.
"Uh yes but-," Jungkook cuts you off,"Shhh".
He instantly captures your lips with his making your eyes go wide. He doesn't waste any time to enter your mouth with his skillful luscious tongue.
You moan when the tongues meet each other inside your mouth and close your eyes to feel it all. He tastes divine. He tastes the most delicious, sweeter than any candy, pastrie or honey. He increases the intensity in kiss, making you open your eyes a little. Through your eyelids, you see his eyebrows furrowed as if he's worshipping you. His eyes closed as he ravishes your mouth like it's his territory, without any fear and dominating every corner.
You close your eyes again and feel the sensations going through your whole body. Today feels different. Today is not what you feel everyday when he was with you before. Today it feels sweet, it feels exhilarating and on top of everything addicting. Neither of you wants to let go but your lungs are starting to give up. So, you both part away, eyes still closed. Breathing like you have just run a marathon.
When you open your eyes, you look at him staring at your swollen lips. You blush and look down at his lips only to snicker at the sight. He looks up at you, confusion visible on his face.
"Your lips," you says as you cover your mouth from laughing out loud.
"What?" He asks you, trying to suppress his chuckle too.
"My lipstick has smeared all over your lips, Mr. Jeon," you tell him.
"What? Really?" He asks you and you nod. "Damn it," he curses.
"Wait. Let me wipe it off," you suggest.
You take out a tissue from your handbag and gently wipe it all of. Jungkook is looking at your focused innocent sparkling eyes. Your lips are puckered forward in a pout because of your concentration. Jungkook thinks of how they would look around his cock. He has never fucked your mouth but now he has a urge to do it and he'll do it soon.
"Done," you mumble and look up at him with a smile.
He takes hold of the tissue, confusing you. Then he brings it up to your mouth. Without saying anything, he wipes your mouth too. He isn't uttering a word at all and the way he's wiping it is not very gentle too.
"Ummm. It's ok. I'll do it," you say grabbing his wrist to stop him. He doesn't listen to you but gets a little gentler. You almost want to roll your eyes on his behaviour.
"We should go out," Jungkook says as he throws the tissue in the small bin.
"Yeah. You go ahead. I'll come out after wearing the lipstick," you say and he turns around but stops. He turns back around towards you and peck your lips briefly after staring intensely at them and leaves the room. What was that?
After a minute or so, you come out of the room to go towards the main hall in front of the entrance of the mansion. You see Eun Jae showing his new toy to his Yoongi uncle and Jungkook on his phone scrolling through something.
"Hi Yoongi oppa," you greet him on approaching. He greets you back and compliments you. You thank him and look at Jungkook who is still focused on his phone.
"So where are you all going tonight? Which restaurant?" Yoongi asks you both. Jungkook keeps his phone in his pocket and gets up to walk towards you.
"We'll decide on our way," he answers. "Eun Jae C'mon, let's go," Jungkook cheerfully calls your son who comes running towards you both. Jungkook picks Eun Jae up in his arms and takes hold of your hand.
"Bye Oongi uncle!" He says loudly and excitedly.
"Bye buddy," he says in same enthusiasm making you smile.
"Hyung, look into the matter closely. I'll discuss it when we are back," Jungkook commands.
"I will, Kook. Go live the night first. Have fun. Others must be on their way," Yoongi assures him.
"Is it something important?" You ask him. "Yeah it is," Jungkook answers.
"I think we should go some other day then. Like it's ok. I know your buisness is spontaneous. I'll understand it. If you're required to stay here then-," you say.
"No Y/N. I trust my men. They are capable enough to work without me. It's ok. Tonight it's our night," Jungkook says and squeezes your hand.
You smile at him and after saying a last goodbye to Yoongi, you both walk towards the door. Before you could open it, it opens itself. Standing before you both are Taehyung, Jimin and Namjoon. You bow to all three of them.
"Oh my God, you all look so gorgeous. Y/N you look marvellous and oh my god, is this your son?" Jimin asks you looking cutely at the baby in Jungkook's arm who looks a little scared from strangers.
"Thanks Jimin oppa. Yes, he's Eun Jae, my son," you answer.
Jimin pinches his cheeks and shakes his hand with the tiny hand of your son. Namjoon adores Jimin playing with your son. His eyes look at Jimin with love and admiration. You can tell what that look means but is it true?
"Hey we are getting late. Let us go, hyung," Jungkook says.
"Ofcourse go ahead and have fun!" Namjoon cheers us and pull Jimin back from your son by his waist.
"Ah yes, go ahead. I'm sorry, your son is just so cute. I'll like to meet him again," Jimin says.
You look at Taehyung who's eerily silent. His face shows no expression at all. When both of your eyes lock with each other, you smile at him but he looks to other side making you frown.
"Ok so let's go," Jungkook whispers to you and you both pass by the three men.
Then you three reach the garage full of his cars. Eun Jae gets excited on looking at so many beautiful cars in front of him. He quickly jumps out of Jungkook's arms and runs towards one of the car. He giggles while looking at the shiny look of the metal but then your gaze fall onto his feet.
"Eun Jae Where's your other pair of shoes?" You ask him but he's busy making funny faces in the glassy shine of the car.
"I'll look for it," Jungkook states and turns around.
"No, you start the car and come to the entrance of your mansion. I'll look for it," you say and turn around. Jungkook runs towards Eun Jae and picks him up.
"Which one do you like the most? We'll go in it," Jungkook says. Eun Jae claps in excitement as he looks for the most favourite car.
Meanwhile you look around the entrance of garage, then on the pavement leading to the garage but couldn't find his shoe. You feel annoyed now. Eun Jae literally becomes so careless but he's still a kid. You reach the mansion now. It might be inside. So you look around the gate of the big place and then slowly open the door. You peek inside and see all of them sitting inside.
You're about to go inside when you hear Taehyung shouting anger, making you stop.
"That's why I say to stay away from girls! Don't you think we need Jungkook here? Like for Fuck's sake, he's our boss and there he is going out with that fucking bitch of a spy and that hell of a son of hers. What are they to him? Family? Are they more important from the clan? Today he's just skipping a meeting, tomorrow he'll say that he doesn't want this clan and that's what they want! She's here to ruin us and when you all will realise it, ya'll are gonna do nothing but regret!" Taehyung shouts.
"You're just angry at nothing. She's not a spy, ok. Do you think Jungkook is that careless? Not every girl is just like your hell of an ex!" Yoongi barks out at him.
"Huh! Wow, so this is what she did to you all now. You're just so blind for God's sake. We had a rule right? No girl would interfere in our clan? Hn? what's happening now? Not only that, when I was in a relationship back then you all were so mad, weren't you? Yoongi hyung? Jimin? Namjoon hyung? You all wanted me to leave the clan? And now when the boss is going out with some girl, you all are suddenly ok with it?" Taehyung scoffs.
"Jasmine was not a nice girl and you know it too," Jimin now states.
Taehyung grabs his hair," Ofcourse, it's me who's always wrong. You all are just cowards. You don't want to go against Jungkook that's it," Taehyung says.
"You all are going to regret it. I'm telling you because I know she's just a slut running after money. I can't believe Jungkook is now her his PA. God, I can't believe. She's coming in between us and you all are just too blinded to see it. Half of her motive is achieved, she's fucking Jungkook and-," Taehyung stops when Namjoon cuts him off.
"You are literally no one to go in between their personal life. Just worry about yourself," Namjoon says.
"As i said, you all will regret it," after saying this, Taehyung walks towards the stairs to climb up to the meeting room. Your throat goes dry as your eyes feel heavy with tears. You blink and the tears which were just on the brink, falls out to stain your cheeks. You are shocked and even more than that.
"Y/N, what are you doing here?" You hear someone from your back, making you turn around.
"You haven't left yet? I thought Jungkook was going to take you out," Hoseok asks you.
"Aah yes. I...I'm here because Eun Jae dropped his shoe on the way. So I'm looking for it," you tell him, trying to smile and look as much as normal you can.
"Oh...did you find it yet?" He asks you.
"No. I was about to check inside," you reply.
"Oh C'mon then. Why are you outside?" He smiles at you and opens the door. You look in front to see Yoongi, Jimin and Namjoon standing there with worried faces. Their eyes grow big when they look at you.
"Y/N...," Jimin whispers. You are just looking at the floor and three of them are getting the feeling that you might have listened it all.
"Come in," Hoseok instructs you to go in with him and you step inside with heavy throat.
No, you can't cry.
"Lemme help you too," Hoseok says and starts looking for the shoe.
"The last time, where were you?" He asks you.
"N-Near the table," you answer.
Other three men are looking at you as their mouths are zipped. Did you actually listen? They both look at each other.
"Oh here is it!" Hoseok picks it up from near the chair where Yoongi was sitting with Eun Jae.
The silence is so loud that it feels like your ear drums will tear out. You just want to get out of here. Hoseok walks to you and hands it to you. You grab it and a small thanks.
"It's ok. You look so tense. Are you ok?" He asks you. You nod and smile at him.
"Fine then. Have fun!" He cheers you up and you turn around to quickly leave the mansion. The three men are more than just worried now.
As you open the door, you see the car already standing there. Eun Jae is sitting on Jungkook's lap, excited to go after you slide in too.
'Don't you think we need Jungkook here?'
You gulp and shake your head. Both Jungkook and Eun Jae are excited, you can't just do it. The passenger door opens and Jungkook asks you to come in. You slowly get in the car amd Jungkook closes the door. Then he starts the car again to the main entrance to his mansion.
You are suffocating inside. You feel like you're gonna vomit anytime now. Jungkook is about to drive past the main gate when you suddenly stop him.
"Stop the car! Jungkook, stop it!" You shout loudly.
He suddenly stops and you quickly get out of the car to run towards the bushes near the wall. You quickly unload everything you had in your stomach as your mind starts ringing with Taehyung's words. Jungkook comes out of the car too with a water bottle and caresses your back slowly until you stop.
"What happened,Y /N? Are you ok?" He asks you and hands you the water bottle. You rinse your mouth and drink some of it. You don't want to go, just want to go home. Your eyes brim with tears as you turn around.
"I'm not feeling well. I think we can't go," you state, while looking down on the ground to hide your tears.
"What? Hey, it's ok? You must've eaten something bad. Take a medicine and you'll be just fine," he tells you. He wants to spend some time with you and Eun Jae.
You didn't listen to anything he said as your mind is full of what you just heard in there. You walk towards the car and pick Eun Jae up in your arms. His lips makes a small pout as he also wants to go out.
"Mommy...," he says in small voice.
"Let's go back," you say with a small smile.
"Y/N, what the hell happened?" Jungkook asks you as he grabs you by your arms.
"Nothing Jungkook, I need rest. You should go inside. They need you more than I do," you say and Jungkook comes in front of you.
He grabs your face in both of his hands and tries to lift it up but you can't let him see your tear strained face.
"Look up at me," he commands but you don't comply. "I said, fucking look up," Jungkook growls and harshly make you look up at him. The sight before him was what he wasn't expecting. Your cheeks are strained with tears as your lips are quivering constantly.
"What the...what happened, Y/N?" He commands you to answer but you just burst out crying.
"J-Just let me go," you say and Jungkook looks at Eun Jae who's face is also turning sad and looks like he's almost about to cry too. Your whole body is shaking now by how hard you are crying. Jungkook takes Eun Jae out of your hold and carries him himself instead.
"Something has happened in the mansion. If you're not gonna tell me. I'll find it my way," Jungkook tells you and tightens his hold on your wrist.
"Jun-," you start but he yanks you towards the mansion. "No! Please let me go!" You shout at him but he doesn't listen.
The tears fall frantically out of your eyes as you are hicupping now. This is not what you want. He's not moving very fast but not very slow. He's angry because he knows who might be the reason behind it and he's not going to let this slide now.
You finally reach the door and Jungkook harshly yanks it open. Yoongi, Namjoon, Jimin, Hoseok and Seokjin are just going up towards the meeting room. They are in the middle of the stairs when they hear the front door opening harshly. They look back surprised only to see a furious Jungkook with a crying and shaking Y/N behind.
"Where the fuck is Taehyung?" He asks calmly first. Yoongi curses under his breathe and all of them descends down the stairs.
"Stop it Jungkook,please. It isn't him," you again request, crying non stop. Eun Jae looks at his mom crying like that and his lips goes down as he feels like crying too.
"Jungkook Calm down," Jimin whispers as they all approach him.
"I asked where the fuck is Taehyung?!" He shouts loudly making you and Eun Jae flinch suddenly.
Eun Jae starts crying and Seokjin comes towards you both. He takes hold of the crying boy and looks at you last time with pain filled eyes before going towards some other room. He knows what everyone don't.
"Yes, Jungkook," you all hear someone and look towards the head of the stairs.
"I heard you're looking for me," Taehyung says and descends down the stairs.
He scoffs and speaks," So this little slut of yours has leaked all of it to you. Well, lemme tell you one thing, whatever you heard is true and I despise you and that child of yours," his every word is aimed at you as he keeps walking towards you. Jungkook's eyes are red now and he's just a few inches away from losing his calm.
"Ha! Your child! What's his name? Ugh whatever. Who is his dad hn? Some rich oldie you fucked for money," he laughs and you close your ears with your hands as you scream so that you won't hear whatever he's saying.
"Taehyung!" Jungkook shouts loudly and strides towards him. Other men runs to stop Jungkook.
"No!" They all shout in unison but Jungkook is already in front of him.
He swings his arm to land a powerful punch on Taehyung's jaw, making blood ooze out of his nose and mouth. He again punches him,making him land on the floor.
The black tiles are now covered with the red blood as Taehyung is coughing non stop. Taehyung gets up and punches Jungkook in the stomach.
"I can't let you do it!" Taehyung shouts and punches him again. The boys tries to stop them but they both are blind in rage.
"How dare you say it?! She's not a slut, you motherfucker!" Jungkook throws another punch on his face.
You slide down and look at the floor in shock. 'I'm not a slut. I'm not...'
"Y/N,get up please. Stop him," Jimin shakes you. You look up at him with lifeless eyes, continually streaming out tears.
"Y/N,please. Stop him. He'll kill him," Jimin requests you, his eyes watery. You come back from your trance and look at how Jungkook is throwing punches back to back on Taehyung who's laying under him.
You quickly get up and run towards them. "Jungkook stop! Stop it please!" You shout at him and carefully hold his shoulder. You slide down behind him and hug him from back.
"Stop it please! Stop," you force out as you cry out loud. "Please stop...," you request him and lay your head on his back, staining his coat. Jungkook stops it and others take hold of him to make him stand up.
You are still on your knees, crying out. Taehyung is laying on the floor with his face covered in blood. "What is it? Who is she?" He speaks in small voice.
"What does she mean to you? You met her few weeks ago and now you're considering her more important than our years of friendship?" Taehyung asks as he tries to get up but fails, making him fall back again. Jimin runs towards his best friend to hold him. He's crying at the sight of him.
Tears roll down the face of Taehyung as he asks," So a girl is all it takes to break our bond right? You forgot all of the years just because you're blinded by her? Is it all it takes?"
Namjoon has called the ambulance and they might be arriving soon while Yoongi is holding Jungkook before he loses his temper again. Everyone are tensed. You are just sitting down on the floor crying on listening to what Tarhyung is saying.
"Shut up Taehyung," Jungkook yells at him but you stand up.
"He...he's right. I'm just coming between you all. I'm not...made for this world of yours. I don't want to live here....," you mutter slowly and wipe your tears.
"No,no. I need you. You can't go and leave me," Jungkook walks towards you and holds your hand.
"Why? Why can't I? We are nothing Jungkook," you ask him.
"No no no. You can't go away again. I need you with me," he says calmly but his eyes are dilating with fear as he grabs your wrist tightly.
"Leave me!" You shout.
"I can't!" He states.
"Why....? Why?" You yell at him.
"Because I... because I fucking love you, Y/N," he tells you making yours and others eyes go wide.
"What?" You ask him in disbelief.
"I've always loved you. Even since I've seen you....ever since I was-," He gets cut off as you send a slap flying straight to his face.
Jungkook looks back at you, his eyes red and full with regret. "You...you can't love me...you can't," you say as you claw your hair.
"I want to leave!" You shout loudly. Jungkook comes towards you. "Stay away from me!"
"Where's Eun Jae?" You ask Jimin.
"He's with Jin Hyung," he answers.
Just in time Jin comes out of the other hallway with sleeping Eun Jae. You run towards him.
"Y/N, please listen...," Jungkook requests but you just keep going towards your son.
"Y/N...," -
"No, Jungkook. It's not the right time," Yoongi stops him by putting a hand on his shoulder. Jungkook looks back at his hyung and then down at the floor.
The sirens can be heard outside indicating the arrival of ambulance. The nurses rush in with a stretcher.
"I wanna go home," you tell Seokjin, your eyes heavy with all the crying.
"I'll take you," he says and you nod. Seokjin looks at Jungkook who's looking at you. You don't even look back at him, rather you keep moving forward.
The ambulance's siren are ringing so loud. Nurses are running around. You reach the entrance and suddenly have an urge to look back. You stop and Seokjin stops too. You look back at Jungkook who's standing in the middle of the chaos, his face stained with blood along with his clothes. You see a tear drop from his right eye, making a glistening line on his cheek.
He mouths 'I love you' to you, making your heart clench. A tear falls from your eye too as you look in the front.
"You can't," you whisper to yourself and start walking again.
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You reach the apartment. As much as you don't want to go inside, you know you can't just go away anywhere in the middle of the night. Seokjin asks for the password and you tell him. He punches it in and then the door opens. You hold Eun Jae from him and turn around.
"Y/N, I won't come in between you. You both are the ones who should decide upon this but let me tell you one thing, if you ever have any need.. I'm just a call away. Please take care," he tells you and you just nod.
He closes the door leaving you alone with your son. You walk towards your room and lay him down on the bed. You walk inside the bathroom and look inside the mirror. Your make up is all smudged. You look terrible with all the crying. So, you wash your face and change out of the dress.
'You look like a queen you are'
Your eyes again fill with tears as everything goes inside your mind. How could he? You hiccup loudly and start crying again. You need Lisa. You need her.
You quickly walk out if the bathroom and call her. "Yo bitch? The food wasn't tasty?" Lisa speaks as she picks up the call but when you give no response, she calls your name.
"Lisa...I- I need you please," you say, your voice strained because of crying.
"Y/N, are you ok? I'm coming," she says and cuts the phone.
After a few minutes, she's right in front of your door. You open the door and look at her.
"Oh my god, what happened love?" She says and hugs you tightly.
On the other hand, Jungkook is in his room in his pyjamas without any shirt. He's standing in front of a painting- your painting. The girl in red scarf.
He touches it and mutters," I still want you" as a tear falls off his cheek that lands on the same red scarf he's holding in front of him tightly.
Meanwhile somewhere else, "Tsk tsk, oh my Jeon Jungkook. Now you know how it feel when your loved one gets away from you. This was unexpected but this is just the starting".
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~Aster🌸
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