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Everything is...unbearable.

I just want to go back to my home town, seek my mother's comfortable presence, my dad's sweet hugs.
But I can't. All because of this damn school; also because of the fact that if I come back alone, without Jungguk, my parents would definitely come to know that something's wrong. I wouldn't want that.

Never thought that there would come a day when I would ponder over the fact, if I regret coming to the city for schooling with Jungguk, or not.

Everytime my eyes meet his, whether while I'm walking through the hallway, or while sitting through the lectures in the classroom, I can see an ocean of emotions filling his beautiful orbs, but they are indecipherable on his expressionless face.

RaeYu's getting on my nerves, throwing around ugly smirks every time we cross paths, or by latching onto Jungguk, as if she knows what he means to me.

Trust me, I want to slap her so hard.

It has been 4 days since our argument, and Jungguk has been avoiding me like the plague ever since. Taehyung has been by my side every since had I narrated what had happened that day.

I have thought many a times to approach him, clear the air between us, and get back to being the friends we used to be, but my pride doesn't allow me to do so. Taehyung says that if Jungguk really cares, he'll do so himself.

But what if he doesn't?

What if this is the end of our friendship? Of our relationship?

I want to hate him so bad, but I can't bring myself to do it.
But it seems like it wasn't a big deal for him.

It seems like he already hates me.