{ NOTES FROM AXL: SMUT AGAIN Y'ALL I CAN'T HELP IT }

Ruby felt dumb for calling Calvin.

But she just couldn't help herself — she wanted to talk to him again but not about the book like she had said — she actually wanted to talk to him about how she had a bad feeling about what was happening with him. She didn't know what but something was going to happen to him, something bad.

She didn't know if she should call him again but she knew she most likely made him mad — but why was she caring? Ruby was headstrong, she shouldn't be letting this stop her. Looking down at her cellphone, she sighed as she pressed his contact before looking at the call button. Ruby was unsure of this but she sighed, "Ugh...fuck.." She groaned as she tossed her phone aside.

She'd call him in the morning.

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Liz slept very well last night, the way that Calvin's tongue just seemed to unravel her was just....amazing. Looking over, Calvin lay next to her, still asleep. She couldn't help but smile at the sight — getting up, she went to the bathroom before she went back and laid down next to him. She'd have to pay him back somehow.

It was early in the morning so Liz decided to try to fall back asleep but the feeling of Calvin's hands on her made her open her eyes again. He was looking back at her as he trailed his hand down to her crotch — she hadn't put on her underwear last night — his fingers grazed over her folds which made her gasp slightly. Neither one said anything as Calvin kissed her, it was passionate, wet, and full of desire.

Sliding his pointer and middle finger into her opening, Liz grabbed his shoulder as her back arched. Liz had never experienced this sort of Calvin before — but she loved it. Pumping his fingers in and out of her, he breathed heavily as he watched her expressions change with how he was making her wetter by the second.

He looked down at his fingers pushing in and out of her.

In

Out

In

Out

"You like how my fingers feel? Fucking you like this?" He whispered to her making Liz bite her lip. "Tell me, what do you think about me finger-fucking you like this? Or would you prefer my cock?" Liz nodded, she'd never heard Calvin speaking like this. "What was that? I didn't hear you?" Liz moaned as he curled his fingers inside her — her walls tightened around his fingers. "Yes. Please...yes." She breathed out making Calvin huff a laugh. He didn't say anything as he pulled his fingers out of her before he slid his sweatpants down — his erection slapping against his lower abdomen. Liz couldn't remember the last time Calvin actually fucked her but Calvin could, the dreams he'd have always felt real and finally fucking her again in real life — he couldn't wait.

Pumping his cock a few times, pre-cum coming out of the tip — he brought his hand up to his mouth and spat in it before rubbing it on his cock — lubing it up for Liz. "Fuck...I can't wait to feel you." He moaned out and Liz bit her lip as she watched him line himself up with her entrance, teasing her with the tip of his dick — he couldn't help but smirk, "I love you so much, fuck.." He groaned as he slid himself into her, painfully slow.

Liz gripped the sheets, "Oh my god." She breathed out — her walls clenching around him. Calvin began to thrust himself in and out of her, slowly before he picked up his pace. The sound of skin slapping against skin, heavy breathing, and moans rang out through the room. "I'm gonna...you're gonna make me cum." Liz moaned out and Calvin nodded, "Good." He gritted through his teeth before he pushed himself all the way into her, reaching that spot that made Liz moan louder than ever before — she grabbed his arms as he continued thrusting and before she could warn him, she came onto his dick. Her walls tightening around him as she held him there — the feeling made Calvin groan, he thrusted a few more times before he came inside of her, pulling out slowly — he couldn't help but whine as he watched his cum leak out of her.

Calvin looked at a flushed Liz — she breathed out a laugh, "Wanna take a shower?"

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Calvin was happy with his relationship now, so he decided to go into his office and look at Liz — the words that created who Liz was. Liz was downstairs on the couch, she was watching something on the tv with Scotty. Looking through the pages that made Liz who she was, his phone rang. Calvin didn't look at the caller before answering, "Hello?" He answered and that voice came through again, "Hey Calvin."

Ruby fucking Sparks again.

"Why are you calling me?" Calvin snapped before he cleared his throat, "What's wrong?" He asked and Ruby sighed, "Look, I just, I need to talk to you — I can't explain it over the phone." Calvin furrowed his brows, "What?" Ruby stammered out a response, "It's just — look just come to the diner we used to go to in like ten minutes." Before Calvin could say anything else, Ruby hung up. He looked at the time and thought about it, "Shit.." He muttered before he stood up and walked into the bedroom to change.

He should've gotten rid of Ruby when he had the chance.

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Liz was confused when she saw Calvin leaving their home by himself, "Cal? Where are you going?" She asked as she sat up and Calvin looked at her. "Oh, I was just gonna go to the park...for inspiration on my new book.." He lied but he hoped Liz couldn't tell. "Can I come with you?" She asked as she went to stand but Calvin quickly stopped her — "No! I mean...not today, I just need to have some time alone for ideas to come." Another lie. He could tell that Liz was hurt but she just smiled at him, "Okay...see you soon." Calvin nodded, "See you."

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"What is this about?" Calvin asked for possibly the tenth time as he sat across from Ruby — she looked the same. "Did you make another girl, like me?" Her question caught him off guard, "W-what?" He let out a nervous laugh, he was not going to mention Liz to Ruby. "Calvin, I can sense it. I don't know how to explain it but if you made another girl like me, she's not gonna end up staying with you, it's gonna be a bad ending for you."

No, she's staying.

She won't leave me.

Calvin shook his head, "What? No, she said she'd stay with me."

Fuck.

"Why'd you lie to me Calvin? I'm trying to help. You can't keep making up girlfriends for you, you can't keep controlling them — it's messed up." Ruby scoffed. "I-I need to go." Calvin said as he suddenly remembered something.

He didn't put Liz back into the drawer.

Ruby looked at him, "Why? What is it?" Calvin didn't answer. "What is it?" She pushed on and Calvin looked at her, "You've ruined everything."

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