{ NOTES FROM AXL: SMUT AHEAD Y'ALL }

Calvin knew he should've told Liz what was wrong when they left the diner but he couldn't bring himself to bring up Ruby to her — going as far as telling her that he made her up and was now seeing her — thinking he was seeing her — was opening a whole other can of worms. "You sure you don't wanna tell me what's wrong?" She asked again and Calvin had to restrain himself from snapping at her, when they got home he was gonna go straight into his office and write how she isn't as worrying as she is now. "I'm okay, don't worry about it Liz." Calvin said instead of the other words that were just aching to jump out.

Shut up, I'm fine, I'm fine, stop asking me that — maybe I should've never created you.

He squeezed Liz's hand reassuringly as they continued walking back home.

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Going straight into his office, leaving Liz downstairs, he quickly sat down and unlocked the drawer that held her — held Liz — he began to type.

Liz was a good amount of caring...but she didn't pry when someone said they were fine...she didn't worry all the time.

That should be good enough — Calvin thought before he heard the typewriter ding — he looked back up at the doorway and saw that it was empty. Maybe he should add one more thing...it wouldn't be that drastic but...he could change it if he didn't like it.

Liz suddenly had short hair — she didn't notice a change in her appearance.

Calvin couldn't help but smile at the words on the paper — the typewriter dinged again and he put all of what Liz was back into the drawer before he locked it. He walked into the bathroom and saw Liz brushing her teeth — her hair having changed and Calvin loved it, "You look amazing..." He mumbled as he got closer to her — Liz spit out the toothpaste in her mouth before glancing over at Calvin, "Did you say something Cal?" She questioned before brushing her tongue — Calvin didn't respond and just watched her.

She spit out the rest of the toothpaste mixed with her salvia before rinsing out her mouth with water. "Cal....?" She asked as she grabbed a towel and wiped off her face and hands. "Uh...yes." Calvin answered her. Liz looked at him before placing her hands on his chest, "You okay?" He nodded and Liz gave him a soft smile before pecking his lips, "Okay." She walked past him and went downstairs, "You still wanna watch that movie I was talking about earlier?" She asked and Calvin followed her, "Yeah.." He said — he wasn't that out of his daze — this was the best she's ever looked.

Liz sat down on the couch and Scotty jumped up and laid down next to her legs. Calvin went and sat next to her, watching as she scrolled through Netflix — she put the movie on but Calvin didn't watch, he'd much rather stare at what Liz looked like right now. He would take a picture but he was sure that his mind would never forget this — his mind would never forget her.

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Liz had ended up falling asleep halfway through the movie and Calvin was fine with that — her head rested on his shoulder and it made Calvin happy — well, until his phone rang. He pulled it out of his pocket before he answered it, "Hello..?" He whispered so Liz wouldn't wake up and he heard the person on the other end clear their throat, "Um..." Calvin furrowed his brows. "Who is this?" He asked — slightly louder than he was before. "I...It's...Calvin it's Ruby.."

No...

It couldn't be..

"How..? How did you get..what?" Calvin was in disbelief — why was she contacting him after all this time, "I know you're confused but, hey...I can't really explain it but I just..I'm my own person now — I control who I am now." She explained making Calvin gulp. "I know it's late but...I just was thinking about you..before y'know? I was wondering if you were free tonight.." It was 10:30, "Um...sure.."

Why did I just agree to this?

Calvin shut his eyes tightly, "Wait...I-I can't actually..." He blurted out. Ruby sighed, "Oh..okay..I just...I really wanted to talk to you about the book — the one you wrote, about me." She let out a small laugh. Calvin couldn't help but feel himself liking how it sounded but the mention of his book about her made him angry, "I...no...I'm sorry Ruby." He didn't bother listening to what she had to say, he hung up on her.

He should've been quieter because as he looked over at Liz, he saw that her eyes were open. "Who was that..?" She asked and Calvin knew he was screwed, "An old friend.." He answered but instead of Liz nodding and going back to sleep, she sat up, "Really? An old friend that I've never heard of? Who is Ruby, Calvin?"

Shit..

"She's an ex, she's the one I wrote my book on...The Girlfriend..." He might as well be honest but he knew how jealous he wrote Liz to be — how she liked him only ever liking her, talking to her, being hers. "I didn't call her..she called me.." He reasoned and although it was clear she was angry, Liz didn't push it any further — instead she got up and looked at him, "I'm gonna go to bed...I think tomorrow I'm gonna go out...by myself — find something to do." Calvin furrowed his brows and began to shake his head, "Wait...no, no, no, no." He repeated as he shook his head before he followed Liz up to the bedroom, "Calvin please...let me just...I-I need to sort my mind out, I can't stay in this house any longer."

Calvin dropped to his knees and hugged her legs — freezing her in place — "Please..." He begged, "Don't leave me alone.." Liz couldn't help but let out a laugh, "Calvin, what is up with you tonight?" Calvin didn't answer her, "Please...I'll do anything to make you stay.." He said over and over again. Liz looked down at him, "Calvin...let me go.." Her words resulted in him sobbing as he hugged her legs tighter than before, he placed wet kisses on her thighs, "You won't leave me.." He mumbled over and over again. The feeling of his lips on her skin made Liz simply melt into his touch, "I won't leave you.." She breathed — she tangled her fingers in his hair as she slightly pulled at him to go a bit higher. Calvin obeyed and began to kiss her clothed crotch, he'd do anything to please her if it meant she wouldn't leave him. "Fuck..." She whispered as she gripped his hair tighter.

The action made Calvin mewl like a cat would — the sound vibrated against her, "Get up." She ordered and Calvin did as she said — grabbing his hand, she took him into the bedroom and closed the door behind them. Calvin knew he should just listen and do what she wants but he couldn't help himself as he spoke, "I wanna taste you..I want to so bad.." Now, Calvin had only eaten Liz out once and that was the same night that she had come into his life — he wasn't skilled, he'd never done that to Ruby before, so it was a bit awkward at first and he resulted in using his fingers to make her cum. "You wanna? How badly do you want to?" She teased as she pushed him back onto the bed. Calvin let her but he sat up, "I want to..so much...so badly...please." He begged and it seemed that Liz was either curious or unbothered as she sat next to him before she laid back onto the bed — she groped herself as she stared at him. "Go ahead then...eat me out..like a good boy."

Calvin gulped as he got up before he kneeled down in front of her — he grabbed the hem of her underwear before sliding it down and off her legs. Grabbing her by her shins, he pulled her towards his face before he let her legs rest on his shoulders. Liz went to tease him some more but the feeling of his tongue licking her slit her stop — tasting her juices before he pushed his tongue into her, Liz arched her back at the action, she let out a moan. Calvin pushed his nose against her clit — he was enjoying this so much, loving how this was his apology for the Ruby phone call. "You've learned...oh my god...how to eat someone out, huh?" Liz moaned out and Calvin hummed against her, the vibrations causing her to arch her back and moan again. He loved this — loved the feeling of his tongue entering her, how wet she was.

Now, Calvin might've watched a few porn videos and watched how the men in the videos would eat out the women — he took a few mental notes and now that he was putting them to the use, he was so ecstatic — his erection was also another sign of that. He wasn't going to touch himself though, he was gonna wait until Liz came first and then he could get the release he wanted. Focusing his attention on her clit, he swirled his tongue around it resulting in a loud exclamation from Liz — her hands gripped the sheets tightly — she wrapped her legs around his head and her thighs tightened around him. "Yes, like that.." She moaned. Calvin felt as if he was being suffocated by how he was being pushed into her but if he died right there — at least he'd die happy. With a slight shift with his head, suddenly Liz froze and tightened her legs around his as she moaned loudly, Calvin had made her cum with his mouth and he was so happy — happy that he could please her. The sounds that she made had ended up in Calvin coming himself — the cum making a spot on his sweatpants.

He tried his best to taste all of Liz's cum but he knew he missed some. Licking his lips, he tasted her juices — and if he wasn't so tired, he would've probably came again. Taking off his sweatpants, he slid on a pair of boxers before he laid down next to Liz — both breathed heavily. "'m sorry." Calvin muttered as he faced her and Liz looked at him, "I'm sorry too." She said back before she kissed him and dozed off — Calvin pulled her close and closed his eyes.

Ruby was finally out of his mind tonight and instead he dreamt of Liz — Liz, Liz, Liz, Liz...

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