˚₊‧꒰ა 𝐋𝐀𝐏 𝟎𝟒𝟔 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

Oɴ Cʜɪʟʟ - Wᴀʟᴇ ғᴛ. Jᴇʀᴇᴍɪʜ

Dᴜᴄʜᴇss
Lᴏs Aɴɢᴇʟᴇs, Cᴀʟɪғᴏʀɴɪᴀ

As I passed the finish line I found myself happily screaming, "Yes!"

I then got out of my car and said, "Hand me then keys, foo'"

He just looked down as I smiled his cocky ass isn't so cocky now, is he? He was just another arrogant, annoying rich kid. Mommy and Daddy got him.

He then handed me his keys to his 2009 Porsche 911, along with his pink slips causing me to smile and say, "Thank you."

He just nodded as he began walking away and Savannah then walked up with a smile and said, "Let's go to the beach and get out of here. There's too much testosterone around here now."

I smiled and replied simply, "That's fine by me"

She then just smiled as we got into our cars.

As me and Savannah sat looking at the stars, I finally spoke up saying, "You know for such a tough-looking chic, you're such a softie"

She laughed "Maybe I just really like you Diana"

I laughed and said, "I'm not the relationship type...I haven't been in a relationship since I was 19 and I'm 23 now."

She then turned before nodding and saying, "24"

I then nodded and asked, "Any past relationships you'd like to share that were from hell?"

She then laughed and looked back up at the sky as I pulled out my recently wrapped blunt, lighting it before taking a pull.

I then took another pull as she sighed, "I was left at the alter my wedding day and what makes it worse he brought the bitch to the wedding."

"I would've killed them," I said laughing lowly meaninglessly before she said, "Yeah, well I did kick both of their asses"

I laughed again while saying, "Well you definitely need and deserve some Mary J." handing her the blunt as she took a hit

"What did you do after?" I asked as I looked out to the waves

She then looked over and furrowed her eyebrows, "After what?"

"You know the wedding scandal?" I replied

"Ohh! I went back home to Egypt and joined the military."

I nodded and quickly saluted her making her laugh as she bit her lip and after saying, "In Egypt, we do not salute with our palm not showing."

"I'm sorry."

"Don't worry about it, it was shit anyway. Two tours in Iraq and Afghanistan screws with your mind."

"Yeah"

"Well, what's your story?" She then asked

"What do you mean?" I asked

"Well, what's your story? You seemed to know the two dudes you finished the race with?"

I laughed and took another drag of my blunt and said "Well the blonde is my ex-boyfriend and the other's, my big brother. My story is trusting the blond, then he decided that fucking someone else would make him feel better about me and my male best friends rekindling. I felt so stupid...Man, I was in love with his ass, I would've jumped down the grand canyon for him...And he just hurt me to my soul."

She rested her hand on mine as I began to shakily cry.

She then placed her hand on my cheek and said, "You're strong and beautiful. No man deserves to make you feel like this."

I turned to her and said while trying to laugh away the tears, "You know what you're right! Fuck him."

She laughed and said "That's the spirit. You're one of the most beautiful women I have ever seen. He didn't see and cherish that he's the one with the problem"

I then smiled and said lowly, "You're not too bad yourself." while putting my blunt out in the sand before leaning in slowly as did she resulting in us kissing softly and me to smile a few seconds in.

Though this beautiful brown-eyed damaged souled was in front of me... I still could feel myself wanting to think about Brian because she was exactly who he was when we collided five years ago.

Falling back into the sand did nothing but make us laugh as she crawled over on top of me reattaching her lips.

I couldn't help but lay in bed thinking about both people who have consumed my mind whole.

Brian and Savannah.

I wanted to feel Brian's body and I wanted to feel Savannah's kiss.

It's so confusing. I wish Brian would just go away. I wish those feelings could just fall into a hole and I could bury them six feet under.

Because years my life has been on pause due to his mistake. I was strong but I wasn't immune.

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Lᴏs Aɴɢᴇʟᴇs, Cᴀʟɪғᴏʀɴɪᴀ

I sat in bed looking at the necklace I gave Diana and a picture we took right before we left Miami.

A tear quickly slid down my face causing me to wipe it quickly.

5 years without the love of my life. And it's all because of me.

A picture of her walks around my mind hoping the imitation will become true...it aches my soul being without her and I didn't know how to continue sometimes knowing how much I hurt her. And seeing her with someone else hurt...and what hurt worse was the fact I didn't know how I could possibly get her back.

A/N: Oh my lord. I know you guys are pissed...unless you are still mad at Brian? Is Brian and Diana completely over and this the start of Diana and Savannah? 😌 In the words of Kanye West