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Author POV

Everyone did find out that Yeonbin got divorced but when Taehyun try to talk to the older about this , soobin didn't said anything to him and after that Soobin just stop talking to everyone.

And after the divorce , it's been two months and he has less than one month left . He was in hospital under treatment and doctors was trying to find a heart transplant for him but if anyone heart match with his .

Jungkook entered the room of his patient to saw soobin looking outside of the window. "Good morning Soobin" the younger slowly turned to him and give a small smile .

"How are you hyung" he asked , this two become like friends within two months. The older sigh and take chair than sit beside the bed of soobin .

"Tired , 3 surgeries, over shifts like now I am regretting why I became a doctor" jungkook whined as soobin chuckled than again turned to the window.

"Who told you to" soobin said with a weak and low tone as Jungkook rolled his eyes .

"What can I do , My parents will kill me if they heard that I am complaining about this because, I rejected to handle Appa"s company to become a doctor " jungkook said while writing down soobin heath details at his board .

The younger starts to laugh but he can't laugh properly because of chest pain and coughing. Jungkook rolled his eyes and turned to him .

"Soobin when are you going to tell your family about this!" The older said but the younger remains silent without giving any answer.

"Soon but It's doesn't matter if I am dying or not so it's no use of telling them now, just send them my body after my death" jungkook smacked his own forehead than looked away .

"You're stubborn soobin" the older mumbles. The younger turned his head to faced him.

"What do you expect from me huh! After hurting the only "healing" of my life! I deserve to die!" Soobin burst out over but it made his heath conditions get even worse .

He started to coughing nonstop and he was having breathing problems. Jungkook eyes widen as he got up from His seat than went soobin, try to make him calm .

Moments later soobin state went to normal as Jungkook made him lay down at the bed .

"You shouldn't Burst out like this soobin, it's cause trouble for you" jungkook said but soobin didn't let out any words from his mouth , just blankly stared out of the window.

The doctor let out a deep sigh and went out of the room , leaving the younger to take a rest .

Soobin move a little bit to make himself comfortable than looked at the calendar that was at the room .

"He will get to know about this tomorrow , I hope he can handle this" soobin thought to himself than closed his eyes to sleep for a moment.

At the other side

Yeonjun try to move on from soobin after the divorce. He started to live his life like before like how he used to travel around, went to restaurants, shopping.

But if God want him to get move on from soobin, yeah he still remember about the older sometimes but when those moments where soobin behave so rude to him flashed in his mind . He never want to meet the older again.

He was at his mansion, he was scrolling down his phone, until he heard someone rang his door bell .

"Who comes by now?" He got up from his couch and went to the door to open. He open to saw a guy was standing there .

"Yes?"

"Are you Mr Yeonjun?" The guy said as he nodded. "We have a delivery" the guy said and turned to his co-workers who was behind him .

Yeonjun looked behind the guy to saw so many gifts boxes which made him shocked.

"Who send this" he asked as the guy look at his phone than looked up to him . "Mr choi soobin told us to send this to you" the guy said and Yeonjun became more confused.

They put the all gifts boxes inside Yeonjun house than left . He closed the door and come to the living room .

"Why the hell he send me this gifts" he mumbles while looking at the boxes of gifts .
He thought to open them so he sat down and started to open them one by one .

There was clothes , chocolates , skin car products, pair of earrings and necklace . His eyes widen at the expensive gifts and that's was all according to his wishlist.

He saw a small box , he took the small box and open it to saw a ring inside the which he did like it .

He looked at the other side to saw two plushies , one was a bunny and another was fox .

He grab the bunny plushie and the fox one than placed them at the couch . "Did he saw my diary or what?" Yeonjun was confused as hell and suddenly he found a camera.

He take the camera and turn on to saw a there was a video. He connected the camera to his TV and started the video.

When the video started, he saw it was Soobin.

"Oh hey! I think you get the gifts I send right ? Great then did you like this gifts well it's take a me a long time to found them but I got everything according to your wishlist, yes there was some I can't get" soobin said at the start of the video as Yeonjun was watching it .

"You must be wondering what is happening, why did I send so many gifts even after our divorce blah blah but I will tell about this later , why don't we should talk about our old memories " soobin said with a smile , the smile Yeonjun missed so much .

"Let me behave like the old soobin because you said you missed him right......" Soobin take a deep sigh and look around his room .

"Yeondunnie~" soobin said with a teasing smile as Yeonjun just roll his eyes at his words .

"Yeonjun-ah do you remember when we went to the abandoned building because of a dare from our friends and you get lost there" soobin said and Yeonjun rolled his eyes again while remembering about this .

"I am sure you're already feeling annoyed by remembering about this because you started to cry like a baby when you get lost and I need to find you" soobin said while laughing.

"And he forgot to mention that he was fucking worried for me" Yeonjun mumbles under his breath while watching the video .

"And do you remember you chased me for straight three hours around the neighborhood because I broke the window of your house accidentally" soobin continued, still laughing.

"Dude you just throw a huge size of rock at my window because I teased you for being lazy" Yeonjun said.

The older take another deep sigh than lean closer to the camera. "Those moments was really something, unfortunately we can't make any new memories " soobin said while staring at the camera as Yeonjun felt his heart getting heavy .

Soobin closed his eyes and stay like this for some moments, he seems so tired and he looked weak and pale . His eyes was looking so tired .

He heard the older taking a deep breath than let it go and again looked up to the Camera.

"....I am sorry Yeonjun...." Breaking the deep silence soobin said and Yeonjun heart skipped it's beat and he was waiting for the next .

The older hugged pillow that was near him and rest his chin on the pillow, his hairs was all messy and his face was swollen , same with eyes .

"I know....you hate me so much now and I can't help with this....but let me confess something today...I am really sorry , I was a jerk to you , you don't deserve to treated like this but....*deep sigh*...I don't know what to say now , I have lots of things to say but don't know why I can't say it now" soobin smiled at the camera weakly as he straighten up his posture to sit up at his bed .

"But now you're free so marry someone better than me, who will take a good care of you, love you and never let you felt down...." Yeonjun eyes start to fill with tears as soobin eyes was also brimming with tears .

"I know I might sound selfish but I hope your future husband is less handsome than me...yeah I want him better than me but he can't be good looking as me" soobin said with a chuckled, tears already rolling down his cheeks .

"You must be thinking that I am still that crying baby....just seeing me crying right? Okay I don't mind you have right to tease me tho...." Yeonjun was crying as well because of the older words .

"I have said lots of things but now let me tell one thing and promise me you will don't blame over yourself for this or....Cry for me... because your tears worth a lot , don't waste them for me" soobin said and his voice was already cracked up and eyes was red , tears rolling down nonstop .

"Yeonjun.....I have a heart failure " Yeonjun felt like everything around him stopped and he looked up at the TV screen with his teary eyes .

"I am going to die soon...and when you are watching this video, maybe I am admitted at hospital or maybe I already left the world who knows" soobin started to laugh but his eyes was telling the opposite.

"WHAT!" Yeonjun can't believe what he just heard like he want this to become his dream so he can wake up and it's end but to his bad it's was the truth .

"I don't want you to worry about this that's why I didn't tell you before or not like anyone, If you get to know about this than don't need to come and meet me at the hospital because I want to die peacefully" soobin continued as Yeonjun was already a sobbing mess .

"Just remember to take care of yourself and find someone better than me but not handsome than me okay..*chuckled* .... goodbye let's meet at the next life Yeonjun, hope I will treat you better" and the video ended .

"I hate you soobin....I really hate you! WHY YOU DIDN'T TOLD ME ABOUT THIS BEFORE, I FUCKING HATE YOU SOOBIN!" Yeonjun cover his face with his hands and started to sob loudly.

At the hospital

Soobin was staring at the celling, thinking how will Yeonjun react if he find out about this . He will break down surely but he can't do anything. Fate already written this for them so .

Now Fate knows what will happen next .

So I said before if I feel much better than u guys might double update so here is the double update.

I know it's sad but hope u guys enjoy and please vote for it .

Bye 👋