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"Really doctor?!" Soobin was stunned to speak for now , wanting this to be his nightmare but it was true when jungkook nod his head in yes .

"Mr choi , your heart is damaging since long time ago but now it's become worse that's why your body is starting to get weak and your body is having difficulty to pump the blood around your heart and body" Jungkook explain while showing the report toward him.

"Do you smoke , or have kind of diabetes, high blood pressure Mr choi?" jungkook asked but soobin shook his head in no .

"Then did you have any types of accident in Your past because your heart was damaging for a long time and you don't have any idea?" Jungkook stated as soobin was listening to him and he was deep of his thoughts.

Suddenly something hit on soobin mind as he let out a deep sigh and looked down at the ground which made jungkook raised his eyebrows and lean closer to the table .

"Mr choi , does you had a accident in your past?" Jungkook asked in a low tone as soobin give him a weak and bitter smile than took another Deep sigh .

"Yes, I had"

Jungkook lean backed to his seat and rubbed his forehead than again looked up to his patient.

"What happened to you?" He asked as soobin open his mouth to spoke.

"I had a accident when I try to save-" soobin stopped at his last sentence which made jungkook more curious.

"Save who Mr choi, you need to tell me" soobin smile weakly then looked away from the doctor to outside of the window.

"To the save the person who I used to take care of and now the same person I am hurting till now" soobin said as Jungkook again furrowed his eyebrows.

"Who is that person" soobin turned to him as he was already feeling weak but he managed to talk .

"Yeonjun, my best friend, my only friend, my husband, the person I have hurt a lot mow , the person who didn't do anything but suffering because of my stupidity " soobin said with a bitter chuckle as Jungkook nodded .

"How it happened?" Jungkook asked while writing down something on his notepad.

"He was crossing the road without noticing that a truck was coming at his way , so I pushed him away and the truck hit me which made me stay unconscious for four days, everyone thought I might go on coma but hopefully I wake up but the doctor did told me this accident might cause something serious in future " soobin explained everything to him as Jungkook wrote them down .

"Mr choi you shouldn't be careless now it's cause a big danger for you" jungkook said while putting down his pen .

"Does it's have any treatment?" Soobin asked as the older sighed and look at him

"It can be treated if we found a heart transplant in time and the heart need to matches with you Mr choi but it's have high risk" jungkook replied.

"And also Mr choi it's already late , you have three months left" soobin didn't said anything back because he don't felt any kind of emotion inside him right now .

"You need to be stay in hospitalisation from now on"
Soobin looked up to him than shook his head .

'no doctor, I can't admit at hospital now, I need to solve my personal problems or I will regret for this even after I die!" Soobin said .

"But Mr choi, it will cause more problems" jungkook said but soobin refused.

"Doctor please, let me clean the mess I created by myself, Please!" Soobin voice was weak and low as Jungkook take a deep breath and than let it out .

"Fine Mr choi , but you need to be quick" he said while prescribed him some medicine for now as soobin nodded his head . He got up from his place and shook his hand with jungkook before leaving.

"We're going to meet again, hope you give me a better treatment until I die" soobin said with a smile as Jungkook just stared at him then nodded .

Soobin walked out of the room and took out his phone then dialed someone number and put his phone at his ear.

"Hello yeah Mr song , I want you ready a divorce paper for me, send me when your done" soobin hang up the call and put his phone inside his pocket.

Soobin went inside the car and told the driver to drove him home .

Time skip

Soobin entered the house but he didn't saw Yeonjun anywhere so he thought the younger might go outside for something or someone to meet .

He hold his chest because it was hurting than he went to his room . He grab the knob and open the door than entered his room , not forgetting to close the door behind.

He took of his coat and throw it at the couch and stood there for some moments suddenly something caught his eyes .

He saw a diary at the table and he know that it's Yeonjun diary because he is the one who gave this diary as gift to the younger.

He took the the diary and open it , he smiled how Yeonjun had still have the photos of them and how cutely he designed them inside the diary .

He turn the pages one after one until he come across Yeonjun wishlist. He stopped at the page and started to read his wishes .

There was lots of cute things Yeonjun want from someone. He was smiling until he come across the last sentences .

•peace
•Divorce .

He don't feel hurt or surprise because what he did the past few months with him,  Yeonjun will definitely want to get free from this .

"Don't worry you will get what you wanted"

Time skip

Next day at night

Taehyun was standing at the rooftop of the building of hotel which is owned by soobin, the older called him to meet with him so he did .

He was smoking there until he heard footsteps behind him so he turned to saw soobin was walking toward him and he was looking weak and pale .

Soobin come and take the cigarette from Taehyun hand than smashed it under his feet .

"Don't ruin your life like me" the older said and stood beside him , Taehyun rolled his eyes than turned to face the view of city .

"What's the matter you want to talk?" The younger asked .

"Why your mood is pissed off" soobin asked in back without answering the younger.

"Nothing" Taehyun looked away but soobin did understand something happened to the younger.

"Tell me or I am going throw you off from here, don't forget this building has 55 floors" soobin said .

Taehyun sighed and tell the older about the massive argument and the misunderstanding between him and beomgyu.

The older let out a sigh and sit at the bars and looked up at the stars . "Listen Taehyun I have never given you any types of advice before because I was never a good older brother to any of you but today can you listen to me for once" soobin said as Taehyun turned to him .

Yes from the childhood soobin and Taehyun was not close with each other , they never shared any feelings or secrets with each other. They hardly talked to each other.

"Hyung , I never blamed you for not getting closer to me because after all it's not your fault, not like everyone is friendly" Taehyun said with a low tone.

"And let's not forget, I am adopted Taehyun"

The younger let out a sigh and glared at his "brother".
"Did I mention that your adopted hyung! I never saw you as that okay! Stop bringing the topic of adoption" the younger said more like a shout .

"I am sorry, but we can't ignore the fact and also Taehyun don't repeat the same thing between you and beomgyu" the older said with low tone as Taehyun turned to him again.

"Beomgyu called me yesterday, he already told everything to me and he even said he didn't meant anything he said , listen Taehyun, Beomgyu is lonely, he lost his parents since the childhood and after that he was abused by his aunt" soobin said as the younger remains silent .

"He was afraid to lose the only person that he have Because since he start to live with you he felt like he had find the perfect person for him but the confusion start here that you both didn't confess to each other and how it get puzzled up Taehyun, what if you left him , he was scared to lose you , he will be lonely again if you also left him so I guess you should talk to him" soobin continued while staring at the younger.

"Please Taehyun, I have hurt "him" alot but I don't want same thing happened between you two" the voice of the older was cracked a little as Taehyun was still standing there, being silent.

Soobin put his arm around the younger and made Taehyun to turned and faced him .

"I was never a good brother, good best friend, good husband or a good human, but Taehyun I don't want you to be the same one as me" Soobin said with a low tone .

"Please forgive Beomgyu and fixed everything between you two" he stated more and Taehyun finally agreed as he let out sigh .

"What happened to you, why are you talking like you are going to die?" Taehyun said as soobin chuckled then answered him .

"I just want to clean the mess then live peacefully" soobin said and put his hand over Taehyun cheek and softly caresses the younger cheek .

"Can you do me a favour Taehyun?" He said as The younger nodded his head .

"Forgive Beomgyu, and take care of everything after me, My works and yeonjun" the older said as Taehyun get confused.

"But What's wrong with you! Why are talking like this hyung don't be silly! You're scaring me!" Taehyun had tears in his eyes, not wanting to believe the negatives thoughts that was coming at his mind .

Soobin smiled at his brother which can show his weak health conditions and how pale he became which made Taehyun more worried.

"Taehyun, promise you will take care of everything and yourself, please never let Beomgyu left out again or felt hurt , if any you guys have arguments then said to sorry to him even it's not your fault, I don't him to get hurt like Yeonjun, I have done lots of things that hurt him so deeply so now I want everything to have a end , a happy ending" soobin said and tear rolled down from his eye.

"Hyung, I also want a happy ending but with you , with yeonjun hyung and beomgyu but the way your talking it's making me worried hyung , tell me what happened to you , why are you behaving like this!" Taehyun eyes was already filled with warm tears and some of them was rolling down his cheeks .

The older pulled him into a hug and it's was first time they both hugged each other like Taehyun was sobbing at the older arms while the older was patting his back with tears brimming in his own eyes .

"Taehyun please keep the promise"

I don't know about you guys because the way you guys hate choi brothers but I have tears while writing this part 😭.

And also if I went offline then understand I am sick because I am not feeling well but still managed to update this part to let you guys know that I am kinda sick .

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