TACENDA!
───── epigraph

You were never mine
but that will not stop me
from keeping you in my heart
the fictive touches

The air kisses
and all the imaginary moments
will always be mine
to return to

When I'm feeling lonely
for this is what I know
the timing was wrong
but I was not

And you will always be the best lover
I never had.

─────k. tolnoe

TACENDA PLAYLIST

𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆...

〚𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆: 𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑, 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘〛
"'Cause you've got a higher power,
Got me singing every second, dancing every hour"

⋯ ⋯ ⋯ ⋯ ⋯

𝟎𝟏. 𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍, 𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐀 𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄
"Feel my blood runnin', swear the sky's fallin',
How do I know if this shit's fabricated, oh?"

𝟎𝟐. 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌, 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐒
"We all are living in a dream,
But life ain't what it seems"

𝟎𝟑. 𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃, 𝐓𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐎𝐑 𝐒𝐖𝐈𝐅𝐓
"I'll spend forever wondering if you knew,
I was enchanted to meet you"

𝟎𝟒. 𝐄𝐍𝐉𝐎𝐘 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄, 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐀
"Sit back and enjoy your problems,
(Oh) you don't always have to solve them"

𝟎𝟓. 𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐓𝐇 𝐎𝐅 𝐉𝐔𝐋𝐘, 𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐁𝐎𝐘
"You and I were fire, fire, fireworks,
That went off too soon"

𝟎𝟔. 𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐋𝐘 𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄, 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐀
"All of the weight you have carried around,
Feelings come up and you push 'em back down"

𝟎𝟕. 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝐓𝐎𝐆𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑, 𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐈 𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐓. 𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐀 𝐎𝐑𝐀
"My hands are tied, but not tight enough,
You're the high that I can't give up"

𝟎𝟖. 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐀𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍, 𝐃𝐔𝐀 𝐋𝐈𝐏𝐀
"Used to be afraid of love and what it might do,
But goddamn, you got me in love again"

𝟎𝟗. 𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐒 𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐀 & 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐊 𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄, 𝐓𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐎𝐑 𝐒𝐖𝐈𝐅𝐓
"No cameras catch my muffled cries,
I counted days, I counted miles"

𝟏𝟎. 𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐀𝐍 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒, 𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐄 𝐄𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐇
"I've never fallen from quite this high,
Fallin' into your ocean eyes"

𝟏𝟏. 𝐑𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐎𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄, 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐒
"I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones,
Enough to make my systems blow"

𝟏𝟐. 𝐒𝐎𝐀𝐏, 𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐙
"God, I wish I never spoke,
Now I gotta wash my mouth out with soap"

𝟏𝟑. 𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐄, 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐀
"You're skin and bone, you're full of fear,
But you are just a human being"

𝟏𝟒. 𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍, 𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐂 𝐁𝐄𝐍𝐉𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐍
"I should've built a home with a fountain for us,
The moment that she told me that she was in love"

𝟏𝟓. 𝐖𝐀𝐑 𝐎𝐅 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐒, 𝐑𝐔𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄
"I can't help but want you,
I know that I'd die without you"