I don't know what time Ochako fell asleep but the corridor lights outside that had been turned off showed that it was very late. When Ochako stood up she felt her body getting weaker. She slowly headed for the door and she happened to hear someone's attention at the door.

Is this Deku -kun ? no, there's no way he'd be on the girls' side of the dormitory at this hour

Ochako fearfully opened the door and by closing her eyes Ochako widened the door opening, which only then received a warm hug from the person who opened the door.

Ochako felt tears falling in love with her hair, and made her open her eyes, seeing a tall, black-haired girl sobbing while stroking Ochako's hair gently.

"Momo-chan... What's wrong with you?" asked Ochako panicked, how not to panic. This is Momo, the most patient and strong woman Ochako has ever known, and she is crying while hugging Ochako.

Momo's cries grew louder and her embrace on Ochako tightened even more. In her sobs Momo said something that made Ochako surprised and confused.

"I-I..., I don't want to lose you, Ochako-san." said Momo with a little stammer, and of course in a hoarse voice.

Ochako slowly let go of Momo's embrace, she then looked at Momo's eyes which were already swollen and still shedding tears, Momo's beautiful eyelids were now not as beautiful as usual, those eyelids really made Momo not as beautiful as before.

But one thing that Ochako really wants to know. "Lose me? Momo what do you mean? I'm not going, you know that right?" said Ochako who got a shake from Momo.

"Hanahaki, a deadly beautiful disease, Ochako... you, you have that disease right?"

Hearing Momo's answer made Ochako's body immediately go limp, she, who was no longer strong enough to support her body, finally fell, and at that moment Ochako could no longer hold back the tears in her eyes. She was crying there, Momo, who saw Ochako sobbing, sat beside Ochako and hugged her, "... How did you know?" Asked Ochako who had now calmed down and wiped her tears.

"Do you still remember my laptop that you borrowed, Ochako?" answering the question Ochako nodded. "I looked through your wanted list and some articles discussing the disease, and when I searched the bathroom after I felt something fishy with you, I found this." explained Momo who then took something out of his trouser pocket.

Ochako's eyes were perfectly rounded as she stared at the objects then turned her gaze towards Momo who was currently making a handkerchief to wipe away the tears that were still flowing down her cheeks.

"Lily flower petals and bloodstained tissue..." Momo said briefly.

and with that said, Ochako Uraraka begged me Momo not to tell anyone about this.

"I will only do so if you let me help you figure out a cure for this disease, Ochako-san."

Of course Ochako immediately agreed because she was so desperate with the stupid disease and idiotic feelings she was suffering from. "I hate this Momo but I hate this feeling of love more!" said Ochako accompanied by sobs.

Momo, who couldn't do anything, could only hug Ochako, I hope Ochako will calm down a little. "We will definitely find the rules, Ochako-san. I promise you."

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there are only 2 ways to cure it, namely:

1. make the person you love return your love

2. surgery, namely by removing the flowers in your lungs. the consequence is that the feeling of love will disappear and be destroyed.

Momo once again tried to find a different review article but this was already the fiftieth article she had read, and with the same explanation.

When Momo wanted to move her mouse again, Ochako stopped her. "Look no further, Momo. I'm sure the only way is to get rid of my feelings for him..."

Hearing Ochako's decision makes Momo disagree. "Ochako! Are you sure you want to hurt Midoriya-san? Are you sure you can make him sad?"

Ochako just smiled at Momo's statement and question.

For our sake, I only have one month left to live and hopefully I can endure this pain.

Three before one month 

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Ochako is now catching her breath, all the things Mina is doing, Ochako knows why, Ochako also knows why Mina now locks her alone with Izuku in this cramped warehouse full of dust.

And this time Ochako was sitting in the corner of the wall far from the door where Izuku tried to open the door and of course failed.

Ochako was in the corner of the wall solely wanting to be away from Izuku, for less than a month Ochako managed to stay away from Izuku with the various reasons she made to make the two of them no longer as close as they used to be, and of course this hurt Ochako.

But what can she do? She prefers to stay away from close friends who really understand her than to feel pain and tightness every time she is near her best friend and make their relationship even more tenuous with the feelings of confusion and guilt present from both of them.

"Uraraka-san, may I sit beside you?" Ochako really wanted to refuse Izuku's request but what could be done, Izuku's pitiful face managed to slightly soften the hard wall that Ochako had created between them.

"Please." answered Ochako briefly.

There was the sound of something sliding and the sound of someone sitting on the floor, beside her. Ochako didn't dare to spoil Izuku at all now. She just didn't want to deal with the tightness in her chest and the feeling of uneasiness that managed to present every time he and Izuku made eye contact.

Ochako, who didn't want to see Izuku still doing her own thing, played her Flip Phone which then turned into sending a message asking Momo for help so she could get out of there.

Everything went smoothly, there was no sound, no talk, only silence that was present in this constantly rotating passage of time, until finally Ochako felt an additional burden on her shoulders, and it didn't take long for Ochako to realize that Izuku was leaning on her shoulder.

Ochako, who was trying to get away from there, found Izuku holding her back, "At least just this once, let me be close to you Uraraka-san..." Hearing Izuku's request, Ochako no longer tried to get away but she let Izuku lean on her.

"Every time you walk away from me and I don't know why you do that it really hurts, every time you run away from me it makes me feel something is wrong with me so you don't want to be near me,

and you know Uraraka-san, the more you try to get away from me the stronger my feeling will be to keep chasing you and be beside you Uraraka-san, because that's what you did before, chasing me and bringing me back here, you're the one who stands in front of me so that I can be accepted by everyone who disagrees with my presence.

Uraraka-san..., I really appreciate our friendship, I was very happy with the relationship we had at that time and why is now you're be the reason I feel hurt Uraraka-san's?"

Every said, every word, every breath that Izuku spoke and let out became a dagger that stabbed into Ochako's chest mercilessly, because of Izuku's words, Ochako had a hard time holding back the tightness that was now getting worse, she wanted to vomit now, Ochako closed her mouth using her hands and finally the sound of the barn door opening made Ochako scream out and jump from the window and head towards a quiet place, there Ochako coughed and vomited.

Lots of blood and flower petals came out of the mouth, this made it even more difficult to breathe.

What Ochako didn't realize was that someone was following her and how shocked that person was when she saw Ochako's condition, which was very weak and apprehensive.

The person came closer, he then put his hand on Ochako's back and stroked her back gently.

The kindness and attention he gave made Ochako's condition even worse, even now Ochako couldn't take this pain anymore, she was vomiting more and more blood and lilies and her breath was getting more and more labored.

"Uraraka-san! Let's go to the hospital." Ochaco shook his head. "Ah, I don't want to, Deku-kun, and I beg you to leave here, don't come near me yet!" Ochako ordered which of course was immediately rejected by Izuku. "I don't want Uraraka-san, at least let me help you! If we don't go to the hospital now--"

Ochako brushed off Izuku's hand on her shoulder, "Please go away..." said Ochako in a weak and hoarse voice. "I'm not leaving you here!"

This made Ochako even more sick, Izuku's resistance and stubbornness made Ochako impatient. "GET AWAY FROM ME, MIDORIYA! YOU CAUSED ME BE LI--" Ochako was no longer able to continue her prospect.

The blood that came out of his mouth and his weak body made him unconscious, and just in time Izuku caught Ochako's body which had almost fallen to the grass which was filled with blood and lily flowers.