I spent two days in selim's room just waiting
for them to bring my stuff back to the room and i enjoyed the time i spent with him more than any other time. Whenever they try to draw us apart we get closer than the last time

I was now standing infront of the door staring at them as they're checking the smallest details , after this happened selim got super mad at his aunt for packing my stuff and putting it away and she deserved it .

I sweared that i would not catch a rest until i send her away from her .

« Sultanim im really happy that i'll be able to serve you again » nurbahar spoke behind my shoulder and i turned around to look at her

« Of course you're not going away any sooner , you know too much » i jokingly talked to her and she also grinned and laughed .

i entered my room and ordered sumbul agha to distribute gold coins and some of my dresses to the girls and of course some sweets since i came back .

I have missed this room more than anything, it had so many memories , laughs , tears everything was hidden between these four walls .

« Nurbahar where are the others ? i'm sure it's not only you that serves me here » i asked looking around my room and i noticed that all of my trusted girls were not here .

« Sultanim i - i didn't want to bother you when you just arrived but the truth is » my eyes grew wider waiting for her to finish her sentence .

« Sah sultan has removed most of the girls from the harem and brought new ones » i stood up furiously and put a hand on my forehead .

« Who does she think she is ? how can she interfere with my servants here ? » nurbahar grabbed my arm because she knew that i would get mad .

I didn't waste a minute and immediately went to see Sah sultan and know whatever wicked plan she was making .

« i'm sorry but sah sultan doesn't want to see anyone right now » the girl guarding her door spoke and i gave her a look making her eyes drop to the floor .

« I do not take permission from you , you either open this door or i'll break it » The girl started reaching for the handle but the girl on the other side stopped her .

« Sah sultan made the instructions clear we can't do that » I laughed and turned to look at the girl who spoke , i put my hand on the handle and yanked her hand away .

« Aghas » I yelled at the two aghas standing not far away from us , they came running towards me and bowed down

« In your service sultana » i stared at the two girls intensely but i didn't want to throw the first girl in jail , the other one is the one i'd throw without hesitation.

« Take her away from my face and lock her away ,whoever talks back should know their limits » the girl looked at me in confusion and fear and looked at the aghas .

I didn't bother waiting for them so i yanked the door open just to find sah sultan getting a head massage on her couch , her hair was still down and she looked like she was about to sleep .

« Who do you think you are to barge in when i didn't give you the permission ? » She raised her voice at me and i didn't even answer her .

« I shouldn't be respecting someone who doesn't even respect me , what do you think you are doing ? » i questioned and she immediately dismissed the girls that were around her so now we're both alone .

« If you're talking about the servants i sent away that is none of your business , i am responsible for the harem , i take decisions and you shall obey to them » i couldn't believe my ears nor my eyes , the attitude she was giving me was insane but i was much crazier than her .

« I'm not your servant so you can raise your voice at me and i'm also not your daughter , you can't oder me around » i walked closer towards her so now i'm staring directly into her eyes .

« You will bring them back or i'll destroy this palace on you head . and i don't want you interfering with my stuff ever again » she got angrier at each word i said , her eyes were travelling up and down .

« You're not in the positon to order me either , you're not even a mother to a prince » she tried to intimidate me but that was not going to work .

« But i will and once i get the full power believe me you'll start begging for my mercy , everything you did to me and to my family . i will punish you for each word you said to me » i turned around to leave but she stopped me in my tracks .

« I hope you die giving birth and if not naturally i will do it with my own hands » i unbelievably looked at her and started shaking my head in disappointment.

« I never met such a cruel and evil person my whole life but trust me i will take my revenge sooner or later » with that i shut the door close and had to go back to my room , that's when i felt a shooting pain emerge in my stomach .

I should not be giving birth at all , it's not the time nor the right place . i was wishing it was just one random kick but it wasn't , the pain kept escalating but i was one hundred percent sure i was not supposed to give birth yet