"Dear Changbin,

I was scared.
Really scared.
Nobody was there.

I was locked in a room.
Yes, it was the bullies.
But they were nothing compared to them, you know it.

Well, they came back.

For several minutes, I felt like I was suffocating.
Like I was dying.
I was hoping I would die for good.
The sensation was horrible and having to feel it many times was even worse.

But you came to get me out of here.

You pulled me towards you and hugged me tightly.
Once again, your tears have fallen on your face.

I was sorry...

But what shocked me the most was what you told me afterwards.

" I love you, Felix. ''

An explosion of feelings had manifested itself in my heart.
You even kissed me.

And it was the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me.

Thank you, Changbin.

Felix.  "