These are some of my crushes that I've acumulated throughout my life.

Now keep in mind, I don't remember all of them because I don't really remember much of my childhood. But the ones I will mention might shock you.

Anyways, enough chatter. Let's begin!!

My first ever crush.
The mother fucker who started it all.

Tom Hiddleston

Where I discovered him: Thor Ragnarok

Y'all can thank this dude for creating the disaster that is me 😎
It was somewhat after my folks had split up and my mom and stepdad first started dating. I was around 12 years old and  I remember sitting in the theater watching Ragnarok and seeing Loki (Tom) for the first time thinking he was cute.

I don't even remember what happened after that. I just fell in love lmao. But I think that Tom is the reason why this disaster exists lol.

My second crush!!!

Benedict Cumberbatch

Where I discovered him: Doctor Strange

Another Marvel movie fucked up my life XD
I don't even think I was attracted to him when I saw Doctor Strange. I'm pretty sure I fell for him when I was big into Sherlock. But either way, I fell in love lmao. Like all my other fave actors, I admire him and everything he does. I think he's a downright fantastic actor and everyone should be exposed to him just a little.

Onto the next

James McAvoy

Where I discovered him: Split (2016)

I didn't really fall for him until I watched the X-Men movies. I thought he made an adorable Charles Xavier and all the characters he played were portrayed fantastically.

Zachary Quinto

Where I discovered him: Star Trek Into Darkness

I initially watched the movie because I saw Cumberbatch was in it. But the first instance that Spock (Zachary) was on screen, I was in awe. And (you guessed it) I fell head over heels for him. Then my crush got intensified when the AMC show NOS4A2 premiered. I was shocked to find out he's gay, but I kept crushing. Idgaf lol

Marilyn Manson

Where I discovered him: his music

This was back when I was a rock and roll junkie and I was going through my really REALLY depressed phase. I find gothic people really attractive and Manson was no exception. Idk what made me fall for him, but I never regretted loving him or his music

Caroline Dhavernas

Where I discovered her: NBC Hannibal

My first ever female crush. I just thought she was really really pretty, then I felt other feelings for her.
That's all I have to say about Caroline lol

David Bowie

Where I discovered him: his music

Again, this was back when I was a rock and roll junkie. I always listened to classic rock and I had a phase where I listened to alot of Davie Bowie. Honestly, I don't think I fell for him until my Labyrinth phase XD
But y'all know I don't regret knowing of his existance.
I was drastically heartbroken when he had passed away in 2016.
Honestly, that year took alot of great people, including David. But I will always remember him for his legacy, the fucking amazing music he made for the whole world to hear.
You will be missed, and never forgotten David ❤️❤️

Halsey

Where I discovered her: her music

Okay, so funny story.
I was watching SNL one night and she was to perform. Well, smack dab in the middle of her performance, I was thinking "Holy shit this bitch is hAwT aF-"
And yeah, I started to crush on her lmao.

Mark Ruffalo

Where I discovered him: Marvel movies

He wasn't one of my major crushes, but I might as well mention him because I find him attractive lol.

Anyways, I will post a part 2 to this, so keep your eyes peeled