it was painful. . . .
the process was painful.
but i had to learn to move
on.

days and nights. . . .
i spent them all by crying
just for you.

i wanted to walk away from
that misery but it seemed
impossible. it felt impossible.

but it was enough. even if
you were not there by my
side anymore, "i will try."

i had to.

atleast for you.