IN ANOTHER UNIVERSE, MARY WINCHESTER IS STILL ALIVE. In another universe, Millie Winchester is not her brother's keeper. Ever since the fire that claimed her mother's life and took her childhood right along with it, Millie has dreamed of living in one of those other universes.

INSTEAD, SHE WAS HERE. In a world where her father cared more about revenge than being a father, where monsters were real and she had to be the one to hunt them. A world where she no longer a child, but a soldier, at age four.

MILLIE WINCHESTER WAS NOT AFRAID TO DIE. Not if it meant keeping her younger brother safe. Because that was her job, what her father had always told her. Protect Sammy, no matter what. But Millie's never been able to follow directions very well.

STARRING:

BROOKLYNN PRINCE as MILLIE WINCHESTER II
john's journal. ages 4-14. caterpillar.

STEFANIE SCOTT as MILLIE WINCHESTER II
millie's 1st journal. ages 15-24. chrysalis.

JENNIFER MORRISON as MILLIE WINCHESTER II
millie's 2nd journal. ages 25+. butterfly.

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RIDGE CANIPE, DYLAN EVERETT AND JENSEN ACKLES as DEAN WINCHESTER

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ALEX FERRIS, COLIN FORD AND JARED PADALECKI as SAM WINCHESTER

AND ALSO:
jeffery dean morgan as john winchester
jim beaver as bobby singer
kelsey asbille as willow

JOHN'S JOURNAL: 1983–1993
MILLIE'S 1ST JOURNAL: 1994–2004
MILLIE'S 2ND JOURNAL: 2005–20??

PLAYLIST:

side a:
track 01. stick season — noah kahan
track 02. my tears ricochet — taylor swift
track 03. hard times — ethel cain
track 04. chinese satellite — phoebe bridgers
track o5. a troubled mind — noah kahan
track 06. you're on your own kid — taylor swift
track 07. doomsday — lizzy mcalpine
track 08. alien blues — vundabar
track 09. little dark age — mgmt
track 10. family tree — ethel cain

side b:
track 01. growing sideways — noah kahan
track 02. not strong enough — boygenius
track 03. first love / late spring — mitski
track 04. i know the end — phoebe bridgers
track 05. be nice to me — the front bottoms
track 06. this is me trying — taylor swift
track 07. family line — conan gray
track 08. matilda — harry styles
track 09. dial drunk — noah kahan
track 10. gilded lily — cults

DEDICATED TO: as always, my best friend, samcoded for always supporting me, and also ollyoxenfrees, cloudysky_22, harringtonssss, -laevinic, llucidss, diabolical16 , Mushyhearts, Trashmouth_Sahra, BUGZDOESMINING as well as everyone who reads this. ily <3

CONTENT WARNINGS: violence, language, drinking, smoking, substance abuse, child neglect, homophobia ( internal and external ), implied/referenced child abuse, gore, religious themes / imagery, other canon typical potentially triggering topics, may be updated.
COPYRIGHT: as stated at the beginning of every fanfic ever, i don't own supernatural or the characters, they belong to the cw. i only own millie, her plotline and any unfamiliar characters, so please don't steal my stuff or this layout. all graphics were made by me unless otherwise started. many of the entries to john winchester's journal are from the book written by alex irvine and edited by me to fit the story and some are my own. the current cover is from pinterest.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: this is an epistolary fic told through 3 diaries. the entries will intersect and the story will be told through both past and present but each entry will be labeled. because they're diaries, they'll be in first person, which i know many of you don't like reading in fanfics ( and i don't like writing for fanfics tbh ) but i hope because of the format you'll still read and enjoy it <3
STATUS: ongoing
STARTED: 21 may 2023