"Nooooo. Why are you awake right now?" Trinity wrapped her arms around Amari just before he could walk out of the bathroom, holding a very evident and purposeful pout on her face.

"I been up this whole time. I just ain't wanna ruin yo' surprise. I had to pee though." He kissed her bottom lip that was poked out before chuckling at her sucking her teeth.

"Well now it's not even a surprise anymore. You suck." She frowned, only for him to kiss her again, clearly unbothered.

"Happy birthday baby." She rubbed his waist moments later, letting him kiss her wherever he pleased. It was his special day after all.

"Thank you. I want my baby now." He told her, smiling at the sound of her laughter. She grabbed his hand to pull him towards the living room, thankful that she was just about done setting up anyway.

Above the fireplace were letter balloons that spelled out 'Happy 28th Birthday' in silver chrome, and they were being weighed down by a bunch of black and silver gift bags since those were his favorite colors. He could also see two PlayStation 5 Pro console boxes—one for the living room and one for their bedroom—which he had actually planned to go buy this weekend.

The gift bags were all name brand, too; Neiman Marcus, Coach, Gucci, Cartier, and three Yeezy and three Air Jordan boxes. The last thing he could see was a birthday cake that was made with fondant to look like a huge wad of cash with a few blunts on top of it. There were also 12 cupcakes to match with money toppers.

"You told me not to do anything but you didn't say I couldn't get you something. Well, somethings." She chuckled with a shrug of her shoulders, and her smile returned when his arms wrapped around her for a hug.

"Aye though ma, that cake clean as hell. Never seen no shit like that on foe 'nem grave." He gave her another kiss, making her smile grow bigger.

"Do you want to open your gifts?" She asked.

"Nah..I will tomorrow. Bright and early for you. I promise." He left one last kiss on her forehead before letting her go to grab Amaria from her baby rocker.

Trinity quietly sighed as she watched him sit down on the couch with her, blowing bubbles in her neck. It was so obvious that he was feeling down, especially compared to his normal behavior. She hadn't seen him upset like this in a good minute even though he was trying his hardest to hide it. She could see right through it.

She was sure that it had something to do with the fact that he'd never had a good birthday before, but she was hoping that this year would be different since it was their first one together. This was one of those memories she wanted to give a different meaning to, but maybe she couldn't do it this time. This day was probably too traumatic for him, and she hated that because this was the day he was supposed to feel the most special.

"Hey pretty girl. Daddy missed you so much. You drooling and shit Fat, damn." He wiped his mouth off when some of her spit got inside from him holding her in the air.

"She ate already?" He watched Trinity blow out the candles on his cake, and he could tell that she was sad but he specifically told her not to do anything today to prevent that from happening, only for her to go against his wishes.

"Yes." She sat down next to him on the couch, and he looked over at her to meet her gaze.

"What you sad for ma? I already told you how today goes. You ain't listen to me. You hurt yo' own feelings." He chuckled, leaning over to give her yet another kiss when he saw her eyes watering.

"I know but I couldn't just not do anything. And I tried to be simple. I'm just so sad for you because I don't know how to help." She wiped her face and tried to gather herself to stop the tears before too many of them fell.

"That ain't always gotta be yo' job baby. I'm good. I don't feel no type of way. Birthdays just not my thing."

"You don't have to lie to me. You not good—at all. I can tell. You might can fool everybody else but you know damn well ain't no fooling me." She pointed to herself, and a faint smile graced his face at the truth.

He lost eye contact with Trinity when he turned his head to look at their daughter again, watching a quick gummy smile appear on her face once she caught his gaze. Then, she leaned forward with an open mouth to leave her drool on his cheek while grabbing all over his face.

"She the best present. And you are too. I'm okay just being wit' y'all ma. I ain't need none of the extra stuff." He told her, wiping the side of his face off. Trinity remained silent for a few moments, just watching the two of them exchange kisses—well, Amaria tried. She was mostly just slobbering.

Trinity loved seeing him be a dad. Their baby absolutely adored him; so much that she literally decided to steal his whole face. Seriously. It was like he made her by himself. She only had Trinity's eyes and cheeks. Everything else was all Amari—down to her bow legs and big lips.

"So..who ruined it for you? Sharon or Silk? Or all the above?" Trinity asked.

"You gon' make me talk about it anyway huh?" He chuckled.

"If you don't want to, that's okay. You don't have to answer." She said, watching him glance over at her for a few seconds.

"This the first birthday I ain't tried to kill myself on." He told her without answering her question, and her mouth opened in shock. She was not expecting him to say that.

"Even though I'm happier this year..I still got the urge to do it. Guess I made it into a ritual or somethin'." He shrugged before continuing. "I ain't though—so don't be scared or nothin'. It's just what I feel."

"I ain't start 'til I was like..nine, I think. Sharon beat the fuck out me for getting in trouble at school the day before my birthday. She said she wished she would've never had me. She was gone for three days after that; left me at home by myself. Ain't show up on my birthday so I tried to make her wish come true." He spoke so casually like that was just the everyday norm.

"Do you have any good memories at all with them two?" Trinity asked in utter disbelief.

"Um—nope. Unless you count them being high. They was cool as hell then. Well, sometimes." He shrugged.

"I'm so sorry. You've normalized it in your head but that's not okay baby. At all. It's not okay." She reached over to rub his face, watching his expression soften in defeat.

"I'm tired of crying to you Trin. You make me feel like a bitch." He looked over at her with tears in his eyes, and she wiped under his eyelids before leaning closer to give him a kiss.

"I'm sorry if I seem ungrateful. It ain't like that ma." He mumbled.

"I know baby." She spoke softly, wiping his face for him. "I always tell you that crying doesn't make you soft. You weren't allowed to do it as a child so I'm just glad that you feel safe enough to do it now."

"Yeah. That's a good way to put it. 'Cause it ain't just about being comfortable.. I was comfortable with my granny 'nem. I didn't feel safe though—I knew Sharon and Silk could still get me over there. I feel the safest with you." He told her, making her smile return.

"Ditto. Can't nobody protect me like my man can." She said with a shrug, making his smile return as well.

"I'm sorry I couldn't fix this holiday like I did with Christmas. I'm not gonna give up though. One day, we'll make this day special again. I won't stop until we do." She assured both him and herself.

"Everyday I fall in love with you all over again. I love you more today than I did yesterday." He spoke in complete sincerity, staring into her brown eyes that he loved to get lost in.

"You not tired of me yet?" She smiled at him, and his expression remained flat and serious as he shook his head.

"I will never get tired of you either. I'll always be here for you." She kissed the tip of her fingers before placing them to his lips, causing a smile to take over his face.

"You ah' cut me a piece of cake ma?" He asked, and her face lit up again, standing to do as told. He only asked because he wanted to make her happy. She went out of her way for him today even though she didn't have to and he genuinely appreciated that.

His left hand stopped rubbing Amaria's back when he noticed that she was asleep, leaving his neck full of her drool. He didn't care though. She could drool all over him if she wanted. This was her world, he just lived in it.

By the time he finished cleaning himself and her mouth off, Trinity was back with a paper plate that had a slice of cake on it and the candles were back in it and now lit again. He chuckled, listening to her sing happy birthday as she walked closer to him.

"Happy birthday dear Amari, happy birthday to youuu." She sat down next to him again, and he lowered his head to blow out the candles after taking a moment to make a wish.

"I wished f—,"

"No! Are you crazy? Don't tell me or else it won't come true. Be quiet and eat the cake." She held the plate out for him, and he laughed at the genuine frown on her face.

"Whatever. You dramatic." He took the plate from her with a smile, lifting a piece of the cake to his mouth. She grinned when he nodded in approval at the taste, taking another bite.

"I told him I didn't want the fondant too thick 'cause I know you don't li—,"

"Him?" His head jerked back as if that was the only thing he heard, and Trinity immediately fell out in laughter.

"Oh but I'm the dramatic one?" She tilted her head to the side, trying not to laugh again when she noticed he was still trying to see if he'd heard that correctly.

"The fuck? You couldn't get a girl to make it?"

"Boy I don't assign genders to cake decorators. Hell. I'll try next year if you want." She waved him off with another laugh.

"Yeah you will if you know what's good for you."

"Please." She waved him off again, covering her mouth as she yawned. It was currently ten in the morning and she'd been running around like a chicken with its head cut off since six. Mind you, she went to bed at two because she stayed up making sure everything was ready for today. She was dog tired.

"She's right on time for her nap." Trinity said after looking down at her Apple Watch.

"I got about three hours before she wake up wanting a titty, so I'm 'bouta go shower and take a nap. You coming?" She stood up from the couch, and he rose an eyebrow as she walked away from him without waiting for a response.

"That was me telling you I want some dick. What you still sitting there for?" She was speaking from the bedroom by then, and Amari got off of the couch so fast you would've thought he was pulled up by a rope.

She was officially two months postpartum and her six week waiting period was up two weeks ago after she and Amaria went to their checkups; but she was still a little sore then and Amari didn't mind waiting for longer if it meant that she'd feel better. He was in no rush and her health was much more of a priority to him than the want for sex.

To be honest, he hadn't even taken the time to think about anything sexual. Having a newborn literally made their whole day busy and the moment they got a break, they were slumped in the bed at the very next second. The intimate time they spent napping together satisfied him more than enough.

Now that she was offering—Amari remembered exactly what he'd missed out on for the last two and a half months. So, he carefully placed Amaria down in the crib in her nursery and prayed to the man above that he'd get more than three hours alone with his fiancée, then headed for their bathroom.

"Ma you was playing? Or you foreal?" He asked after walking inside, seeing her already in the shower.

"I was serious baby." She chuckled, and he wasted no time to remove his sweats and his boxers. He opened the glass door to step in behind her, and he could barely close it before her lips pressed against his in a kiss.

This kiss made him groan into her mouth, knowing what was coming next. Both of them could feel his dick instantly harden, and the longer she kissed him, the more it grew between them. Once it was fully erected, Trinity used her hand to slowly stroke him, causing his groans to become a bit louder.

"Didn't realize how much you missed it huh?" She stared up at him with a smile, and he wrapped his hand around her neck to pull her closer to him.

"How much I missed you." He corrected before pulling her in for another kiss, and she moaned in his mouth as the grip around her neck tightened.

"Let me go. I wanna taste you." She spoke against his mouth, and he bit his bottom lip before doing as told. This would only be her second time giving him head and he couldn't front like he wasn't eager to see how she did. He loved it the first go round.

As soon as she lowered herself in front of him, Amari turned off the water to prevent the water from getting in her way. She glanced up at him and made sure to keep her eyes on his as she kissed the tip of his dick and circled around it with her tongue.

Next, she kissed his sack and followed up with sucking the whole thing in her mouth, making his head drop back with a moan. She raised her hand up to stroke his length while gently sucking, knowing that the area was sensitive and would cause him pain if she did it too hard.

After a few moments she let it go and went back to his tip, letting that part have its turn with her mouth. That made him grab her hair that was already in a ponytail, and whenever she sucked for too long he'd pull her head back after moaning. She realized that it was overstimulating him so she did it again but this time kept her head still so that he wouldn't be able to stop her.

"Oh fuuuckkkk." Both of his hands grabbed her face, and Trinity moaned in satisfaction of the taste of his creamy substance that spilled into her mouth.

She used his dick to push his nut down her throat, sending his length down with it. She kept her mouth open wide because he was the biggest she'd ever had and didn't want to graze him with her teeth, and she made sure her head was tilted back to open her throat some more for him to fit comfortably.

"You so fuckin' nasty man. Damn." He grunted after she pushed at the back of his thighs to let him know she wanted him to fuck her face. He did just that, listening to her light gags while she purposely created a mess with her spit.

"Oh shit. Hold it Trin. Hold it for me baby, you got it." He grabbed her face again after forcing his entire length down her throat, letting his eyes daze to the back of his head as his nut traveled through his dick and right out of him.

"Swallow it. All of it ma. Show daddy what you did." He leaned over to be in her face after pulling out of her mouth, making sure that he was done leaking. Trinity stuck her tongue out to show that there was barely anything left after she swallowed his nut, and Amari gave her a sloppy kiss to share his taste.

"You taste so good. I take you better with my mouth huh?" She bit her lip as she stared up at him, knowing how she always tapped out when he tried to fuck her with his whole length. Now that, she really couldn't handle.

"I like it when you can't take it. So no." He sucked gently on her bottom lip that raised with a smile at his words. "You did good though ma. You be holding out on me. Who taught you that?"

"Nobody baby. You was my first." She spoke truthfully, and he rubbed over her mouth with a grin.

"I'm proud of you Trinity. You want some dick now?" He spoke so softly to her but she knew he was about to turn her every way but loose and that made her so happy.

"Mhm." She hummed in a positive response, lifting back up with his guidance. "How you wanna give it to me?"

"Bend over and give me yo' hands. No running." He kissed her forehead, using his left hand to stroke his dick. Trinity turned around and did as told, spreading her legs apart a bit so that she could completely fold herself over before putting her arms behind her back.

Amari grabbed her wrists and squatted to be face to face with her opening, sucking her clit into his mouth. She tried to pull herself forward at the immediate stimulation and he gripped her wrists tightly to tell her to stop. Then, he pulled her whole bottom half against his face and went to work.

"Oh my god. Baby I didn't w—ohhhhh fuuuck!" She attempted to grab something to hold herself up, forgetting that he had her hands. She really couldn't do anything but take it and that made her release approach even quicker.

"I'm cumming." She whined, and just before she could, he replaced his tongue with his dick and pushed his entire length inside of her. The sound of her screaming made him groan, not even bothering to silence her. He missed that.

"Amari I can't take that muchhh. Oh my god." She cried, unable to move from how he held her.

"I ain't giving you no choice. Let me hear you." He roughly thrusted deep inside of her again, and her head dropped with another scream. It hurt so bad but felt so good at the same time.

"She love this shit. You better take it." He referred to her pussy just as she began squirting all over him, earning another groan as his third load approached.

He brought his right hand back and hit her ass as hard as he could, listening to her cry out. He did it a few more times until he saw his handprint on her skin and saw the actual tears on her face from how heavy handed he was.

"Quit crying or I'ma give you somethin' to cry about." He lifted her up by her arms, and Trinity moaned when his right hand went around her neck while both of her wrists remained in his left one.

"Give it to me baby." She said in a quiet gasp when he found her spot, and he smirked, tightening the grip around her neck until she could no longer breathe. This time, he wrapped his whole arm around her neck instead of using his hand.

His constant thrusts were all rough, slamming into her opening with no mercy. She couldn't cry anymore since she couldn't breathe, and her legs trembled for just a few seconds before she squirted again. He let her go when she did and she dropped to the floor with a cry, reaching between her legs as if that would stop the mess she was making.

"Get back up. Ain't no tapping out today. Stand up." He pulled her up by her arm, and she screamed when he filled her up and stretched her out with every inch of him again.

"I fucking love you." He moaned in her ear, holding her still as his load painted every wall of her insides in his creamy substance. He kissed on her shoulder and the side of her neck as he continued leaking, giving her every drop.

"You so pretty baby. This the only time I love seeing you cry man. Gimme some." He tilted her head back, and Trinity whimpered as she gave him a kiss, enjoying the feeling of his tongue in her mouth.

"I missed you so much." She bit her lip after pulling away, sniffing quietly to herself.

"I missed you more baby. I'm 'bouta show you how much. Bend over." He kissed her cheek before placing his hands at her waist, smiling when she did as told.




 

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