"come on don't tell me you think of contacting him" hongjoong said annoyed and let the smoke come of his mouth as he sighed.

"i cheated on him" wooyoung looked at the boy next to him and took his cigarette out of his mouth since it was the last one and both of them wanted to smoke.

"umm no you didn't. you cheated on me a fucking month just to make him happy or whatever. i've been waiting all this time to stop hiding our relationship from him. now he knows" hongjoong said annoyance in his voice.

he never liked the fact that wooyoung is also with san. he couldn't understand how a nice person like wooyoung can like a cry baby like san.

hongjoong disliked him and was so happy that they finally broke up. but anyway wooyoung always loved hongjoong more, right? san was always the second option and wooyoung was with him just because he wanted to try new things. now that he got bored san isn't a threat anymore.

"why don't we go inside and spend some time together you know...just the two of us, in your room" hongjoong said and winked teasingly at wooyoung.

"not today i'm sorry" the blonde said and stood up from the cold stair of his house. he wanted to sort things out with san so he left, leaving hongjoong with a puzzled look on his face.

just then he realized what a big mistake he did. he truly loved and still loves san. he fucked up really, really bad. san always made him happy and being with him was what kept wooyoung going. even if he didn't show him enough he knew what was in his heart.

san always warmed him with his smile and love filled touches. he's gonna hate himself forever if the boy he loves so much won't talk to him ever again.

and now he was in front of his house. the house where they shared so many things together. memories, touches, cigarettes and kisses. he knocked hesitantly and waited there with a smile on his face.

he was sure he looked like an idiot just staying and smiling in front of san's door after everything that happened.

after few seconds that felt like years he heard the door unlocking and a woman appearing in its frame. she had a pink silky robe over her white shirt and short pants that could be seen.

her brown hair stopped right before touching her shoulders and it shined in the sun.

"can i help you?" she said as if she didn't know who was in front of her face.

"is san here?" he asked and felt his heart beating faster.

"no sorry. he didn't come home last night" she said and closed the door after wooyoung nodded understandably. if he isn't home where the fuck is he?

wooyoung started to wonder where san could be. he really wanted to apologise for what he did and explain everything to his ex boyfriend. and after that they might be together again.

he couldn't think about anyone that san could go to so he decided to wait around his house until he comes back. san isn't the type to stay away this long as far as wooyoung knows. he always went home after one day.

and hours passed, the cold autum air making its presence felt. the orange sunset was still on the sky. the colors were combining with the clouds making the upper atmosphere look like melon ice cream with some whipped cream on top of it. it matched with the leaves of the trees.

wooyoung was growing impatient with every second that passed. he was thinking only when is san going to come and what should he tell him.

he watched as another car appeared and disappeared on the other street and let his head rest on his knees.

"there you are! i looked for you everywhere!" the person wooyoung really didn't want to see in this moment was now in front of him and looked very annoyed.

"why are you here?" wooyoung asked hongjoong that was looking around most probably trying to figure out where they were.

he looked down at wooyoung with wide eyes and stayed like that for a few seconds before rising one of his eyebrows.

"no, why are you here?" he said emphasizing the last word of his question. "in front of his house?! really?" hongjoong was starting to get angry and wooyoung knew what was coming.

screams and a huge scandal. exactly what he needed in this exact moment. even if he wanted to stay and wait for san a little longer he had to leave and calm hongjoong.

wooyoung stood up from the stair and grabbed hongjoong's arm. he muttered a smal 'let's go' and left san's place.

"what the fuck were you doing there?! you chose me, san is gone and that's it! he won't come back even if you try your best. after all you decided to break his heart for someone better" hongjoong said after some time and wooyoung realized he was right.

he left san just for a heated make out with hongjoong. he left the love of his life for someone that loves him today and tomorrow is gone. he left that sensible and lovely boy for someone like him.

he always thought he was doing the right thing, fucking hongjoong and then san, until now. when the person that put the smile back on his lips was most probably gone forever.

he didn't feel like crying tho. he was somehow shocked. someone that one week ago was in his room, marks all over his neck and with a wicked smile on his face was now gone.

wooyoung is never going to hold his hand again. he's never going to feel san's lips on his. san is gone and it was all his fault.

he should have known that his boyfriend isn't into an open relationship and this will only make things worse.

after all san is possessive. he didn't even like the idea that wooyoung had more friends. just friends not something else. he always said that wooyoung is only and only his.

and the blonde felt like sometimes he was in a cage. trapped in a big cage and fed once a day with some seeds and too much love. just like a bird which had its wings broken. when san let the cage unlocked his wings healed magically and he flew.

what he didn't know though was that once he had too much liberty things will go down. he didn't expect to find the cage locked when he came back from his last free flight.

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