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Dear
Peter Kavinsky,

Lara Jean did a spectacular job on her speech in class unlike me and my speech. You looked like one of those proud boyfriends in the back of the class. A smile upon your rosy pink lips as your golden speckled eyes were glued onto her. Your eyes never left hers. Once she was done, you gave her a standing ovation. Even the teacher thought it was absolutely adorable. I did too. And the way you pulled her in by the waist and surrounded her into a big bear hug. She's tiny compared to you. And I couldn't help to smile even though my heart shattered into a million pieces once again. And you're probably wanting to know why I still smiled at you and Lara Jean? I smiled because I knew you two were meant for each other. It was the way you guys gazed dreamily into each other's eyes. Unfortunately, that is also the reason why my heart shattered. Why? Because in that instant, I knew that nothing could change your love for each other. No matter how much I'd hope you would fall for me. But, I feel so fucking selfish for writing this to you because Lara Jean deserves happiness. And her happiest were always with you. I could never do that to her.

And I could never do that to you either.

Because whatever makes you happy makes me happy as well.

Even though, it hurts to know you will never look at me the way I look at you.

This was a shorter note than my other ones. I think? Anyways, see you tomorrow with the next one.

Sincerely,
              Me.

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heh it was rushed because i wanted to update idk why. its already four days in and i already want to kill myself. it's probably because one of my best friends is acting weird and i want to ask her if she's okay but she won't give me the time to talk :(. i'm actually really sad today idk why. but please comment and vote on this chapter. please DO NOT ghost read. voting and commenting just helps the author get motivated to make more chapter.

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and this will continue on after the movie. this book might rush to the end because i have big things in store for this book. AND i am redoing the template for this because right now it's messy af. AND I WANNA MAKE IT AESTHETICALLY PLEASING SO IF YA WANT TO GIVE ME COOL AESTHETIC STUFF, FEED ME

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love y'all so fucking much.