2 days later.

Jayda laid in her bed, bored out of her mind. Her schedule was completely free today, so she didn't have anything to do.

Von had moved into his own apartment yesterday, so Jayda was by herself in her large quiet house, again.

That was the main reason she didn't want him to leave. She'd gotten used to him being in the house with her, and she enjoyed the calm, normal presence that he brought.

She sighed, standing out of her bed and grabbing her phone as she walked out of her room.

She stopped in her mirror in the living room, sitting down to take a picture.

"This shit I do for pics." She mumbled to herself, putting her crocs on, before walking to her garage, getting in her car and pulling off.

Jayda posted her picture on Instagram, glancing between the road and her phone.

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Jayda fluffed her hair as she drove, pulling into Tremani's neighborhood.

She pulled in his driveway, turning her car off and getting out. She grabbed her phone, walking up to his front door, using her key to unlock it.

She walked inside, locking the door back and taking her shoes off, before walking back to his room.

She opened the door, seeing him asleep in his bed, and she closed the door, climbing in the bed with him after pulling her shirt off.

Jayda threw her leg over him, and his eyes opened.

"Get out my house girl." He mumbled, turning away from her, and she laid on her side the other way, looking at the wall.

They laid quietly for about ten minutes, and just as Jayda was about to doze off, Tremani turned back around, wrapping his arm around her body to cup her pussy in his hand.

Jayda grabbed his hand, intertwining their fingers between her legs as he kissed her back.

"You make me so mad." He mumbled as she rubbed his hand.

"I know baby. I'm sorry." She closed her eyes as he continued kissing her back.

Jayda turned to face him, pressing her lips against his, and slipping her tongue in his mouth.

She gripped his neck, and he groaned as she sucked his tongue.

"Ja-stop. Don't fix shit with sex." He pulled away once she kissed his neck, and she looked at him.

"Tremani what do you want from me foreal? You stay asking me that, it's my turn. I told you this was sex with no strings attached and here you go tryna check me about the same shit you did." She frowned, and he rolled his eyes.

"You asking me that dumbass shit like I ain't told you plenty of times I wanted to be with you. Talm bout that nigga yo best friend. I never seen you with that nigga, ever." He said, and she looked away from him, heavily sighing.

"I think ima cut this off with you. Like all the way." She mumbled.

"For fucking what?" He frowned, resting on his elbow to look at her.

"Because Taurus you're catching feelings for me when I told you not to. And this is the reason why! I don't like having to answer to anybody or explain my actions, that's why I keep telling you I don't want no relationship. But you don't fucking care. I tried telling you I didn't want nothing besides dick and you acting like I never said that." She sat up, getting out of his bed and grabbing her shirt.

"Chill out Jayda." He took her shirt from her, and she groaned in frustration.

"You chill out. Ain't shit wrong with me, give me my shirt." She reached for it, and he held it out of her reach, making her roll her eyes.

"I was on the same page at first but how did you not expect me to catch feelings for you Jayda?" He frowned at her.

"I don't damn know Polo, give me my shirt bra." She mumbled, and he frowned.

"Don't call me that. Stop playing with me baby." He pulled her down in his lap, and she stared at him with a flat expression on her face.

"I'm sorry aight? For overstepping my place, but Jayda I-man I don't know. You be fucking on me and telling you love me, letting me talk about my life to you and shit. I couldn't-not start liking you. It's been a year Jayda. I was gone start feeling you sooner or later, I can't help that shit." He told her, and she kept her face flat.

"I don't know how to turn my fucking feelings on and off at your discretion Jayda. I don't know how to do that. I fucking love you man. You think I meant to catch feelings for you? Cause I didn't. I couldn't help it Jayda." He frowned, and she sighed, laying her head on his shoulder.

"Tremani I don't want a relationship. I can't give you that. And I can't promise that you won't see me with nobody else either. I'm sorry. I c-Mani I just don't wanna officially be with anybody right now." Jayda mumbled, and he ran his hand down his face.

"Aight I'ma step back then." He rubbed her back, and she looked at him.

"Step back how?" She asked.

"We can fuck and that's it. I'll wait til you ready for whatever next step you wanna take. And if you never want to, that's cool. As long as you still my friend I really ain't tripping. I like you as a person, not for your pussy. But if that's all you wanna offer, I'm not gone stop you." He told her, and she chuckled.

"Yeah we'll see how long that last." She mumbled, standing up out of his lap.

"Cause I don't wanna force a relationship on you or nothing and I damn sure don't wanna stop fucking you, so." He shrugged, and she nodded, pulling her shirt over her head.

"Nah Tremani. You just admitted to not having control over your feelings. This not the first time you done stepped out of your place and I know it won't be the last. So ima just end this before you get too deep." She mumbled, fixing her shirt, and he frowned.

"Jayda I-." He started, and she cut him off.

"It's not a debate Taurus. You want something-whether you wanna admit it or not-that I can't give you. I don't wanna hold you back from finding somebody that want the same as you. I'm still your friend, just no more sex. Strictly friends." She told him, and he groaned in frustration.

"Jayda you not holding me back from nothing. I just said I'll wait on you." He frowned, and she wrapped her arms around his torso.

"Tell me what it really is Azuni. Why don't you want to be in a relationship with me?" He asked, looking down at her as her head rested on his chest.

"You're not my type." She mumbled, and he rose an eyebrow.

"What?" He tilted his head, and she sighed.

"Tremani you're not my type. Is that what you wanted me to say so bad? You're not dominant enough for me T. I love you as a person, I swear I do, but I don't want you as a boyfriend. I wanna be submissive in a relationship Mani. You never assert dominance or put your foot down with shit, that's not my type. And that's not a bad thing, I'm sure somebody would love you as a boyfriend, but that's not me." She rambled, and he slowly nodded, letting her go, and she sighed again.

"I wasn't trying to hurt your feelings or belittle you Taurus. I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that." She looked up at him, and he looked away from her, stepping back.

"That's cool, don't apologize. You kept it real and that's what I like about you. You good, you can go now." He mumbled, and she sighed, trying not to cry.

"I didn't mean to hu-." She started, and he cut her off.

"It's fine Jayda. I just want you to leave baby." He said, and she brought his face down to her level, softly kissing his lips.

He couldn't help but to kiss her back, allowing her tongue in his mouth.

He slowly pulled back, and Jayda pecked his lips, before opening her eyes.

"I love you." She spoke softly, and he looked away from her, not wanting to fall into her trap.

"Tremani please." She mumbled, looking up at him, and he lowly sighed.

"I love you too Jayda." He truthfully spoke, and Jayda kissed his cheek.

"I'm sorry Taurus." She stepped back, grabbing her phone. She glanced back at him, before walking out of his room.

She took his key off her keychain, trying not to cry as she sat it on his counter, before walking out.

She hated hurting peoples feelings. She didn't mean to crush his ego or make him feel bad, she was just telling the truth.

She really did love him, she loved him a lot. But she was realizing that she didn't love him on the same level that he loved her. She didn't deserve him.

"Fucking hate my life."

I hate yo life too hoe.