♡ ₊˚.༄

𝐒𝐇𝐄 ── ◦'𖥸'◦ ── 𝒮ℋℰ
𝖺𝗆𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗅𝖺 𝗃𝗈𝗇𝖾𝗌 𝗑 𝗍𝗈𝗆 𝗁𝗈𝗅𝗅𝖺𝗇𝖽
𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝟵𝟱 ╱ ╱ ☁️🤍 ˚◞♡

───── ❛ 時間切れです ❜ ─────

インスタグラム // 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦
𝙖𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙖𝙟𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨 𝗁𝖺𝗌
𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗂𝗋 𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗒!

𝗮𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗹𝗮𝗷𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀 via instagram stories
▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃
𝟩 𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗋𝗌 𝖺𝗀𝗈. . .

5 𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘨𝘰. . .

インスタグラム // 𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫
𝙂𝙧𝙖𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙣𝘿𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙣 𝗁𝖺𝗌
𝘁𝘄𝗲𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗱! 𝗰𝗹𝗶𝗰𝗸 𝗍𝗈 𝖼𝗁𝖾𝖼𝗄
𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗂𝗋 𝘁𝘄𝗲𝗲𝘁!

𝐆𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐃𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐧 • GraysonDolan
▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃

I can't believe that today is actually
real. It doesn't make sense. Ethan
and I are going to be taking some
time off and spending it with our
family. I love you guys so much
thank you so much for everything.
I'll be back soon ❤️

retweets — 19k and likes — 302.2k
✧*̥₊˚‧ [ view replies ] ‧˚₊*̥✧

𝙀𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝘿𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙣 𝗁𝖺𝗌
𝘁𝘄𝗲𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗱! 𝗰𝗹𝗶𝗰𝗸 𝗍𝗈 𝖼𝗁𝖾𝖼𝗄
𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗂𝗋 𝘁𝘄𝗲𝗲𝘁!

𝐄𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐃𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐧 • EthanDolan
▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃

I know I've been inactive for a little
while now.. just spending time with
my family. Thank you for caring and
your kind words love u guys

retweets — 8.1k and likes — 169.8k
✧*̥₊˚‧ [ view replies ] ‧˚₊*̥✧

𝐄𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐃𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐧 • EthanDolan
▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃

Life feels like a nightmare. Taking
some time off to be with our family.
I love you so much Dad. I'll see you
guys soon

retweets — 17k and likes — 289.8k
✧*̥₊˚‧ [ view replies ] ‧˚₊*̥✧

𝙖𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙖𝙟𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨 𝗁𝖺𝗌
𝘁𝘄𝗲𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗱! 𝗰𝗹𝗶𝗰𝗸 𝗍𝗈 𝖼𝗁𝖾𝖼𝗄
𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗂𝗋 𝘁𝘄𝗲𝗲𝘁!

𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐚 🤍 • amandlajones
▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃

01.19.18 & 01.19.19. dave & sean.
not a day goes by that i don't miss
you, dad. 🤍 and i miss you so much
already, sean. i love you both so
much. fuck cancer.

retweets — 98k and likes — 526.7k
✧*̥₊˚‧ [ view replies ] ‧˚₊*̥✧

インスタグラム // 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦

❱ 𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙣 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗱!

●○○○○

○●○○○

○○●○○

○○○●○

○○○○●

♥ liked by camdol and 2,862,522 others

graysondolan⠀You will forever be my best friend. I miss you so fuckin much already Dad. I know that even though you're not physically here with me on earth, that you are with me in spirit. You are responsible for making me the person that I am so proud to be today. All of the lessons that you've taught me have stuck with me and I will use them moving onward for the rest of my life.

You are and forever will be my favorite person that I will ever know. You went always above and beyond for me. You never missed a sporting event, school event, show on tour, anything that ever meant anything to me you were always there to support me. Even when you were too sick to get up, you figured out a way to comfort me and help me with anything I needed. You never left my corner. When I was sick in the hospital after I was just born you sat in the room with a hand on me talking to me until I got better. I will always remember that and that is one of the most special things anyone has ever done for me.

You've changed the lives of so many people for the better. All of your students, teachers, friends, and family will never forget how great of a man you were, and how special you made them feel. You raised me into a man for the past 19 years, but I can honestly say that I've learned the most from you in the past 2 1/2. Two and a half years ago you were diagnosed with this bullshit and you never let it fade you.

Not once did I hear you complain about your condition. You held your head as high as you physically could and fought on and on until you won that fucking battle. When the doctors said you only had a year to live after being diagnosed, you push and battled for 2 and 1/2 years! Last week when the doctor told us you had less than a week to live you stood your ground and stayed with us for a week and an extra day. That alone shows the type of man you were, a fighter. You never let cancer fade you Dad, it may have taken your body, but your heart, your mind, and your soul came out victorious. Congratulations Dad. You won. Look down and see your reward. The lives you've changed and people you've impacted so deeply. You're the man. I love you Dad.

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐃⠀ethandolan, camdol

𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸 𝘢𝘭𝘭 118,039 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴

❱ 𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙣 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗱!

●○

○●

♥ liked by camdol and 2,921,643 others

ethandolan⠀Dad, you were so much more to me than just my Dad. Although we were only granted 19 years here together it feels like we've spent a million lifetimes together. You are such a strong soul and you've made such a strong impact on more people than you would believe. I know you will always be with me but I want you to know that I will always be with you. You're never alone Dad. You are the toughest man that I will EVER know. The pain you endured, physical and emotional, throughout your entire journey that you prevailed through is indescribable and I admire you so much for pushing through without a single complaint. You are the strongest man I will EVER know. The sacrifices you made for your family throughout your journey could not be done without prodigious courage. You always put others first even if it meant the worst for yourself. You are the sweetest most caring man I will EVER know. The consideration you had for everyone and anyone is truly heartwarming. You were a father figure and friend to all of my friends too.

I could go on for eternity, I really could. When you were very sick you told us, "This disease may get my body, but not my mind and not my heart. As long as my heart is beating I will still be fighting."

That is exactly what you did Dad. That is something I will always remember when faced with adversity. You fought the hardest fight. Cancer may have taken your life but with the strength and dignity you showed, and the inspiration you left us with, you won the battle, Dad.

I wanted to share this letter I wrote my dad so that I could help you understand the amazing person he was. He did so much good for the world and deserves recognition.

𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸 𝘢𝘭𝘭 109,994 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴

❱ 𝙖𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙖𝙟𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗱!

♥ liked by ethandolan and 9,012,006 others

amandlajones⠀i took this photo in october of 2017. i'd been spending nearly every day at the hospital in albany, ga, with my mom. my father had recently entered stage iv of his cancer and was on chemo treatment. i hadn't slept in days and was a mess. ethan, grayson, lisa, and sean flew down to see my family. when they arrived, sean told me that he and i were going to go for a drive. after a few minutes of me protesting, i caved in and gave him the keys to my car. we drove around with no destination for five hours. we listened to our favorite music from the 70s & 80s and talked. it was one of the best days of my life.

no one had taken time out of their day, set aside their responsibilities and job, and gone out of their way to be there for me. sean put aside everything he had going on and listened to me talk and cry without interruption. he simply allowed me to let down my walls and listened. he is one of the only people i've ever been able to let my walls down with. he had this aura around him that made it so easy to just let go and talk. he was an amazing father figure and friend to everyone he met.

sean, you are one of the most courageous and strongest people i know. the sacrifices i watched both you and my dad make throughout your journies could not have been done without love and courage. you put your family and loved ones above all else and were there for them every time they fell or needed someone to talk to. you were so incredibly selfless and kind.

not once did you complain about your condition or act as if it was beating you. you took it head-on and stared it right in the eyes, ready to fight. you fought so hard and won the war. although you're no longer here physically, i know you and my father are watching down on us right now. you will never be forgotten and never be replaced. the world and everyone who knew you were lucky as hell to have. your soul is one of a kind and one that will never leave your family. i love you so much.

𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯
𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵!

❱ 𝙖𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙖𝙟𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗱!

●○○

○●○

○○●

♥ liked by graysondolan and 10,009,273 others

amandlajones⠀01.19.18 // one year without your laugh but i can still hear it every time i think about you. miss you more and more every day, dad. your lil dinosaur loves you so much. 🤍🦖🦕

𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯
𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵!

╰┈ ⊰ 𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒌𝒔 ❞ ⑊ ⎯⎯ : ⊱˒ ♡

⌇ 𝘯𝘰 𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘯⠀|⠀𝑛𝜊 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑠⠀꒱
˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙ ˙

     hey everyone!! i hope you all enjoyed the ninety-fifth chapter!

     writing this brought me to tears. i was part of the dolan fandom back in 2019 and remember january 19th like it was yesterday. it was devastating and i wanted to include it in this book, especially since the twins are such major parts of her life.

     so much love and respect to the dolan family, forever.

     also... yes, i did make it where amandla's passed away the same day sean did a year prior. yes, i am evil. (just so everyone knows, kelsey simone's dad is still alive. he's just dead in this book for the sake of the plot and character development.)

     i kept this short and to the point, but the next chapter will be very emotionally heavy. there'll be a trigger warning at the beginning for grief &&& the funeral scene &&& death. it's a chapter that you can skip if you want.

     𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐘 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑: thank you all for taking the time out of your days to comment on this story. it means a lot and helps the story be spread to a wider audience &&& gives me the opportunity to grow as an author. all i ask is that people vote on each chapter, please. as a creator, it takes time to write and develop stories. especially social media-based ones because there's so much to take into consideration and the amount of time i've dedicated to finding graphics, screenshotting everything kelsey simone (and other characters) posts, making graphics, etc., is ridiculous. so please, vote on every chapter. it means a lot more than i could ever express.

     don't forget to vote & comment!