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i'm so sorry

mand-ella 🌹
about which part

all of it.
everything i said was uncalled
for and completely out of
character. i didn't mean any of
it and i'm sorry.
gray and i got really bad news
yesterday and that combined
with the jealousy and worry
that i already had towards last
night made me snap and lose
it on you. i'm sorry.
i know you love me and i know
you choose me, just like i choose
you.

mand-ella 🌹
i understand why you snapped,
i get it. i was there with my dad
and had my fair share of moments
with you, but never like that.
ethan, you said you didn't trust
me to, essentially, be around tom.
i understand that me wearing his
clothes & sleeping in his bed were
unsettling factors. i was really
unsettled & uncomfortable too,
but i was making do with the
circumstances i was under.
i haven't and won't do anything to
risk what we have and i thought you
knew that. however, what you said
showed that you don't. at least
not enough and i can't be with
someone who thinks i'll allow
particular conditions to lead me to
a point where i could be unfaithful.

i do trust you.
i just don't trust tom.

mand-ella 🌹
well, i do.
i trust him enough to know that
he respects me AND us. he won't
cross any lines. i've set in place
boundaries and he understands.
neither of us are going to do anything.
i love YOU and i need you to trust
me.

i do.
last night i was speaking out of
pain and frustration.
i didn't mean it.

mand-ella 🌹
there's always a hint of the truth
in any confession. you may not
have meant everything you said,
but you meant what you said
about how i look at him.

ella

mand-ella 🌹
and you were right.
i do look at him differently, but
he was the first person i ever fell
for. he's my first love and nothing
can change that.
i wasn't your first love and i know
that. i'm ok with that because i'm
with you now. i know that you love
me and aren't still in love with her.
i need you to be able to know and
believe that when it comes to tom
and i.

i want to

mand-ella 🌹
then what's stopping you?

i don't know
this is just different and i don't
know how to explain it.

mand-ella 🌹
i need some space.

what

mand-ella 🌹
you need to figure out whether
or not you can ever be ok with tom
and i being friends or hanging out.
you need to figure out whether you
trust me completely or not because
right now, you don't.
at least not 100%.
i trust you with everything, ethan.
i love you with my whole heart, but
i need space. spend time with your
family & take time to think.

amandla, i need you.

mand-ella 🌹
and i need you.
but right now, i need space more
than anything. your words hurt
and i need to figure things out.

i'm sorry

mand-ella 🌹
i know.
if you need me, if something
happens, you can always call
me.

is it over?

mand-ella 🌹
no. i don't want it to be.
i just need space. a break.

so is this just a break?
because i don't want this to end.

mand-ella 🌹
yes, it's a break.

ok
i love you.

mand-ella 🌹
i love you.

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𝖳𝗈𝖽𝖺𝗒 𝟤:𝟢𝟢 𝗉.𝗆.

amandla⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀(𝒉𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒓 🍯)
keilah ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀(𝒎𝒂𝒎𝒂 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒓 💘)
zendaya⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀(𝒑𝒂𝒑𝒂 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒓 🐻)
rowan⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀(𝒔𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒓 💐)
sunny⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀(𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒓 ☀️🌻)
laura⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀(𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒓𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒓 🧸)

baby bear ☀️🌻
i need relationship advice

mama bear 💘
oh??????????

sister bear 💐
what do you mean "relationship
advice"? you're too young to be
in a relationship

baby bear ☀️🌻
i'm 18

honey bear 🍯
my baby is growing up omg

laurbear 🧸
omg sunny this is so exciting,
spill the tea

sister bear 💐
babe, you're supposed to be on
my side

papa bear 🐻
i'm the only single one here so
don't look to me for advice

mama bear 💘
shut up hoes
sunny, spill the tea

baby bear ☀️🌻
do you guys remember ashton??

papa bear 🐻
vaguely

laurbear 🧸
no

sister bear 💐
fucking hell

mama bear 💘
i think so?

honey bear 🍯
isn't he the guy that asked you
out years ago and you said yes
because you thought he was
joking?

papa bear 🐻
^!

baby bear ☀️🌻
yes, that's him

laurbear 🧸
aw

sister bear 💐
no.

mama bear 💘
OMG I REMEMBER THAT BITCH

baby bear ☀️🌻
yeah wellllllll... we've been
dating for a few months and
i think i love him

sister bear 💐
hold the fuck up

papa bear 🐻
WAIT WHAT
YOU'VE BEEN DATING HIM FOR
MONTHS AND NEVER TOLD US

honey bear 🍯
SUNNY
HOW COULD YOU HIDE THIS
FROM US

mama bear 💘
uh... the same way you hid
dating ethan for two months

honey bear 🍯

sister bear 💐
HOW DID I NOT KNOW THIS

laurbear 🧸
OMG A SECRET ROMANCE
I LOVE THAT

sister bear 💐
babe,,, shut up

baby bear ☀️🌻
I DIDN'T TELL YOU BECAUSE
YOU DON'T LIKE HOW HE
HAD A PLAYER REPUTATION
and i hid it because i didn't
know how long it was going
to last and as time went on
i just forgot to say anything

sister bear 💐
he's a player, suns

baby bear ☀️🌻
no, he's not.
we've been dating as long as
ethan and amandla have and
he's been nothing but loyal

papa bear 🐻
wait what
are you serious

laurbear 🧸
what

mama bear 💘
WHAT
i can't believe this bucket of tea
was under my nose the entire
time and i didn't add two and two
together

honey bear 🍯
you are bad at math so...

mama bear 💘
i hate you

honey bear 🍯
no you don't

sister bear 💐
so for almost a year?

baby bear ☀️🌻
yes.

papa bear 🐻
wow
holy shit

laurbear 🧸
oh my gosh

honey bear 🍯
that's pretty serious, in my opinion

sister bear 💐
has he said i love you yet?
you said you think you love him

mama bear 💘
^!

baby bear ☀️🌻
he hasn't but our one year is on
new years eve next month. i wanted
to say it to him then but now i don't
think i can keep it from him
i really love him, you guys.
i don't talk about my feelings a lot
because ew, but i do.
i am in love with a dumbass.

laurbear 🧸
i-
that's so cute and just awwww
i'm so happy for you.
i would tell him whenever you
feel is the best time to

papa bear 🐻
aw, baby 🥺🥺🥺

mama bear 💘
tell him when the time feels right
for you.
i told harrison four months into
being together, which was quite
early, but he felt the same way.

sister bear 💐
why am i tearing up
anyway
like keils and laur said, tell him
when the timing feels right. laur
and i said it to each other at the
same time actually

laurbear 🧸
omg that's so true, we did

baby bear ☀️🌻
mands, what do you think?

papa bear 🐻
yeah, you've been really quiet in
the chat today. this is a big deal

honey bear 🍯
i'm sorry!!!!
this is a big deal & i'm SOO happy
for you, suns. you deserve all the
love & happiness in the entire
universe. and that bitch better
treat you right or i'll throw hands
but i'm not the best person to
ask for love advice rn

baby bear ☀️🌻
wait why not

laurbear 🧸
what happened

mama bear 💘
bitch what

papa bear 🐻
are you and e ok?????

sister bear 💐
wait what

honey bear 🍯
we're on a break.
& the best advice that i can give
is to tell him when the timing feels
right, just like everyone else said.
don't psych yourself out or let fear
keep you from telling him.

baby bear ☀️🌻
thank you
& why are you on a break?

papa bear 🐻
what happened

mama bear 💘
why are y'all's dumbasses on a break

sister bear 💐
did something happen?

laurbear 🧸
babe, what happened

honey bear 🍯
i need to be with someone who
can trust me 100% and believe that
i love them.
i need someone who doesn't think
that particular incidents will lead
me to becoming unfaithful.
& right now, ethan needs to figure
out if he can be that someone or
not.

papa bear 🐻
what happened to make him not
trust you

honey bear 🍯
i stayed the night at tom's parents'
place last night.
i was having dinner with the family,
as you all know, and it got really late
when i was hanging out with the
boys playing video games and nikki
offered for me to stay the night. she
said she didn't want me driving back
to my place in the dark.
i agreed and tom said i could sleep
in his old room while he bunked with
the twins.
he gave me a pair of clothes to sleep
in since i didn't have any with me
and sleeping in jeans is really
uncomfortable. ethan fted me and
saw the room and clothes i was in
& got upset. we argued and i tried
to explain everything and why i was
in tom's clothes but he wasn't
listening. which, i don't blame him.
if i was him, i'd be upset too.
during the conversation, he said
he didn't trust the situation and he
didn't trust me at that moment.
i told him that it wasn't my fault and
that i never, EVER planned on staying
the night but he wasn't having it.
he called out recent events that have
happened involving tom and my move
to the UK and said that it was my fault
because i'm "fucking perfect" and
tom knows it and wants me.
i told him i didn't care about what
tom wants, that i love him and
choose him. then he said that he
saw the way i stare at tom and it
isn't the same way i stare at him.
after that, he hung up.

mama bear 💘
damn
hold up
lemme grab my reading glasses

laurbear 🧸
holy shit girl

sister bear 💐
ok first of all, what the fuck
second of all, he's stupid
third of all, it wasn't your fault
fourth, i understand why he got
upset but like??? not trusting your
gf to be faithful is low and shitty.
you've been together for almost a
year, he should trust that you wouldn't
do anything that would ruin what
you two have.
fifth, imma beat his ass

baby bear ☀️🌻
what the hell
mands, i'm so sorry
you don't deserve that and it wasn't
your fault.

papa bear 🐻
babe, i'm sorry
i agree with everything row said,
she took the words out of my mouth.
he should trust you.
i understand both sides but still.
after everything you two have been
through, he should trust you.

mama bear 💘
imma beat his stupid fucking ass
into the next century and slap the
shit out of him.

honey bear 🍯
he wasn't wrong though about
how i stare at tom.
i do stare at him differently, but
he was my first love. i will always
look at him differently than i do
with anyone i will ever date.
he has a special place in my heart
and no one can take that away

laurbear 🧸
did you tell him that?

honey bear 🍯
yes
i also told him that i need him
to believe me when i say "i love
you" and believe that i'm not in
love with tom.
he said he wanted to but couldn't
explain why.

mama bear 💘
not to be that bitch, buttttt

papa bear 🐻
keils

sister bear 💐
don't

honey bear 🍯
oh god

mama bear 💘
do you still love tom?/are you still
in love with him?

honey bear 🍯
you can't be in love with
someone you barely know.
too much time has passed

mama bear 💘
you didn't answer the question

honey bear 🍯
we're on a break for a reason.
i need space.

laurbear 🧸
that's understandable
we're here if you need to talk about
your feelings tho, you know that
right?

baby bear ☀️🌻
we fuck around a lot but each other's
well-being and happiness are the
most important things.
you can tell us anything and we won't
judge, you know that.

honey bear 🍯
i do.
i just need to figure this all out
on my own, right now.

sister bear 💐
and we'll be right here whenever
you need us

papa bear 🐻
always

mama bear 💘
forever

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