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𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙩𝙚-𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙙𝙨
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amandlajones⠀just uploaded a new video of me playing sims 4 w/ keilah!! click the link in my bio to check it out! 🤍

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐃⠀keilahdelilah

𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴

username1⠀the gaming queen is BACK, laid ease and gentle men

username2⠀oh i am SO ready for this

username3⠀ARE YOU AND TOM FINALLY DATING

username4⠀WE'VE BEEN WAITING FOR ANOTHER SIMS VIDEO SINCE 2014
     ⤷ amandlajones⠀I KNOW IT'S ONLY TAKEN ME TWO YEARS TO MAKE ANOTHER ONE
     ⤷ amandlajones⠀I'M SORRY BUT IT'S FINALLY HERE
     ⤷ username4⠀IT'S OK QUEEN IT WAS WORTH THE WAIT
𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸 743 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘴

username5⠀the flavor,,, yes, we love

username6⠀oh, we are being fed WELL ladies
     ⤷ keilahdelilah⠀only the best for the baddest bitches
     ⤷ username6⠀and that's that on that
𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸 301 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘴

averyavenue⠀we're really livin large today on youtube
     ⤷ amandlajones⠀you already KNOW
𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸 846 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘴

username7⠀i missed the gaming videos omg

username8⠀g bless

hazosterfield⠀i love how you named your two new succulents on sims tom and harrison
     ⤷ amandlajones⠀of course
     ⤷ keilahdelilah⠀we couldn't come up with anything else & our attention spans are short so we just picked y'all's names and called it a day 🙄
     ⤷ tomholland2013⠀keilahdelilah damn, thanks
     ⤷ keilahdelilah⠀tomholland2013 as mands said, of course
𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸 1,750 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘴

kcwayne⠀cALlEd iT a DaY
     ⤷ keilahdelilah⠀you tryna fight??????
     ⤷ kcwayne⠀maybe
𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸 409 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘴

zendaya⠀i expect a succulent to be named after me as well
     ⤷ rowmiguel⠀and me
     ⤷ sunmiguel⠀and meee
     ⤷ lauraharrier⠀me too
     ⤷ lifeisaloha⠀same
     ⤷ tonyrevolori⠀same!
     ⤷ amandlajones⠀damn, anyfuckingone else????
     ⤷ anthonymackie⠀and me
     ⤷ amandlajones⠀anthonymackie nvm the succulent, i'll get your name tattooed on me
     ⤷ anthonymackie⠀amandlajones when that happens, we gotta facetime so i can watch
     ⤷ amandlajones⠀anthonymackie FUCKING BET
     ⤷ anthonymackie⠀tomholland2013 it took you since june to get her and it only took me two words, hmm... i guess we know who has the better game
     ⤷ tomholland2013⠀anthonymackie back off my girl, mate
     ⤷ anthonymackie⠀tomholland2013 YOUR girl??? idk about that now
     ⤷ amandlajones⠀tomholland2013 anthonymackie i am tom's girl... but you can be my side bro
     ⤷ anthonymackie⠀amandlajones deal
𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸 6,572 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘴

username9⠀HOLD THE HELL UP

username10⠀DID AMANDLA JUST CONFIRM TOMANDLA

username11⠀IS TOMANDLA CONFIRMED

username12⠀SOMEONE EXPLAIN WHAT JUST HAPPENED

私はメッセージ// 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞

⤹ *·˚ 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 ⋆.ೃ࿔*
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𝖳𝗈𝖽𝖺𝗒 𝟦:𝟤𝟨 𝗉.𝗆.

angel 💙
uhhh i might have
accidentally taken two
of your sweatshirts

two??

angel 💙
ok
three
and a shirt

good
keep them

angel 💙
wait really

yeah
you look better in
them than i do

angel 💙
ion know about that

i do
my screensaver
proves it too

angel 💙
NOOOOOOOOO

YESSSSSSS
I MISS YOU AND YOUR
PRETTY FACE AND
CHEESY MARVEL
JOKES

angel 💙
they're not cheesy
they're brilliant

if you say so, love

angel 💙
-.-
but I MISS YOU TOO
even tho i only saw
you a couple of hours
ago

someone's attached

angel 💙
don't act like you aren't,
dumbass

oh, i know i am

実生活 // 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞

     "MOM?" AMANDLA CALLED, CLOSING THE FRONT DOOR BEHIND HER AS SHE FURROWED HER BROWS. Boxes and bundles of newspapers littered the foyer and trailed around the stairs and into the living room. The house looked like a tornado had broken-in and left behind a trail of chaos in its wake. Turning her head to the right, she walked forward, trailing her suitcase behind her as she looked into the dining room. Where the table had once sat with gold and white chairs decorated around it was now filled with a stack of boxes and suitcases—all of which were packed.

     Footsteps echoed throughout the house as Valeria Jones jogged down the stairs, her hair up in a messy ponytail and dried streaks of white paint were draped across her shirt and hands. "Hi, honey!" she smiled, pulling her daughter into a loving embrace.

     Slowly hugging the woman back, the perplexed expression remained written across the black-haired girl's face as she pulled away. "Uh, what is going on?" she asked, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.

     "What do you mean?" Valeria replied, furrowing her brows as her hands were placed on her hips. "Oh! You mean the clutter! Your father and I have decided to sell the house!"

     Leaning on her right leg, she placed a hand on her hip as she pretended to look confused as she looked around. "I'm sorry, I just started hearing really loud circus music in my head. What did you just say?" the YouTuber retorted, raising a brow as her mother stared at her pointedly.

     "Don't use Parks and Rec against me. Listen, we decided that we'd go through the house and choose what we each want to keep. All the stuff in the dining room is your father's." Valeria explained, gesturing to the dining room.

     Taking in a deep breath, Amandla pursed her lips together. "I mean, you know I like change... but do you mind explaining why you want to move? I want to know your reasoning," she pressed, letting go of the handle on her suitcase.

     "Well, we've lived here for a couple of years, but with the divorce, I want a fresh start with my babygirl. We can design the house to fit our aesthetic's and you can finally have a room that isn't in the attic," the woman smiled. Pure and happy energy was radiating off of Valeria and Amandla could see it. It made her heart warm to see her mom genuinely happy. A sight she hadn't witnessed in a really long time.

     Nodding, the YouTuber crossed her arms. "Okay, I'm on board with it. Where do I start?" she asked, raising a curious brow.

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     hey everyone!! i hope you all enjoyed the forty-fourth chapter!

     ok, i know i usually don't update on saturday's, but i decided to. this is a super short chapter, but hopefully this makes someone's day the tiniest bit better. with everything in the news and all the social injustice happening, everything has been so overwhelming and heavy, so i decided that updating might shed a bit of lightness. as someone who relies on content to make them happy, whenever an author updates, it makes my day and i hope this does the same.

     if you haven't seen any of my announcements, please go read them. it's important to educate yourself during this time and support your black brothers and sisters right now. it's important to always support others and people of color. please, educate yourself and use your accounts to be actively anti-racist and positive. use your power for good, not evil.

     in case you read this book, but don't follow me, here's what i posted on my announcement board: to my fellow white people: we NEED to do BETTER. to my fellow white people and nonblack poc, i urge you to use your voices to stand alongside the black community and black voices. our responsibility is to listen, amplify, & elevate them. not override the media narrative or try to use our places in society to equate their trauma with our own experiences. we cannot continue to consume & be influenced by black culture, but then turn a "blind eye" when our black brothers & sisters are brutally killed. we cannot.

     what is happening in our world right now should not be surprising to you. if it is, then you're just as much of the problem. if you choose to stay silent or neutral in situations of injustice, you have chosen the side of the oppressor. we were each given a voice for a REASON. use YOURS. RAISE YOUR VOICE. THIS IS NOT THE TIME TO STAY SILENT. i don't care if you think your voice doesn't matter or that posting about this will "ruin your aesthetic" or "ruin your online persona." i don't care. SPEAK UP. we need to be supporting one another and standing up for those whose voices are being overshadowed by those who refuse to listen. i am sick and tired of people losing their lives every day for simply living. too many good people have died for no reason. too many injustices have passed by with no repercussions. i am disgusted, every day, by what continues to happen to people of color. yes, all lives matter but only if you include black lives. all lives cannot matter unless black ones are. it's as simple as that.

     yes, derek chauvin was arrested. no, that does not mean justice was served. do not be fooled. he was arrested and charged for third-degree murder and manslaughter, but that DOES NOT MEAN justice was served. do not be fooled and properly educate yourself. third-degree murder is classified as an accidental, unintentional murder. what derek chauvin did was NOWHERE NEAR accidental. at the VERY LEAST, what he did should be classified as second-degree murder because HE KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING. he was CONSCIOUS of the actions he was making to george floyd. george made it verbally and publicly known that he was in distress and could not breathe. there's literal proof of this. yet chauvin CONTINUED what he was doing for nearly 9 minutes. 9 minutes too long. 9 life-changing minutes that took an innocent man's life. took away his future. took him away from his family and friends in a way that can never be fixed or mended. no apology will ever come close to attempting to heal what he's done. the very least that can be done is properly charge chauvin for his actions. give REAL JUSTICE. call it what it is: M U R D E R. & if proof is found that chauvin, indeed, did know george floyd for 17 years prior to this incident, and recognized him, it should be bumped up to first-degree. (from a legal stand-point.)

     in my eyes, nothing can be done to "fix" what has happened, but please, for the love of what is right, charge derek chauvin PROPERLY AND RIGHTLY for his actions. don't "go easy" or "give leeway" because he is a police officer. it doesn't matter what his job is or who he is. he killed someone. he took a life. that's unforgivable.

     to EVERYONE, this is the time to SPEAK UP. being silent and knowing you "aren't racist" isn't enough. it is time to be ACTIVELY ANTI-RACIST. stand with your brothers & sisters and actively do your best to support them in any way you can.

     i was someone who saw my place here on wattpad as very small and insignificant. i was just a 19-year-old girl who writes fanfiction and various stories in her free time. someone who, at the end of the day, truly, didn't make much of an impact. my readers don't know me and i don't know them. who i am, my identity and my opinions were not important. people are here for my content—not me. what i have to say on what is going on in the world doesn't matter and that's a very ignorant, privileged, and immature perspective to have. especially on social media where my voice can be heard louder than it can be "in real life" or "in person."

     the platform i have here on wattpad is bigger than the one i have in my actual life and it's time i transfer who i am to wattpad. it's time to step the fuck up and speak the fuck up. my whiteness is something i have to use to my advantage and help others whose voices are overshadowed by those who don't want them to be heard. that's something i've never done on social media, but it's time. i can't just speak up in person anymore, i need to everywhere. that includes here.

     so this is me, grayson leah, aka cardiiac, speaking the fuck up and letting any and everybody reading this know that i stand for humanity. i stand for black lives matter. for my black readers (and all readers of color): i'm not black, but i see you. i'm not black, but i hear you. i'm not black, but i fight for you. i'm not black, but i mourn with you.

     this is a place for everyone and it will never be a place of hatred. i love each and every one of you. truly. please don't hesitate to comment or message me. i am ALWAYS HERE for ALL of YOU.