🪷 NAMJOON POV 🪷

My own son wanted me dead or he still do.

My eyes burst open at the thought. Last time, when I woke up from coma a few weeks ago, Taehyung was right beside me. I wanted to talk to him but he didn't hear me. I wanted to tell him that I will be with him at any cost but he restricted my oxygen then and inserted something in my body that forced me to go back into the same darkness again.

Today, when I opened my eyes again after weeks of waiting, Taehyung was not in my room. The only thing that scared me was the fact that if he tried to hurt his sister too just like he did with me. I don't want anything to happen to any of my children.

I didn't call the doctors because I don't want Taehyung to do something reckless again. I removed all the needles and pipes attached to my body and try to stand on my feet. I wasn't able to stand straight and while wobbling around, I accidentally hit the table, causing the stuff on the table to fall with a loud thud.

Hoseok burst inside the room hurriedly probably to check up on me but I shush him. It only took a few seconds for him to realize that I don't want this news to go out yet. He give me some water before helping me stand on my feet.

"How's my children?"

I ask Hoseok as he bring me new clothes to wear.

"They are fine, Sir. Y/N is at Jungkook's place and Taehyung is performing an important surgery. And we won the elections."

I nod, "Drive me to Jungkook's place first. I will see about work later on."

He guide me through the back door after; cautiously and silently so that no reporter see us. He hand me back my phone while on our way to Jungkook's place and something in me boils after looking at the various different news articles. My patience or my mind, I don't know what but one thing is for sure, I will fucking kill Jungkook today.

He married my daughter? For what sake? To protect her from Natasha as Hoseok tells me? I know she don't like her mother's company but was this the only fucking solution left to stop Natasha to take her custody? They could have made Taehyung her legal guardian and I'm pretty sure Seokjin must've gotten the paperwork ready in five minutes.

How dare he marry my daughter and made her live under the same roof as his, and also in the same freaking house that I despise the most. The same house that could trigger her mental trauma.

On the day she killed Nicole, she got herself into a state of mind that she believed she never had a sister before. The doctor explained me that some people tend to have disassociating disorder where they dissociate themselves from the most painful memories of their lives and we shouldn't force Y/N to remember anything that she don't want to remember. It can cause a mental trauma and I would kill myself before letting anything as such happen to her.

I should've burned that house to ashes at that time, but Jungkook pleaded me to let him keep the house and I agreed. He wanted to keep his father in the same house where he was tortured. I didn't want to take his right to avenge himself away so I agreed. I got everything ready for him and he was able to keep his dad with him to do the same how he had been treated all these years under my roof.

Now that I think, I should've have destroyed the only place that can trigger my princess's painful memories and bring them to the surface. I would rather break the whole world down than letting her have the same nightmares again. She's better off without those memories. My small baby can't handle that kind of pain.

Other thing that Hoseok told me that Jungkook filed a restraining order against my ex-wife, Natasha. She might be my business rival but I would never agree to something like this. She is the mother of my children, she has gone through that pain too with me. I have seen good and bad days with her and I know, she would never do something that could hurt me emotionally or physically.

We may be legally divorced, but that doesn't mean I don't consider her my wife. She has gone above and beyond some filthy means to defame my political career but that doesn't change the fact that I still love her. She is the mother of my children, my wife, my Natasha. The day I saw her for the first time, I knew she was one of the selfish people I have ever met, but I still decided to be with her because I fell in love with her at the first sight.

She is still my family and I don't leave my family behind. That just isn't me.

She was the kind of woman I wanted in my life. She was strong, bold and the most confident woman I had ever seen and till today, she still is. She became the president of this country before me and I will always be proud of the girl I fell in love with.

I would have to nullify this restraining order soon. I know she want Y/N to remember the past because she want to know the truth about what happened that day when Y/N had to kill her own sister. Again; I never wanted both women in my life to suffer in any way, so I decided to close that chapter altogether. Natasha wanted Y/N to remember her past, and I wouldn't approve of that.

When I arrive at my old farm house again, my insides almost twisted and a fear erupted in my skin. The house is burning in flames and I don't wait for the car to stop, and I jump out, running to the cries I identify as Y/N's. She was standing outside the window, crying and fearing for Jungkook's life. I want to punch myself in the guts for letting my daughter be fearful for another man's life than me.

"Dad..."

I caress her cheek once and the next moment I was inside the flaming room. I didn't waste time because I wanted that fear away from my daughter's eyes. I did this for her but that doesn't mean I wouldn't kill Jungkook after.

I save him, and right then Y/N tells me that it was all Jungkook's dad's doing, pointing her small, trembling finger at him. I couldn't care less about this old man before I punch him across the face. And then, he said something that shattered me to the core.

"On the day your daughter died, I got the pleasure of touching her everywhere I wanted. On her chest, on her back, on her neck, on her face, on her lips... I even kissed her soft chee..."

I punched him then, with all the force. The mere thought that I was not able to protect my own daughter from a fucker like him, shattered me into pieces.

My body jerked with every word he said.

Thinking that my Y/N was actually just trying to protect her sister but this man is the real killer of my Nicole. It made my eyes bleed with pain and anger. My Y/N had gone through too much trauma.

My small baby didn't deserve it.

My Nicole didn't deserve it either.

None of my babies deserve this.

No child in this world deserves this.

This sick bastard. I will kill him from my own hands and I did just that. I gave him the most gruesome death of his life. I bursted his dick into pieces and he died few minutes after with the unbearable pain.

I turned around after that, seeing Jungkook hugging my daughter, I felt a rush of anger in my body again. I tuck the gun back in my belt again. I don't want to scare my daughter again. I will take care of Jungkook later on, right now, my princess needs me.

"Hands to ourselves!"

I yell at Jungkook, making Y/N flinch in his hold. She leaves his arms right after, and I open mine for her.

"Dad... I missed you." She hug me tightly while crying and I kiss her eyes, cheeks, nose, anywhere I can. I was so worried as hell for her that Taehyung may have hurt her like he hurt me.

I tried calling her on the day Taehyung tried to kill me on the road warning her to stay away from Taehyung but I guess, she wasn't able to hear me on the call. I knew, his intentions weren't to kill me, because he made the blast near my car, not directly at it. And I want to talk to him as soon as I can after I take Y/N with me about everything that happened that day.

"I missed you more, my princess. Did he hurt you anywhere?" I ask, hardening my jaw towards Jungkook.

She let go of the hug, "No, Dad. He saved my life, not once but twice. I-I love him... this is not just a paper marriage. I care for..."

"No you don't, Y/N. You. Do. Not. Do you hear me? This man right here has deviant tendencies. You know what he do for fun? He beats women. You don't want to be with a man like him."

"Namjoon listen to me..." Jungkook steps forward and I place my gun at his forehead the next second. I don't plan on killing him today. He don't get an easy death if he had hurt my daughter in any way. I will dig everything up alongside his grave.

"Don't you dare speak a word. Did you forget that she is Kim Namjoon's daughter? How dare you even thought of marrying her?!"

Before I could speak anything further, Y/N steps in between us. She stands in front of Jungkook as if she is his shield or something.

"Do you know what is in my hand right now, Y/N?"

She nods, "A Gun, dad. I know," Her eyes turn teary that I don't back down even though she steps in front of the gun.

I have treated her like a princess throughout my life and she didn't had to say for a thing twice before I got it for her but forgiving Jungkook for what he did is impossible.

"So you would risk your life this man?"

"I would die for him, dad.."

My jaw clenched at her response. This wasn't supposed to go like this. My daughter will not fall in love with a sadist and I will make sure of that. I grab her wrist in my tough hold then. I have never been this angrier and rough on her ever. I tower over Jungkook but he looks at me eye to eye.

I don't have time for this bullshit today. I need to meet Taehyung first. My family's wellbeing is more important than this love drama. She would forget him once I kill him today or tomorrow.

"Come near my daughter ever again, and you're fucking dead," I warn Him, "I'm leaving you alive today because of Y/N but that doesn't mean I can't kill you. You have to get through me now. Only a monster can deal with another monster."

I pull Y/N away with me this time as she cries her eyes out. "D-Dad please... he was traumatized just like me. He needs me dad..."

"The only thing he need is a bullet in his head." I tell her before pushing her into the car. I had enough of this now. The only person on my mind right now is my son, Taehyung. I need to speak with him sooner than later.

"Take us back home, Hoseok. Bring Tae back home after. I need to talk to him about something important."

"Yes sir."

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Few months ago:

I planned on surprising Taehyung today. Yesterday, we had a party for him as he became an official neurosurgeon. I am so proud of him for what he has accomplished. It's not like I was not proud of him before, I was, I always am proud of my children but yesterday was a special day so the party needed to be huge as well.

Tae don't like parties much, but he also understands that our life is never going to be private. A future president's life is always public. People need to know what happens in a politician's life including their children's.

I am mostly busy in my work, and Taehyung is always occupied in his duties. I know its been a while since we had a father and a son talk. I did congratulate him yesterday, but I wanted to congratulate him alone, where there would be no one to disturb us. So I chose his home for that. He mentioned he had to throw some of his books from here and I figured it will be best to talk to him personally here today as he will be here anyways.

I didn't inform him but. I will just surprise him. I want to know what's happening in my baby boy's life. He looks worried sometimes.

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I think I made a mistake by visiting my own son's house today. I'm standing here in shock, my feet feel numb, my hands tremble, I try to think maybe I am at the wrong place, maybe this is not his house but it didn't help with the situation. I know, this is his house and my Tae is a serial head hunter killer or maybe there is a different side to the story? I don't know but Tae's involvement in this gruesome crime shook me from the inside. 

I wouldn't believe anything else until I talk to him. I continued looking at the jars with human heads preserved in them. Everything is neatly kept but a pile of clothes at the side grabs my attention. All of them are drenched in blood and I tell myself that my baby boy can't do this.

"Dad! What are you doing here? Y-You shouldn't be here..."

I turn around at Taehyung's voice. Something in me breaks after seeing his eyes. I want to hug him, tell him that it is okay, I will protect him anyways but something in me stopped me, so I use my stern voice with him instead.

I felt his breathing hitched when I step forward and stand in front of him, "I advise you to choose your next words very carefully, Tae.,"

"D-Dad..."

"Did you do all of this?"

He thinks for a moment. He is scared to admit in front of me, but I see no remorse on his face for whatever he did.

"I-I just wanted to do some research on human brain. Wouldn't you be more proud if I become a scientist one day?"

My jaw hardened but I try to remain calm. How and when did my son became like this?

"Do you feel remorse about what you did, Tae?"

"Remorse for what, dad?"

"Remorse for killing innocent people!" I increase my voice at him this time. Whatever this was, it needed to be stopped before anyone else gets to know.

"They were bad people, dad. I searched their profiles for many years before I actually killed them."

"This is not the right way, Tae. This needs to stop. I can't allow you to leave our mansion until I decide what to do with you next. You are coming with me right now and I want no buts!."

"I will meet you at home, dad. Please..."

I wanted to deny but I agree. I can't force him to change right away. If he need some time to get himself together, then he definitely can but today will be the last day he'll be allowed to roam freely. I doubt if Natasha knows anything about this. She and Taehyung are very close to each other and I will need to have a very serious talk with her if she knew anything about this and still didn't do something to stop Taehyung.

"Did Natasha know about this?"

"Yes. She knows. And she supported me too. She loves me more than you, dad. She don't care about the whole world like you. She only care about me and my happiness. At least, I didn't do something worse like Y/N? I didn't kill my sister." He taunts.

I slap him then, "Shut up, Tae! She is your sister. We don't know what exactly happened that day. Do not bring your sister in this. You cannot justify your acts. She was a kid back then, and you are an adult now," I sigh after my sudden outburst. I didn't want to slap him. I wanted to handle the situation in a calmly manner.

After taking a few deep breaths, I hold him from his shoulders, squeezing them a little, "I want to help you, Tae. You are my son and I want you to do the right thing. Take your time and come home before midnight. We both will sort this out together. Hmm?"

He nods and I caressed his hair before leaving him alone. My eyes turn teary as I left from the front door. My Taehyung wasn't supposed to become something like this. I knew he had his mother's support behind him because he alone cannot do all this.

"Take me to Y/N's college."

I tell the driver before jumping into the backseat of the car. I couldn't think of a way to all this. I cannot hand my son to police. I just can't. I wouldn't be able to. But I also can't allow him to live a normal life as if nothing happened. I need to talk to Y/N about this personally and face to face. At least, she needs to know about this so that she can keep herself safe in her brother's presence.

I dialled Y/N's number then. I will just have her cancel the lectures and have a talk with me instead.

"Hi Dad, I was thinking about you!" She picks up the phone in a second.

Our car jerks forward with a sudden push and I loose my balance a little.

"What the fuc...?"

I am about to curse the driver but a car pushes into ours from behind again. I look back and my insides twisted into something unexplainable when I saw Taehyung in the car. What the hell was he doing?

He has something in his hand as he looks at me with teary eyes.

"Hello, Dad...?" Y/N speaks again.

"Listen princess, Stay away from Taehyung..." I tell her but with all this commotion, I doubt if she can hear me at all. The driver tries to speed up, doing his best to not hurt Taehyung in the process.

"Sir, do you want me to shoot?" The driver asks, getting his gun ready when Taehyung doesn't stop.

"No! don't you dare shoot. He is my son!" I warn. I would rather let anything happen to me than my children.

"Dad what's happening? I can't hear you! Speak louder!" Y/N shouts through the phone again.

"Stay away from Taehyung!" I speak louder in the phone this time, hoping she would hear me.

"Dad! I can't hear you at all! Where are you? What's this noise at the back? Are you okay?"

Just then Taehyung throws the thing in his hand towards the front wheel of the car and our car explodes with a loud thud. In few seconds, I experienced a near death experience but I knew I was still breathing. Taehyung threw the thing at the front and I knew his intentions were just to harm me, and not to kill me. He could have thrown that at the back wheel and I could have died then and there.

Maybe he was scared for what I would do with him tonight. I understand his fear but I never thought my own blood would do something like this to me. I didn't take security with me, because I knew I was just going to my son's place. 

"DAD!"

I hear my princess's last words as our car flew away in air. I felt every piece of shard going through my body and my head. The call disconnected right after. I hope both of my children stay safe....

A/N: Hi Lovelies! I hope you enjoyed the chapter and all the truths that have been revealed out lately.

Also, I've been reading a few of your comments in the previous chapter about the experiences a few of you had with some pedophiles in your life at some point. I am so sorry that you all had to go through that phase. Sadly, I was one of the victims of this vicious crime too. I remember, I was only 8 years old when this happened. I actually wrote my own experience in the chapter, however, I was just playing at home and there was no lake. I got no justice back then, but I truly hope all such people are executed in the most gruesome way possible. I can't believe the person who did this to me was actually a handicapped, deaf and mute. I used to treat him so nicely because of that but I didn't know he had such evil intentions for me. I told my mom afterwards and she kicked him out of the house when he came in next time to our house. I hope, he rot in hell. I sympathize with all of you sweet angels here. I am sorry if the previous chapter triggered your memories in any way. I wanted to give justice to myself, with the help of my writing at least.

Till next update, Take care ❤️❤️