🌸 𝐉𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐏𝐎𝐕 🌸

The love of my life wants to die. The day when I got the courage to own up to my feelings and tell Taehyung what I really feel about him was the last fortunate day of my life because each day after that flew away like dreams, and it includes good and bad, both.

I mean, if you're rejected, you would get a no for an answer and if you're accepted, you would get a yes for an answer. It's that easy, right? But the response that I got, left me hanging in middle, not literally though. He didn't reject me, but also didn't say yes.

It happened right on the night me and Y/N planned a secret club night behind her father's back. Me being an over-smart bitch, messaged Taehyung from Y/N's phone inviting him to the fun but that ended up Y/N being in curfew for next four weeks.

I thought, my plan didn't work out when I waited alone at the club for more than three hours but to my surprise, Taehyung showed up in his casual shirt and black pants. He said, he just came to inform me that Y/N won't be coming and I should go home. I mean, he could have texted me too right? But he personally came to inform me so I took the opportunity and bolt for it. I told him that I have feelings for him.

"What feelings?"

He asked me then. I looked at him confused thinking maybe I'm not being clear so I explained him, that I love him romantically.

"Means?" He asked again and that time I knew, there's something wrong with him. He's never smiling, never sad, never happy, and never angry. He's always busy in reading his books which could only mean, he was a psychopath. A person who doesn't understand or feel emotions.

I was confused how Y/N being a psychology major student didn't notice her brother's traits. When I said I liked him, it included my crushing over him since high school, stalking him through Y/N and getting his pictures without permission like a creep in a nutshell. Just because, he's a psychopath doesn't mean I would give up on him or that he can't ever feel love. I'll make him feel love, care and all the emotions he was deprived of.

He told me before leaving, "I'll research about this emotion and let you know if I do love you romantically or not."

That was the reply I received after my love confession. I didn't know what to do at that time rather than waiting for him to complete his research and feel the spark between us.

Everything was normal, at least that's what I thought until he brought me into his real life, until he showed his true self to me. I cried being scared but right then I saw an emotion on his face for me, fear. He was scared that I will back off after seeing his truth and any sane person should do that but I was insane for him and I thought, I can change him.

That day, I thought, If I can make him feel an ounce of emotion, then I can also make him feel all other sentiment because he was not just a psychopath, but also a sociopath.

I still remember the first time he killed someone for me was when I accidentally told him that me and Y/N had a fight with a student in our college and he almost hit me. I tried to laugh it off after, but he wasn't pleased.

When I saw the news that the new head hunter serial killer case was reported and the student was of RSC, I called him, yelling at him over the phone, "you killed him?"

"He shouldn't have touch you."

"Taehyung, why don't you understand? it's illegal. You cannot just kill anyone like a piece of cake!"

"It's only illegal if I get caught."

He replied without any hesitation. That time, I knew, I've got myself into big trouble along with Taehyung. I knew, at that moment, I got him obsessed with me bad and I need to stay away from him. However, it didn't work, he killed more people when I didn't talk to him for days and the thought that even after knowing his goddamn truth, I wasn't able to stop loving him shook me to the core.

I still remember the night he disclosed his secret to me. That night, he took me to his house, the house that belongs to him, not his dad's mansion.

I trembled in fear when he showed me how he had kept heads of more than hundred of people preserved in glass boxes. He said, he practice to operate on their brains and that's why he only take their heads not the body. He had always killed people for his own benefit, but he said, I was the first person, he killed someone for.

That night he also confessed to me and I still remember each and every word he said to me,

"I didn't understand my emotions at the time you said you loved me romantically, Jimin. But after studying this emotion for days, I realized that I do love you. I wanted to show you this part of me before we start a relationship. I've read it in an article, there should be no secrets in a relationship so I'm letting you know beforehand. My form of love isn't going to be noble. My love will be selfish and villainous. My love will be the type where I kill people to protect you and erase others to avenge you. My love will be possessive, and will know no boundaries when it will come to you. So do you still want to accept me? Also, I've read, couples give each others nicknames, so I've already thought one for you. Flower. You are my flower."

I winced at the memory. He has always been an important part of me and my life. His slight touch is enough to explode butterflies in my stomach. That night in the club, he said he cannot control his urge to kill someone and he needed me right away. I didn't want to leave Y/N alone, but I had to. I cannot see Taehyung committing another crime.

He pulled me into the small bathroom in the corner right when I opened the door to men's restrooms. My front collided with the wall as he held me from behind, trailed wet kisses all over my neck, on my jaw while his hand reached over to the button of my pants. He was too hungry for me that day but he never gets rough with me, he never harms me so I was at ease, at least.

"Tae..., Y/N's alone outside, we might need to..."

"I'll be quick."

He said and right then, my pants touched the floor and he grabbed my shaft in his hold, as he pumped it gently in his cold hand. The small place filled with soft voices of my moans and Taehyung's harsh breaths.

My member twitched in his hold when he increased his pace, and the pressure in my balls intensified. I was reaching my high, I was so close but he stopped right then. It felt like someone just splashed water on the fire burning inside of me.

"Let's come together, hmm flower?"

He said before he unzipped his pants and uncovered his huge cock out. He's taller than me, so he got me on my tip toes and then slowly but carefully rammed into me from behind. I bit my lip, when he started thrusting into me in a slow rhythm.

He don't like hurting me, so he always starts slower.

"Does it feel good?"

He asked, pulling out, then again thrusted all the way inside of me.

"Yesss..." I moaned.

"Can I fuck you faster?" He asked again and I nodded, not caring to verbally give him consent. I never really felt the need to. He was always way too gentle with me.

He picked up his pace then. His hand moved to my member once again as he stroked it along with the rhythm of his thrusts. His breathing was harsh against my ear and I moan louder.

His other hand reached over to my chin as he turned my head to the side, then he claimed my lips in his, sucking on them. He inserted his tongue inside my mouth, which I welcomed without efforts, allowing him full access to my mouth.

He kept kissing me until he came inside me and I released in his hand. Both of us tried to catch our breaths against each other's mouth while he slide the tissues out of the tissue box and pulled out of me. I grimaced at the emptiness while he cleaned us both, being a little gentle on me, and way too rough on himself.

I turn around to face him when he helped me to get dressed, followed by closing his own pant's zipper. Sometimes, just like in that moment, I felt scared that I'm sleeping with a serial killer who can kill me anytime he wanted but I can't stop my feelings for him. Even though, he's a murderer of more than hundred people, he's a perfect lover.

As if he was reading my mind, he pulled me into his chest and spoke while cupping my cheeks, "are you scared of me, flower?"

"Sometimes..." I told him because it was the truth. No matter, how many times we both get intimate, I cannot get behind his acts of violence. I might turn a blind eye once or twice, but it'll kill me if it keeps getting a recurring theme.

"I could hurt everyone. I could kill all of them but not you. If it was up to me, you'd never see a drop of your own blood again."

He said as I gulped my tears down. One day, someone will know about this truth. One day, Taehyung will be behind bars. I shook my head internally, because I didn't want to think about that. I still had hope that I could change him. He hasn't kill a lot of people after he killed our college's bully.

"Let me go check up on Y/N."

I told him and left him in the bathroom alone but when I reached back to the bar where I left Y/N, she was not there. I searched around, but she was no where to be found. I panicked and run outside from the back exit door, but couldn't spot anyone until Y/N's husband and our college's owner pushed me to wall.

Everything happened so quickly after that. Me and Taehyung following Jungkook and then finding him almost laying limp and Y/N crying beside him. For a moment, I thought Y/N lost him, for a moment, I thought she's about to get broken again but Taehyung saved him.

Its been three days since that terrible night. The night that almost killed my best friend's happiness. I sit beside Y/N's sleeping figure on the hospital bench outside Jungkook's room.

Taehyung had to drag her out forcefully because she really hadn't slept for at least continuous two hours from last three days.

My phone vibrates, a notification popped up on my screen and my heart hammered as my eyes read through the bold news headline. My insides twists when I clicked on the link and a video played.

"After few weeks of peace, we are again struck by the new head hunter serial killer case. Public thought that the fear had long gone but it took us with a surprise when a new dead body was found today morning..."

Fear and horror rushed in my veins at the realization. Taehyung did kill someone yesterday again and this time, we are finally over. Even the sound of it hurts like hell in my chest but he needs to understand, that I will not protect him any longer.

He repeated the same mistake. I thought, he was changing. I thought he was slowly understanding emotions but I was wrong. He never really changed, he just stopped for a moment.

"Why are you crying, Jimin?"

I startle at Y/N's voice. I quickly wipe my tears away, smiling at her, "oh you're up?"

"Don't dodge my question"

"I'm not dodging your question. I was just worried about you. You haven't been taking care of yourself lately."

She gazed at me with her hooded eyes, "Are you and Taehyung together?"

She asked me out of the blue and my heart raced like crazy at the question.

"Not anymore," I tell her before I rush out from the hospital, telling her that I need to go run some errands. She looks at me with sorrowful, worried eyes as I leave her on the bench alone.

She will be so heartbroken when she'll get to know what her brother did to their father.

A/N: Hi lovelies, a great smut await us in next chapter... I hope we get to the vote target sooner than later! Till next update, take care 🦋❤️

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