Hey, Thomas,

I remember you coming up in the Box. Scared as hell, just like everyone. There was just one thing different: you were curious about the maze and wanted to be a Runner.

When I followed you into the maze, I somehow knew I was going to survive. You saved Alby, Thomas. For a few weeks, at least. I'm very grateful for that.

After Chuck died, I felt empty. I tried to recover, but it's been so long and I didn't change. Everything is going wrong. I can't do all of this anymore. I'm sorry.

Thank you for being such a good friend to me and Chuck.

I know you can save everyone. Take care of them. For me, please. Be there for Newt.

Goodbye, Thomas.

- Nora

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Hey, Fry,

It's Nora. I wanted to tell you a few things before I said goodbye. You're an amazing friend. Of course, I didn't talk a lot with you in the Glade, but still. You're amazing. And so are your cooking skills. Trust me, you're a lot better than the food they give here.

Take care of everyone. Together y'all can go through this. And take care of yourself too. Goodbye, Frypan.

- Nora

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Hey, Winston,

I don't know you very well and I didn't talk a lot with you, but you're a great person. You're kind and helpful. Though I didn't really like the Slicer job :)

Take care of yourself and everyone else. Goodbye, Winston.

- Nora

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Hey, Teresa,

I don't know you very well, but I do know you're a nice girl. You're kind to others and very cool. Take care of yourself.

Goodbye.

- Nora

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Hey, Logan,

I remember when I came up in the Box and had to try all the jobs. I turned out to be a Med-jack. One day I was working and you stumbled into the med-hut. You had some splinters in your hand. I found you nice and funny. At that point, I didn't know I would turn out to be such great friends with you.

I wondered why a guy like you didn't have many friends. As I said, you're very kind. Eventually, you told me the reason, which I think is kind of funny. You punched Newt and Gally. How did Gally not kill you after?

You told me that Newt was jealous because I hung out with you, but I didn't believe you. At some point, you confronted me with the fact that I liked Newt... a lot. You were correct and could see right through me.

Someday I had lunch with you and you told me about your memories. I said I didn't remember anything, but I did. It's not that I didn't want to tell you, but I just didn't know you long enough to tell you yet. Then I suddenly collapsed and remembered something. Something I rather didn't find out. It was a memory of when I harmed myself when I was ten. I felt guilty, just like always.

You helped me through everything. Set some rules so I wouldn't harm myself again. They didn't really work but the meaning behind them was good. I appreciate you so much for that.

Now Chuck, Jeff, Clint, and Alby are dead. I don't think I can forgive myself for that and I feel like I can't live without them, mostly Chuck. Maybe I can, but I've been trying for a long time now, and I just can't get over Chuck's death. Not without you guys. Now those 'rescuers' took me away from you, things are getting worse. I don't have anything to let my emotions go out with, of course. They won't give me a knife which I get. Maybe that's a good thing, but all the emotions I have are just growing in my stomach and they get worse every day. All the sadness and anger from deaths I couldn't prevent.

I just wanted to let you know that you were an amazing friend. The best one I had and could ever wish for.
Make sure you don't get into fights with Newt. Try to be friends with him. I know you can do that, just convince him to do it too. For me.

Goodbye, Logan.

- Nora.

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Hey, Minho or Mean Hoe,

Thank you for letting me be a Runner. You believed I could do it and I appreciate you for that. Thanks to you I would never had become one. Thank you for helping me through everything. You were checking on me a lot and I knew that I could always come to you if something was wrong.

Thank you for cheering me up so much. I think you were the one who did that the most. I actually loved the pranks or jokes you made. And don't stop making them. Stay the same Minho, the sarcastic but kind and serious one. You cheer people up, you know? A lot.

You are so nice to talk to. From the moment I arrived in the Glade, you were nice to me. You saw when I didn't feel comfortable and you helped me with that. Like the time when Adam sat down next to me. You told him to leave. Thank you so much.

And I'm sorry I say thank you so many times in this letter. I know you hate me saying that. And I'm sorry that I keep saying sorry. And yes, I kind of did that on purpose. Sorry. Okay that was not on purpose- anyways.

After people died, things got worse for me. I feel like I can't do it anymore. Everyone is always so caring for me and I appreciate it, but you should be worrying about yourselves instead.

Thank you, Minho. For everything. I could never imagine getting such a good friend like you. You were one of my best friends.

Take care of yourself. Goodbye, Minho.

- Nora

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Hey, Newt, or rather, Lizard,

I remember when I first came up in the Box. You immediately took care of me and showed me around. I'm still very thankful for that. You let me sleep in your hut, even though I didn't want you to do that.
You borrowed me your clothes and since that moment, I never stopped wearing them. You smell nice, you know?

I remember when the Box send me up a small box, filled with girl products. You took a tampon out and asked me what they were for. I said to stop the bleeding and you thought I meant nosebleeds. The next day I accidentally leaked through and blood got on your pants. As an excuse, I said I had a nosebleed. That was just a fun moment I had with you, just like every moment we had.

Slowly we started to get closer. You helped me with basically everything. Especially when some issues with Adam happened... I'm so grateful for that. I don't know what would've happened without you around.

Then I had my first nightmare in the Glade. About Adam, of course. I was screaming in my sleep and I assume you heard me. You were the one that calmed me down. Thank you, again.

Eventually, you found out about me harming myself. You tried to help me and you did very well, but I think I can't get... better. Or whatever you want to call it.

Sometimes you slept next to me. I was wondering what that meant and if it was normal for friends to do that. I think we were more than just friends... and Minho definitely knew too. Minho, Logan, and Gally locked us up, which I am actually grateful for. What would've happened if they didn't? That was the first time we kissed.

Right in front of the two Med-jacks, you asked me to be my girlfriend. Maybe the best moment of my life. I was so happy. When I told Chuck, he replied with 'ew'. I told him that he would get it once he grew up, but I guess that's not going to happen...

Anyways. One day I lay on top of you in the morning. You were stuck under me and tried to wake me up, but I was in a deep sleep because I had spent a whole night in the maze. Eventually, I started sleep talking about some... odd things. I mean, grievicorns? I hope I didn't say anything else weird.

We had a bonfire and I don't remember what happened, but Minho told me half of it. Apparently, I had to sit on your lap and I was moving a little too much... a few weeks later you told me what happened. I found it kind of funny and felt fluttered, but you were disgusted and embarrassed. A few days later, Minho and Chuck pulled a prank on us. Very funny. We had to shower and that was another great moment of my life, you know what I mean.

Please try to turn friends with Logan. For me. He's trying to be nice. Make sure you take care of him when he gets angry. Look out for the others too.

But after all these fun moments, I'm still sad. Always been. About Chuck's death, everyone's death, and my past. Everything. I don't think I can do it anymore, Newt. I want you to know that I love you. Forever.
Maybe it's best for me to not be here anymore, though. I'm only getting you guys worried, which isn't even necessary. Take care of yourself and don't worry about me. Don't be too sad and just live a normal and happy life.
Find a new girlfriend. I know for sure that it won't be hard for you. I mean, who doesn't want such a handsome man?
There is one thing I want to say left. I remember things from not only my past, but yours too. You had a dog before the maze. And a sister. Your sister is still alive, Newt. Go find her, please. She has blonde hair just like you and her name is Lizzy. You loved her so much and she loved you. You can do this. Take care. My life was so much better with you in it. I can't tell you how much I love, like, and adore you.

Newt, I love you so much. And I will forever. But I can't do this anymore. Goodbye, my love.

- Nora/love