A/N: Yeah, I still don't know what to think of this :)

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I woke up from a horrible nightmare. In the nightmare, Newt got angry at me and left me behind, because the baby didn't make it. It all felt so realistic, that I even thought it really happened for a while. And, it made sense. Newt was so happy to get a kid, so if I failed, no wonder he would get angry, right?

"Hey, Nora." Someone carefully shook me. Once my eyes opened, a relieved sigh drew my attention. Confused and upset by the stuff that happened so quickly, but was yet so realistic, I felt tears form in my eyes and not long after, I was sobbing.

"Shh." Two arms wrapped around me. "You're okay, love. Just a dream."

It was Newt. Realizing that only made me panic worse, since he was angry at me in my dream three seconds ago. When I tossed around with my arms, Newt's grip tightened.

"It's alright. I got you." Newt whispered. "It's over, you're awake. It's not real."

Slowly he rocked us back and forth, both of his hands on my stomach. The feeling of his warmth on me, made me calm down a bit, but not enough yet.

"Newt?" I cried out, almost stuttering.

"Yes, love. I'm right here."

I took some deep breaths in and out before turning to Newt, who gave me a sad look. "I-." I stammered. "You were- he-." Somehow I couldn't talk normally, but luckily Newt interrupted.

"You're safe, Nor," Newt promised as he wiped some tears off my cheeks. "It's okay."

Slowly I started to calm down, sucking in some more deep breaths. Newt took my hand as his other hand still lay on my stomach, leaving a warm feeling.

"Do you want to tell me what happened, love?" Newt whispered, never letting go of me.

I let out a small sob. "I gave birth, but then the baby didn't make it." A gasp for air between my cries. "And you got angry and left me."

Newt squeezed my hand. "It's okay. You're awake now, all a dream, love."

I hesitantly looked Newt in the eyes as his face darkened a bit, realizing what I was thinking of.

"You don't think I would do that if the baby doesn't make it, do you?" Newt worried, already seeming quite frustrated.

I shrugged. "But you're so happy, and what if I fail?"

"There is no failing, Nor." Newt paused. "Of course I'm happy, but I will never ever blame it on you if the baby doesn't make it, all right? I won't get angry at you or leave."

I nodded, the fact that Newt was way too kind and caring to leave me for 'failing', slowly getting through my head.

"Do you believe me?" Newt asked. "Because I will never leave you. No matter what."

"I believe you." I breathed, turning around so I could hug Newt, who already wrapped his arms around me. "Thank you."

Newt put a hand on the back of my head and held me close to him, my head leaning on his shoulder. His familiar smell of vanilla filled my nose, making me remember the first time I slept next to Newt in the Glade. Somehow it got me emotional, with tears forming in my eyes.

Soon I was crying quietly again. "What's wrong, love? Did I hurt you?" Newt still didn't let go.

"No." I smiled through my cries. "I was thinking about the first time we slept next to each other in the Glade, and now we're here, safe from WICKED and having a baby."

"That's a nice thought." His voice was genuinely happy.

~ One month later ~

Two months pregnant, which meant I would be able to get a scan in the Med Hut. An ultrasound. I could see on Newt's face how excited he was to see what was in my belly, and to be honest, I was curious too.
My belly grew bigger too. It was definitely visible that I was pregnant now.

Newt and I walked over to the Med Hut, one of his hands wrapped around my waist. A woman let us into an apart room and told me to lay down on a bed, so I did.

Newt sat down on a chair and attentively watched the woman put some cold gel on my stomach and then a hand scanner. A screen was next to the bed, black and white scans from my stomach. I couldn't see it very clearly, but something was definitely in my belly, though the baby was still very small.

The woman continued to look for a while, until she put the scanner back, sighing lightly, but eyes twinkling. "I've got something to tell."

Oh, god.

Newt grabbed my hand and motioned for the woman to continue.
"Don't worry. I think it's exciting news." She chuckled.

I let out a relieved sigh and relaxed my tense body.

"I saw two figures on the scan." The woman paused. "You're having twins, congratulations."

My mouth fell open. Twins? I didn't really know how to respond. I thought one baby was enough, but then it was two! But it also made me happy, thinking about having two kids with Newt was a nice thought.

"Twins?" Newt breathed out. "That's amazing." He turned to me, a big smile already growing. "Twins."

I nodded, the corners of my lips also moving up a little. "Two babies."

Newt let out a cute, pure laugh and looked at the woman, who smiled lightly too. "Can you already see the genders with an ultrasound?"

"No. Not yet, you'll have to wait a few more weeks." The woman explained. "I'll leave you two for a bit." Then she walked off.

"Would you want to know the gender then, Newt?" I questioned.

"Only if you want that too. It would be easier with names, otherwise, we'll have to think of four." Newt explained. "But it's up to you, love."

The thought of knowing how many and what gender the babies were in my stomach, was comforting. "I would like to know."

"Then we do it." Newt decided before he sighed again. "Twins? Can you believe it?"

I chuckled. "Are you happy about it?"

"Of course I'm happy about it!" Newt assured. "I love it.. and you."

I smiled and moved to the side a bit, motioning for Newt to sit down, which he gladly did.
"I love you too."

Newt gave me another deep smile before leaning in, gently connecting our lips.