🍒·˚ ༘ ┊͙CHAPTER 020 !  ˊˎ
i miss you
( imessage, real life )

༄✧ *:･IMESSAGE

my viv changed chestnut to christopher

christopher

hey
read

viv can we talk?
read

i miss you, im sorry i didn't try and
understand why you were upset, but
i promise me and estella are over. it's
you i want

who typed out that corny ass message
cause no way in hell it was you

matt helped !

i can tell

but he didn't help with figuring out
what i was doing wrong

wow

what

never thought you would admit to
being wrong

can u buzz me in?

where are you?

outside your studio.

WHAT?
what if i don't let you in

i'll claim u murdered my fish😂😂

bro what?

please just open the door it's RAINING

no duh, that's why i think you should
stay outside and suffer😇

i have something for you

a gift?

yes

i love gifts

you always are the gift giver

i'm good at it

i know
please open the door i can feel
my toes freezing

fine ig

stop it asked for your name

you know my name?

i know but it feels weird

why are you texting me if you're inside

i'm scared of elevators

STILL?

YES??????
cause like who tf is saving me
if i get stuck in here

a hot firefighter?

wow yeah NO thats nick
NOT ME FUCKFACE

i'll have security escort you out now

NO
VIV STOP
NO
PLEASE

okay

fuck u

kys

die

fine

HUH

just hurry up.

༄✧ *:･ 3RD PERSON
vivienne was nervous, and she didn't know why she was caught smiling at all the texts chris sent her. she didn't even know why he was here! and now he was on the elevator up to her floor. her nerves just rose even more.

she wondered what she would say. how she would tell him about her mom and her family, and everything that had happened in the past two years. even though she wanted to tell him, her brain simply couldn't grasp the words and make her mouth form them.

she sat on the soft, dark couch that was in the corner of the room. the studio was her private space. her and madison had decorated it, and because the two of them shared it fairy lights and soft candles were lit.

it originally was an apartment. but after her and madison officially purchased the thing and weren't just renting anymore they could use it as they pleased. so they transformed into a small music studio, one where they could work for themselves.

she scrambled to pick up the pieces of paper that were sprawled out around on the table in front of her. lyrics and just the words chris in her mind where she tried to rhyme his name with stupid words. chris ,crisp? she didn't know what his name could rhyme with and eventually she had just given up.

there was a knock at the door. she stood up, walking over to it as she rubbed her sweaty hands on her jeans before opening the door. she was then face-to-face with the man once again. just like she was a couple weeks ago, when he entered her apartment again for the first time.

"i can't believe you're actually here right now, this is crazy" she stated, staring at the ground nervously  "i'm gonna throw up if you don't look at me" he laughed out. earning a small smile from vivienne herself, as well as her gaze. "do you want to come in?" she asked.

"yeah, i've been wanting to visit your studio for a long time now, you've kept me waiting rose" she did eventually give him a small tour before the two of them sat down on the couch

"You smoke a lot of weed, huh" he asked her, glancing at the half rolled blunt on the tray in front of them. although it was more of a statement because he knew the answer already.

"I started smoking weed, like two years ago". she eased into it, not wanting to gross him out. "is that okay?" she furthered the question

"i'm not gonna tell you what to do with your life viv, just cause i don't do it doesn't mean you have to be the same way" he smiled and leaned back onto the couch, crossing his legs and grabbing a piece of paper that sat next to him— one that she had forgotten to put away.

"so when is your album coming out?" he asked staring at the piece of paper that had the words 'number one?' on the top as if she hadn't even thought of the song title yet.

"you don't have to ask about my music, i know what you wanna ask" she beat him to the punch, addressing the elephant in the room "whaaattt?" he asked nervously, his voice raising in pitch

"my mom, ask about her." vivienne nodded, reassuring him before he placed his hand on top of hers "i'm so sorry... i didn't even know and i didn't ask"

his hand was warm, not sweaty gross get away from me warm, but sweet, blanket on a cold night warm. it was just what she needed. "she passed about a year ago.. heart attack"

he was quiet, unknowing on how to respond "i'm so sorry viv, i should've been there" she gave him a sad smile "we broke up, you didn't have to be anywhere" her voice cracked as she spoke, and it broke his heart.

he pressed a kiss to her cheek, and all her emotions were right back on the surface "well i'm here now, and i told you, as stupid as it might be i'm getting you back"

raw emotions, just like when she was a teenager again "i've missed you" she said, staring down at their hands, which were now intertwined "corny" he laughed "i hate you"

"so.. are you and estella..?" she began, only be caught by his immediate "god no! we... like i told you before she isn't you. she just needed me to go and break the news to her parents that we broke up! i owed her." he stressed

she stared up at him as the two finally talked. over everything, hours passed until a silence fell. she couldn't help but look at him "can i ask you something?"

he nodded while removing his beanie and fixing his hair. "when we-" she started "when we broke up? did you ever.. think about me?"

vivienne was terrified for the answer, or furthermore, she was terrified that the answer was no, and that he shut her out of his mind completely. she didn't want to feel stupid that she thought about him so often it made her crazy

"i did.. i mean— i didn't try to, but you were everywhere. i had to literally sleep in the living room cause it was weird being without you in my own fucking bedroom" she nodded, and grabbed his hand. without even realizing she began the habit that she used to do so often

"did you think about me?" he asked with a stupid, cheeky smile on his face "noooo i just wrote two albums about you. no fucking duh" she responded sarcastically.

"i know" he grinned wide "just wanted you to admit it" she playfully shoved his shoulder. as the two laughed memories of their childhood began to fade into their minds

like when he beat up the first guy who broke her heart. or when she skipped class to go meet him at the park.

even after close to a month of not seeing eachother she missed him so much. so much it made her crave him— like a drug worse than weed. an addiction.

"i thought about you everyday.." she sighed out, leaning her head on his chest, while his arm wrapped around her shoulder. like the day of their first kiss "i was frozen in time almost.. i never wanted to leave you"

"i-" he started, only to be cut off by a anxious filled blabber that was now coming out of viviennes mouth "and it's stupid and corny i know, but you were there and suddenly boston wasn't home anymore. without any of you— because we had the same friends and i wasn't going to make them choose so-"

"viv!" he laughed, turning her face towards him. it got her to shut up as he smiled "i'm gonna miss you while you're on tour.." her lips pressed together in a tight line before the stupidest and strangest idea came into her mind

"come with me" she blurted, an idiotic smile now plastered on her face— one that was mirrored by him

"what?" he asked, knowing damn well he heard her. he just wanted to double check that his ears were working "i lied before, i wanna be with you. so come with me, it's dumb and if you don't wanna come it's fine but.. at least"

the idea in her mind bubbled away as they both remembered his brothers, their channel, his life both in la and boston. his eyes saddened "i can't go" her head lowered in embarrassment "i know.." it came out like a whisper

"but i wanna be with you too, like really fucking bad" he stated "...do you wanna go on a date with me?" she asked "bro what are we in second grade?" he laughed

"is that a no?" vivienne raised an eyebrow "so you hate me" he laughed "god no, i just wasn't expecting you to ask me that, it's an obvious duh. so when?"

"whenever? you can plan it i'll literally do whatever you want" she laughed "give me four billion dollars" her mouth widened in shock "what the fuck? who do i look like? your sugar mommy?"

he shrugged and pointed to her bracelet "looks like it" she then pointed to his earrings "so you can be mine too then? same brand dumbass"

he laughed and kissed her cheek once again "yes i'll go on a date with you rose, just if you do those fucking anime poses like nick i might have to kill you"

she smiled "so i'll just go with matt then" she joked before he leaned back with his hand dramatically on his chest "NO!!! god no!!! no!!!! ughhh! no!!!" screams loud enough that the people two floors down could hear

"shhh" she laughed, covering his mouth "shut up! people can hear you" he continued screaming dramatically before he ended up bursting out laughing so hard that he fell off of the couch and onto the floor

only she could make him feel like that. after a couple more seconds laughing, she stared at him, "so what was my gift?" she asked, reminding him of the text that he sent her earlier. "oh yeah!"

he scrambled for his pockets, patting them before reaching inside one of them and pulling out a small box. "oh my god, are you proposing to me?" she asked as his eyes grew wide as his mouth dropped open "no no no no no no! not— I swear! not yet!"

she blushed as he opened the box, revealing a small necklace. "why is your initial on the necklace?" she asked him "like that taylor swift song! i saw it on tiktok" he shamelessly admitted. it brought a smile to her face that he cared so much.

"how do you know i'm a silver?" she asked. removing the necklace from the box and staring at it the 'c' hanging from the chain. she smiled before handing it to him. "can you help me put it on?" he wouldn't have liked anything else.

she moved her hair and turned her back towards him while he tried his best to not awkwardly put the necklace on her fumbling with the clasp before finally closing it she turned around and looked at him. "how does it look?"

"perfect" he responded.

if the universe wasn't holding him back, he might've kissed her right there and then

but he knew the universe couldn't hold him back for long. he knew that soon he would be kissing her once again.

𝗖𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗦𝗧𝗘 ✧ 𝙎𝙋𝙀𝘼𝙆𝙎!
i did unpublished my rafe fic cause it wasn't doing good! but if you enjoy this story go check out my funny valentine and do you like me? i also have more stories on the way!

for u all , ily.
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