You threaten to suck me in again
I can feel it consume me the longer I talk to you
And I'm reminded of everything we have done

I fall in love with the memories all over again
Wondering if it's you that truly sucks me in or the reminder of who you were to me

Over and over again
The pressure on my chest returns and I am drowned in desperation and anxiousness as I wait on you

Staying up late
Eyes drooping and mind drifting
While I wait on the possibility of your call
And the happiness that fills me when I see your name and our voices fill the night until four in the morning

But it's in the mornings I realize how little I mean to you
An opportunity to pass time while chasing others and keeping me in the background as an option
I talk to other girls as if you're mine already and am hoping that deep down you are as much as I feel like yours