📜🦢
➛ 𝒞𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝒯𝗁𝗋𝖾𝖾 －
𝗃𝗈𝗎𝗋𝗇𝖺𝗅

✿ 𝖔𝖕𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖆'𝖘 𝖏𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖓𝖆𝖑 ✿

𝟯𝟭.𝟬𝟯.𝟭𝟭

j̶u̶s̶t̶ m̶i̶s̶s̶ y̶o̶u̶
better man － unfinished

[Chorus]
sometimes, in the middle of the night,
y̶o̶u̶ h̶a̶u̶n̶t̶ m̶y̶ d̶r̶e̶a̶m̶s̶ i can feel you again
but i just miss you
& i just wish you were a better d̶a̶d̶ man
i d̶o̶n̶t̶ k̶n̶o̶w̶ w̶h̶y̶ y̶o̶u̶ l̶e̶f̶t̶ m̶e̶ a̶l̶l̶ a̶l̶o̶n̶e̶ t̶o̶ c̶r̶y̶ i̶n̶ t̶h̶e̶ b̶a̶c̶k̶ o̶f̶ y̶o̶u̶r̶ c̶a̶r̶
know why we had to say goodbye
like the back of my hand
but i just miss you
& i just wish you were a better man
a better man...

[Verse 2]
i know im probably better off b̶e̶i̶n̶g̶ all alone
than w̶a̶n̶t̶i̶n̶g̶ needing a man who could change his mind at any given minute
and it was always on your terms
i̶ ̶w̶a̶i̶t̶e̶d̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶e̶v̶e̶r̶y̶ ̶p̶a̶g̶e̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ t̶u̶r̶n̶e̶d̶
i̶ w̶a̶i̶t̶e̶d̶ o̶n̶ e̶v̶e̶r̶y̶ p̶r̶o̶m̶i̶s̶e̶ o̶f̶ y̶o̶u̶r̶s̶
i waited on every m̶a̶n̶s̶ careless word
b̶e̶g̶g̶i̶n̶g̶ hoping they might turn sweet again like it was i̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶b̶e̶g̶i̶n̶n̶i̶n̶g̶
when i was seven
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𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂 𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐒 :
i͟ w͟o͟n͟d͟e͟r͟ w͟h͟a͟t͟ w͟e͟ w͟o͟u͟l͟d͟'̲v͟e͟ d͟o͟n͟e͟ i͟f͟ y̲o͟u͟ w͟e͟r͟e͟ a͟ b͟e͟t͟t͟e͟r͟ m͟a͟n͟
m͟i͟g̲h͟t͟ s͟t͟i͟l͟l͟ b͟e͟ i͟n͟ t͟o͟u͟c͟h͟ i͟f͟ y̲o͟u͟ w͟e͟r͟e͟ a͟ b͟e͟t͟t͟e͟r͟ m͟a͟n͟
w͟o͟u͟l͟d͟'̲v͟e͟ b͟e͟e͟n͟ j̲u͟s͟t͟ f͟i͟n͟e͟ i͟f͟ y̲o͟u͟ w͟e͟r͟e͟ a͟ b͟e͟t͟t͟e͟r͟ m͟a͟n͟

𝖯. 𝟤𝟪

━━━━━ authors notes !!
FILLER CHAPTER FOR ZAYNS BIRTHDAY !!
husbands turned 31 today :((

it's obviously skippable but i like doing these little journal chapters i thought it was a cute idea so there will probs be more in the future mwah

— love, ry !