four years later + a smut scene

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b i l l i e

four years later.

i'm now 27 and kaylani is 26, turning 27 soon. after our wedding ending, our honeymoon lasted two weeks. we went to bora bora, greece and jamaica.

after, we came back and claudia and finneas moved out of the house into their own, claudia got pregnant and then kaylani and i talked about having kids of our own.

we went to the doctors and told them, they ran test to make sure kaylani and i were both healthy. and so we started the process and then we found out kaylani was pregnant after the first try. not with one kid, but with two.

we moved out when kaylani was two months and we got a big family house. everybody lived near everybody, so we saw each other, but since we all were busy, it was hard sometimes. kaylani and i also bought a new car since we're expecting two babies and not one.

we had the gender reveal and we found out we were having a boy and a girl, and then kaylani gave birth and we named the girl ryleigh anne o'connell, just like i told her we was going to and we named the boy august reign o'connell.

claudia and finneas got pregnant with twin boys and named them cameron and cole. kylie gave birth to a boy named mateo and juliana and kyree had a girl a year ago and named her adrienne and they also got married a few months ago.

and now, here we are. i won 5 grammy's this year at the grammy's and broke a record. i was on many many covers this year and my wife, kaylani o'connell was also on a magazine cover and named best lawyer of the year. didn't know that was a thing, but i'm super proud of my baby and forever will be proud of her.

"mama! mama!" i heard a voice say as i finally sent out my last email of the day. i looked down and i saw blonde hair running towards me.

"hi baby," i greeted my daughter, ryleigh. i picked her up and sat her on my lap.

"me too!!!" i heard a voice say and i saw black hair and i knew this was august.

"you guys are showing mama a lot of love in the morning," i chuckled, picking him up and sitting him on my lap as well. "mommy's sleeping?"

"yeah," ryleigh responded. "we going to nana's house today?"

"yeah," i replied. "just a little barbecue. all your cousins will be there. it's going to be so much fun!"

"yay!" they both squealed and i laughed.

"okay. stay here and watch tv, i'll make you guys a sandwich and get you some chips while i go talk to mommy, mkay?" i told them and they nodded.

they went into the living room and sat on the couch. i opened the tv for them and i put on a cartoon. i went into the kitchen and began making grilled cheese sandwiches for them and i grabbed cheddar cheese pringles for them to share. they grew up so fast, they're about to be four and their baby teeth already grew in and they can eat so much now.

i put orange juice in both of their sippy cups and i brought their food to them and then i made my way into kaylani and i's room and i closed the door behind me when i entered and saw kaylani tucked into the blanket, breathing quietly.

i went on the bed, and began planting soft kisses on kaylani's neck and i felt her stir and i smirked as i began going up and now i was kissing her lips.

"mmm goodmorning to me," she mumbled quietly. "where's the kids?"

"watching cartoons and eating a grilled cheese," i responded. "they won't bother us for like twenty minutes,"

i grabbed her face softly and began moving my lips against hers softly. she reciprocated the action and wrapped her arms around my neck, bringing me closer.

i took the covers off of her and gripped her thighs harshly and she let out a small moan.

"fuck i missed having you like this," i said, planting kisses on her neck and she gripped the back of my hair, pushing it on softly and i let out a soft groan. "ima have you in whatever way i want,"

i got off of her and she looked at me confused, but when she see me go in the drawer, her eyes widened. i got the strap and the black fluffy handcuffs. she knew what was about to go down.

"billie," she snapped at me.

"shut up," i whispered to her, placing my index finger against her lips. "do you want this? do you want me?"

she nodded her head and i smirked.

"turn around," i demanded and she obeyed.

she was in a white nightgown, but now since she was face up ass down, it rose up and i can see the black thing she was wearing and god damn did she look sexy like this. i love having her in the morning.

i went on the bed, placing the things on the bed and i ran my hands down and up her back, kissing her back while i do so, and then i went down and began palming her ass.

"fuck, i love every inch of you," i groan.

we didn't have enough time, so i was going to have to do this quick, and of course, i always made her fall apart underneath me in less than ten minutes.

i pulled her underwear off and i laid on my back, her center right above my mouth. i grabbed her hips and pulled her down, attaching my mouth to her dripping pussy.

"fuck," she groaned out silently.

i wrapped my mouth around her pussy and my tongue began flickering her clit and that literally made her fall apart. my hands was gripping and slapping her ass cheek as i ate my wife out like it was my last meal.

"baby," she whimpered.

i lapped my tongue on her clit in a quick pace and her legs began quivering, telling me she was already about to cum.

"fuck..fuck..." she breathed out.

i wrapped my whole mouth around her pussy , my tongue still doing it's job and then a few seconds after, her juices pooled in my mouth and i swallowed it all, loving the taste of her.

"you still taste good. you just keep getting better every time i eat your pussy huh?" i teased her.

i got up and i heard her panting. i only ate her out and she was already tired. but, i wasn't done. at all.

i put the strap on and i brought her hands back and handcuffed them.

"if you want me to stop, you tell me okay? i want you to be comfortable with me," i told her and she nodded.

i ran the strap up and down her area, and then i paused for a few seconds and then i rammed inside of her. this made her throw her head back, which allowed me to grip her hair.

"this okay?" i asked her and she nodded.

and then i began moving in and out of her at a slow pace, not wanting to speed up yet, letting her feel how big my strap is. it's literally 9 inches.

"go faster,"

she didn't even have to tell me twice and i began speeding up. she held her hands together since she couldn't move them and i held a tighter grip on her hair and pushed her head more back and i leaned forward as i thrusted in and out of her in a quick pace and i connected our lips together.

"billie fuck..." she moaned in my mouth.

"keep your mouth open," i demanded her.

she opened her mouth, her tongue sticking out and then i gently spit in her mouth and she smirked slightly as she swallowed it and then i connected our lips together again.

even though it was a strap, it was getting hard to move which means kaylani was going to cum again soon.

"i'm gonna cum," she shrieked.

"cum for me like a good girl baby," i told her, slapping her ass.

and then she broke apart, her legs shook violently and then i saw the strap covered in her juices.

and i did that in less than ten minutes.

•

"the young o'connells are here!" i yelled as we entered in her moms house.

everybody was here and we usually try and have a get together once every other week and so far, we've been doing good.

ryleigh and august went to the children like always. adrienne was only 1, but she knew how to walk, but they were so careful with her and it was so cute.

i wore burberry from head to toe and kaylani wore a dress and heels that matched my outfit and like we just go so good together. it's like we were made for each other.

"y'all were supposed to be here like twenty minutes ago," aaliyah scoffed.

"we have two hyper children. not one..TWO!" i reminded her and she scoffed.

"we all know what was happening with y'all dirty selves," kyree spoke up, coming to me and dapping me up and then pulling kaylani into a hug.

"took less than ten minutes for that, so it was definitely the kids," i spoke and kaylani hit my arm and i winced. "ouch. that actually hurt,"

"learn to shut your mouth," she joked, pointing her finger at my face and i winked at her.

"bil, when does your tour start?" lisa asked me as we all began going outside to the backyard where the party was.

"next month. i do get a break in august on the 16th, 17th and 18th so i will be here for my wife's 27th. any plans?" i responded.

"no need to make a big party," kaylani said. "we'll just have a few people over. grandma and grandpa can watch the kids and we'll just have the night of our lives,"

"okay," lisa nodded.

we all help set up the table while jayden and finneas worked on the grill. i couldn't eat anything on the grill, but aaliyah did make me vegan mac and cheese and that's literally all i ate when i came over here, i could never get tired. also, claudia made a bomb lasagna and even though it was vegan, the rest loved it.

"mama you so pretty," ryleigh told me as she came to me and grabbed my face in her hands.

"you're the prettiest," i responded, placing a kiss on her nose. "you're having fun with myra leigh and adrienne?"

"yes," she replied. "myra is like big. me and adri are small,"

"that's okay baby. myra is five. she's the biggest. when you're five, you're going to be big like that too..okay?" i told her and she nodded her head.

we all ate and i was feeding ryleigh while i was eating and kaylani was feeding august. we always talked about random shit while eating and this is why i love this family so much. we could never get bored and could never stop talking. you hear a new story whenever this bunch gets together.

"since this year made four years of the kaylani and billie wedding and we couldn't really celebrate on the day because kaylani was busy with an important case, and billie was preparing for the grammy's..what better way to celebrate it now with everybody here?" aaliyah asked and kaylani and i looked at each other in confusion. "and..it's not JUST the wedding video. there's more to it,"

and then a few seconds later, finneas came out with a tv and they had plugs outside. and i knew this was going to be us watching our wedding video, and now..we have everybody with us.

finneas plugged in the tv and he put in the cd and we all sat down, facing the tv while we ate and then the video popped up.

and a thousand years instrumental began playing in the background.

"when i think about kaylani. i think about forever and love. i think about how this girl that i met in my worst year and in her worst year, is about to become my wife. i want forever with her and i want to spend everyday of my living breath thinking of her when i wake up and thinking of her when i go to sleep. i've never fell in love with anybody like i fell in love with her. she taught me how to love correctly and she just taught me how to love, period. i smile so hard every time i think about her and i've been dreaming of this day..and it's finally here. i'm marrying the girl of my dreams."

that was me getting ready and getting dressed up for the wedding. i looked at kaylani and i held her hands, kissing it softly.

"when i think about billie, i think about eternity. i want to spend the rest of my life with her. and as i will vow, through sickness and health. for better and for worse. we seen the worse of each other without even vowing to it and we never left. she's my soulmate, she's my best friend. she's the one i want to kiss when i wake up and kiss when i sleep. it can be physically or through a phone. i'll love her forever and i know i will. she's my angel."

and then the camera showed finneas helping me put on my shoes, tying it for me while jayden and kyree talked and laughed with each other and then it switched to kaylani and it was juliana doing her hair while the others were making sure they were all fine and then aaliyah and lisa was getting the dress and veil prepared.

and then it was only aaliyah and lisa in the camera.

"when we think about kaylani and billie, we think about true love. these two went through the hardest battle with each other and still never gave up on each other. they were separated for a long time and it was hard on billie while it was hard on kaylani. when you break up for four years, you think that the other person is going to find somebody else, wanting to be loved by somebody else, but they never did. and that's because they knew they were going to find their way back to each other. their love is the perfect definition of love."

i looked over to aaliyah and i blew her a kiss. her little speech gets me, but this video was different..a video that kaylani and i never seen before.

and now they just focused on us getting dressed. they zoomed into myra leigh who was only like two months in the video and every aww'd. juliana was crying while kaylani was putting on her veil and looking at her with her wedding dress and veil on, it brought me to tears.

"mama don't cry," ryleigh whispered to me, wiping my tears and placing a kiss on my cheek.

i held her tightly to me and gave her a huge smile and then we turned our attention to the tv.

and then it showed me at the church waiting for kaylani. i was scared, yes. i was nervous. they also showed the people that were there. nova and nicole, kaylani's grandparents, normani, beyoncé, florence pugh, the weeknd. this wedding was huge.

and then it showed the others walking down the aisle and then when it was kaylani's turn, yellow by coldplay played in the background.

i couldn't help myself but let tears fall down my face again as she walked down the aisle. the camera focused on me crying and i did look cute crying though. but i don't miss my green and black hair.

i'll stick with the hot pink and black for now.

it felt they edited out every sound in the background and only focused on kaylani, father james and i's voice. and then everybody got emotional during the vows of course. i had such a baby voice and i was literally crying so much.

and then when we slipped the rings on each other, that's the only thing the camera focused on and then it went back up slowly and then kaylani and i kissed and then everybody in the background cheered.

and after that, it was just us partying and taking pictures. kaylani and i singing ocean eyes, beyoncé singing halo as her and i slow danced, ariana singing pov and then stuck with you with justin bieber. coldplay singing yellow, it was a vibe.

and then it cut to us walking out of the venue and into our limo that was going to take us to the airport.

"mrs and mrs.o'connell everybody!"

and then the screen went black. but, the screen turned white and then on the screen it read –

may 27th, 2025

"oh my god that's the day i found out i was pregnant. how did y'all get the video from billie's camera?" kaylani asked.

"secrets," juliana responded.

"hey guys, it's billie and kaylani. guys meaning our future kid in the future. if you're a boy or a girl, mommy and i will love you endlessly. but, today is the day we're going to find out if she's pregnant or not. this is the first try, and if it doesn't work out..that's okay, we'll always try again and hopefully we can have little billie's or little kaylani's running around."

it's the fact that we didn't know we were having twins and i was so happy kaylani got pregnant on the first try.

"goodmorning mrs and mrs.o'connell. i just wanna say i'm very thankful you two came to me and trusted me with this. i've just been double checking just to see if anything went wrong and happily, everything went perfectly fine. and i'm just here to say congratulations on your bundle of joy."

and then kaylani and i bursted into tears.

"your due date is february 18th, 2026. congratulations again!"

and then it was just showing kaylani and i crying and repeatedly saying thank you and then we hung up. we hugged each other and cried and then the screen went black again and then popped up another date.

july 15th, 2025

the day kaylani and i moved into the house we're living in now.

"hi! it's kaylani. so today, is the last day that we're moving boxes into our new house. auntie claudia and uncle fin moved out of here when claudia got pregnant and i'm so so excited, because she's gonna pop in a few months! but, we moved to a house about ten minutes away from my moms house. kylie and jayden, juliana and kyree and finneas and claudia .. we just all live in like a huge circle, so we're all close to each other. we're gonna show you the house and how it looks now. it's empty though, it's just boxes. but in about a week, everything will be perfectly fine set."

kaylani walked into the house and showed around and it was empty. she went into the kitchen where i was fixing me up an avocado toast.

"here's my wife. baby say hi to the camera."

i looked up and waved at the camera. jesus, i really loved eating and that green hair was getting so tiring.

kaylani walked up the stairs and began showing the rooms and then she showed the kid's room. she talked about putting one crib there, but it was okay, because we didn't know we were having twins.

and then the screen showed another date.

august 17th, 2025

the day we found out we were having twins and ironically, it was the day before kaylani turned 24.

"so today we're having the ultrasound. mommy lani is already two months pregnant. there's like a little bump. kaylani is saying i'm imagining things, but whatever. i'm waiting for your mommy to be four months or three months i think..to find out if you're a boy or a girl, but..the doctors coming."

and now the doctor was in the room and kaylani was laying down. i was holding her hands and the doctor was moving around and then we heard a heartbeat. and not just one.

"um..okay."

kaylani and i looked at each other in the fear and we all laughed.

"no doctor is supposed to say that. that literally scared me shitless," i told them and kaylani nodded her head, agreeing.

"there's not just one heartbeat..there's two. you're having twins mrs.o'connell."

and then the camera cut and then another date showed.

august 19th, 2025

and all everybody heard was somebody throwing up.

"hey! it's mama billie. yesterday was mommy's birthday, but we didn't celebrate as much, because mommy was feeling so sick. she felt nauseous, kept throwing up and it's still going on."

i showed kaylani sitting on the bathroom floor with her back against the wall. she was wearing big sweats and a sweater and her hair was in a messy bun. she looked so stressed.

"i didn't get morning sickness or sickness at all in the first few weeks, but now that i'm two months, it's starting to catch up to me. it's nothing that i can't handle, but..there's two of you guys inside of me now and i just think this is going to be normal."

and then the tv began showing kaylani and she recorded herself every month and her belly did grow a lot. her bump would've been smaller if she was carrying one, but she was carrying two. and every month, she just got more beautiful.

and then another date showed up.

november 27th, 2025

the gender reveal.

"today is the day we found out the gender of y'all two! mommy is 6 months pregnant. her belly is huge and i just know y'all boutta come out with huge heads like her. so."

kaylani hit my arm, since she never knew i said that, but it was all jokes.

"yo jayden. what you think gonna be the genders?"

"two girls. i don't know, but y'all just seem like an all girls family. not like to be disrespectful, but i see you with all girls billie."

"okay, so. a lot of people think they're both going to be girls. but, only people who know the gender are my mothers in law and it's time to find out!"

i don't know who was holding the camera now, but it showed kaylani and i ready to pop the poppers we had. kaylani was holding one that was going to come out either pink or blue and i was holding another.

"TEN .. NINE .. EIGHT .. SEVEN .. SIX .. FIVE .. FOUR .. THREE .. TWO .. ONE .."

we popped the poppers and mine was blue and kaylani's was pink. everybody screamed and cheered, i pulled kaylani into a hug while she cried. we were really lucky.

"so, it's the night of the gender reveal. kaylani and i know that we're having a girl and a boy now. and we already know what to name y'all."

"ryleigh anne o'connell and august reign o'connell. mama and i are so so ready to meet y'all."

and then the screen went black again and a date popped up.

february 16th, 2026

"that's ry and me birthday!" august squealed at the tv and i nodded.

"kaylani is about to push. she was supposedly due in two days, but her water broke last night and she's been in labor for fourteen hours and now it's finally time to push. i'm so excited to meet y'all."

i put the camera on top of a stand and i was holding kaylani's hand as she was began pushing. she was crying, but i kept encouraging her to keep going and about four minutes later, we heard a cry.

and i couldn't help but let the tears fall freely.

"it's your boy!"

they brought him over to the station where they cleaned him up and everything. ryleigh wasn't ready to be pushed out yet and so this gave me the chance to cut august's umbilical cord.

"she's coming."

i rushed back to kaylani's side and i gave her a soft kiss on the lips and then she began pushing again, and this time, she pushed for two minutes and then our babygirl was here.

i cut the umbilical cord again and then they cleaned both of them up and then brought them to kaylani, who held them in both of her hands. i grabbed the camera and gave them a closer look at the babies and then i pressed my lips against my wife's.

"february 16th, 2026 at 1:36 p.m august reign o'connell was born and at 1:40 p.m ryleigh anne o'connell was born. welcome to the world my loves."

and then it was done.

"holy shit. that was intense and emotional," kylie breathed out, wiping away at her tears. "finneas and kyree edited that beautifully,"

"thank you guys. that literally meant so so much," kaylani told the two. "can we have that cd?"

"of course," finneas responded.

after that, the kids were playing with each other and then kaylani and i sat on the back stairs.

"this is where we had our first kiss," she spoke and i nodded. "and when i told you i had feelings for you. i was fucking scared,"

"i'm glad you told me," i responded. "best day of my life. thought you didn't have feelings for me at all. so so glad you did though,"

"it's been ten years. well almost ten years, but we came so fucking long and i'm proud of us," she replied.

"you were off limits. i wasn't even supposed to date you. but i wanted you and i had to get you," i whispered to her.

"even though i was off limits, that didn't stop you and i'm glad it didn't. who knows where we would be now?" she asked me and i shrugged.

i grabbed her face softly in mine and pressed our lips against each other so softly.

"to us always?

"to us forever,"

•

AND THE END!

i had to rewrite it because i hated how i rewrote it the first time. i think i like this version better and it is longer.

no there won't be a sequel, but i just want to say i love you all very very much and thank you so much for being here since the beginning and this book grew so much and i love how you guys love it.

any thoughts?

kaylani and billie will miss you all <333

– armani 🦋