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august 20th, 2031

"i wrote a song and i want you to record it with me," i told my wife out of nowhere.

she looked up from her phone and furrowed her eyebrows in confusion. i went and sat next to her, placing a kiss on her knee.

"you can sing. you sing amazingly. and i wrote this song and when i was singing it, i could hear your voice on some parts," i explained to her. "and i really want us to sing this song together. i want to record it, with you right next to me and i want us to do this together. so like when i drop another album, and i add this song to the album, we can sing it together on tour,"

and i knew she was hesitating. i mean, she's a lawyer but along with her being a lawyer, she's a model. can't she be a lawyer, model and a singer?

"please," i pouted. "at least let's like go over the song together and we can sing it together without recording it and then you can tell me if you want to go ahead and actually record it,"

"okay," she finally responded with a nod. "ryleigh and august are with my moms,"

"okay baby. c'mon. let me send a quick text to finneas,"

she got up and i smiled at her. i've always wanted to do a song with her, and when she finds out it's more than one song i want to do with her, i don't know how she'll react.

just imagine doing songs with her on my next tour and just seeing her sing and doing photo shoots with me for covers. i know she's always wanted to be a lawyer, but kaylani just looks like a supermodel, actress, singer. everything.

we got into the car and we drove to the studio and i made sure to hold her hands through the whole drive. one song, she's gonna love to sing with me, but there's one that's very personal to me and i really want her to sing it with me, along with finneas of course.

we pulled up to the studio and of course there were paparazzi outside. kaylani knew how to deal with it, so she stood behind me, gripping my hand tightly as i went through the paparazzi and waved at them, not wanting to be disrespectful.

we were safe and sound in the studio and finneas was already here along with the others who i needed for this song to be perfect.

"okay, promise me you won't be mad," i told her and she furrowed her eyebrows and looked at me and i could hear finneas chuckling behind me. "there's two songs i want you to sing with me,"

"two?" she exclaimed, her eyes widen. "babe.."

"listen," i started and she nodded. "the first song, it's a style i think you will love so much. trust me. the second one, it's a personal song to me and i need you to sing this song with me. like this is a song i wrote by myself because it's so personal to me and i want you to sing it with me, please,"

and she could see i was serious and she could see the pleading look in my eyes and she nodded. i squealed and i jumped on her and she giggled, wrapping her arms around me.

and throughout the whole day, we sang the songs, decided who was going to sing which part and then we recorded it and we played it back and it sounded beautifully and i couldn't wait to hear it when everybody else can hear it.

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billieeilish: met this sweet girl kaylani jackson back in 2019. i didn't know how much power she would have over me. when i met her, i fell in love with her so quickly. i knew love at first sight existed, because it happened with her. lani was going through a lot, and i respected her and always was there whenever she needed me. me being there for her and not pressuring her to ever feel the need to open up with her feelings when she didn't need to, made her understand i genuinely wanted the best for her and my love for her was real. i gained an angel. my angel. she makes me the happiest girl ever and you literally make me love love so much. thank you for being you. we had a very rough life as a teenager, but that didn't mean we didn't have the best times together. happy 28th birthday baby. thank you for being my wife and the mother to my children.
p.s. look at my baby at 16, like so beautiful how ???
also, bitches broken hearts ft kaylani o'connell is out now on all platforms.
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"oh my god it's out!" kaylani gasped as it hit 9 pm and our first ever song bitches broken hearts dropped.

we were at our house along with finneas, claudia, kylie, kyree, jayden, the children and grandparents.

nobody ever heard the song except for me, kaylani and finneas and all of them never heard kaylani sing fully, so this was the first time and i was so excited, and there was also another song..so i can't wait for this one to also drop.

"thank you guys for all being here," i began. "i wished kaylani an early birthday, because in eastern time it's 12 am and i wanted to be the first to wish her happy birthday. but i also did it, because she is in this song with me and she used her vocals to her abilities. and, she did record one other song with me,"

"what?" juliana's mom, jadelis gasped and i nodded. "when can we hear it?"

"when it comes out duh," kaylani teased. "okay..ready to hear the song?"

and everybody cheered, even the children who didn't understand what was going on.

finneas pulled his phone to the huge speakers in the living room and then the song began playing.

"this sounds good already," kylie spoke up as the beat began playing.

and then i began singing.

you can't pretend you don't miss me
you can pretend you don't care
all you wanna do is kiss me
oh, what a shame i'm not there

"oh my god," juliana breathed out and i smiled.

and then it repeated, and then the verse one came and i was still singing.

what is it you want
you can lie, but i know that you're not fine
every time you talk
it's all bout me, but you swear i'm not on your mind

"the vocals," aaliyah complimented me and i smiled.

and then the chorus repeated again and i was getting so happy because kaylani was coming up and i know she was nervous. so i rubbed her hand softly and pressed a kiss to her temple.

and then kaylani's part came on.

everybody knows
you and i are suicide and stolen art
pretty mama sews
stitches into all your bitches broken hearts

"kaylani!!!" everybody exclaimed and kaylani blushed and hid her face.

the chorus played again and then the bridge came, a part kaylani and i sang together.

somebody new is gonna comfort you
like you want me to
somebody new is gonna comfort me
like you never do

"you guys harmonize so good," claudia spoke and everybody agreed.

and then kaylani did the outro by herself. completely.

every now and then, it hits me
that i'm the one that got away
but i guess being lonely fits me
and you were made for begging, "stay"

and then the song just played out with the piano playing, changing how it plays and we all just sat completely silent. letting the song finish and when it was done, everybody clapped and cheered and kaylani giggled, grabbing my face and pressing her lips on mine.

"that was so good," claudia complimented. "your voices go so good together and kaylani, your voice sounds so good. it was so husky and raspy, i love it,"

"thank you," she squealed, hiding her face into my neck and i chuckled, wrapping my arms around her.

"give us a hint on how the next song is gonna sound," lisa begged and i nodded.

"it's more personal for me. it's like listen before i go. i want to drop it next week and it's more me singing, along with finneas's vocals and kaylani coming in too. it sounds so good and i think it's my favorite so far," i responded.

"i'm excited!" kylie clapped.

we all just enjoyed the day and put the song on repeat. i went on social media and checked the fans reactions and they all were praising kaylani and it made me so happy. i responded to some and liked posts and it was so funny seeing them freak out. it made my day.

and then, 12 am hit here and we all sang kaylani happy birthday and gave her presents.

and at night, her and i fucked to bitches broken hearts.

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sep 4, 2031

"okay, there's thirty minutes until my song drops, and my wife and i decided to go live and spend them with you and you guys can react to the song with us, yeah?" i spoke as kaylani and i were in our room, sitting down on instagram live and i had 345k views, all of them excited for the next song.

"ask questions bout bitches broken hearts or this next song, we don't care," lani added and i nodded.

" billie how did you get
kaylani on the track ? "

"she gave me pouty eyes," kaylani responded after i read the question out loud. "and i mean, i would do anything for her, so it didn't take a lot of begging. but, she asked me and i did it. i like the outcome,"

" what can we expect
on this new song ? "

"you can expect something like listen before i go. and when the album dropped, i saw a lot of you reactions to listen before i go and how emotional it go you," i started. "so..be prepared. i might cry listening to it when it comes out,"

"same," kaylani laughed, pressing a kiss to my temple and i smiled at her.

" give us the mf
title billie o'connell !! "

"you'll see the title in twenty five minutes, you'll be fine," i teased and kaylani rolled her eyes jokingly.

and we just answered questions and they also asked questions about if i will collaborate any other artists. i don't really do collaborations, but maybe i'll do some in the future. just not now.

and then it was time.

"okay! the song is out! whoever is still in this live will react with us. this song is called everything i wanted, sung by me, finneas and kaylani o'connell,"

and then, we played it.

and it was me who started singing it.

i had a dream
i got everything i wanted
not what you think
but if i'm being honest

it might've been a nightmare
to anyone who might care

and then the next lyrics hit deep.

thought i could fly
so i stepped off the golden
nobody cried
nobody even noticed

i saw them standing right there
kinda thought they might care

and this brought tears to kaylani's eyes which she wiped away quickly, knowing the fact that i was still in live. but i was reading comments and people were saying this was making them emotional.

i had a dream
i got everything i wanted
but when i wake up, i see
you with me
and you say

and it was me and finneas on these next few lines.

as long as i'm here,
no one can hurt you
don't wanna lie here
but you can learn to
if i could change
the way that you see yourself
you wouldn't why you hear
they don't deserve you

and then it was kaylani's turn, and by this time she was full out crying to the lyrics, knowing what they meant.

i tried to scream
but my head was underwater
they called me weak
like i'm not just somebody's daughter

and she continued to sing.

coulda been a nightmare
but it felt like they were right there
and it feels like yesterday was a year ago
but i don't wanna let anybody know
cause everybody wants something from me know
and i don't wanna let em down

and that brought tears to my eyes, and kaylani wiped at mine, giving me a genuine smile and i reciprocated the gesture.

and then it was me singing again.

i had a dream
i got everything i wanted
but when i wake up, i see
you with me

and then the chorus came again and then after that, it was lines kaylani and i took over.

and it was me first.

if i knew it all then would i do it again?
would i do it again?

then it was her.

if they knew what they said
would go straight to my head
what would they say instead ?

and then her and i sang together.

if i knew it all then would i do it again?
would i do it again?
if they knew what they said
would go straight to my head
what would they instead ?

and then it was done and kaylani and i cried enough.

"so, how'd y'all feel?" i sniffled, asking the fans.

•

omg kaylani and billie are back ??

anyways , it took me so long to make this, but i made it because it's gonna connect with the last bonus update which is my fav and i'm sure y'all gonna like it.

and billie now has 7 grammys, harry won a grammy ahhhh and billie is fucking blonde and she gives me elizabeth vibes from good girls i swear. she looks so good though !!!

i miss you all sm. and thank you for the love on calamity. y'all gonna hate me for that book , i swear.

– armani 🦋