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k a y l a n i

i turn 17 today.

i feel like this was different, because this year, i met three more people who've made me the happiest girl alive and one happens to be my girlfriend. whom i'm so in love with.

i don't know what was going to happen today, but i hope everything goes good today.

i woke up, the sun shining bright in my room. i turn and i saw that billie wasn't next to me. i furrowed my eyebrows and i looked to my right and i saw a note and then i saw billie's handwriting which made me giggle.

kaylani,

happy 17th birthday baby. take a shower, make sure to wash your face, use the coconut body scrub i love so much and on top of your sofa, i pulled out an outfit i want you to wear. wear it and then come downstairs.

xoxo, your girlfriend.

i ran my fingers through my messy hair and i smiled.

i checked my phone and i saw it was 9:30 in the morning. surprised i woke up this early to be honest.

i got out of bed and went into my bathroom. i brushed my teeth, washed my face and then began taking a shower. in the shower, i shaved everywhere and washed my hair. shaving took me a few minutes, because my hair was so thin and i barely grow hair, which is strange.

i went back into my room and proceeded to blow dry, straighten and curled my hair. my hair used to be at my shoulder, but now it's stopped right at my torso and i loved this long hair me. i did my makeup and went natural and i put on my ring my moms got me for my 16th, a necklace that had a picture of my family and then pearl earrings that matched with the other jewelry.

i went to the sofa and i looked out the outfit, loving what billie picked out for me. she picked out a black shirt that crossed in the front and tied in the back, leaving my back opened and in the front, you can see my stomach. she picked out light blue ripped jeans which hugged my curves and ass amazingly and my black comme de garçons which had white laces.

after i was done getting dressed, i sprayed my favorite vanilla perfume, applied lipgloss. i grabbed my phone and my black chanel purse and made my way downstairs.

i turned into the kitchen and then i saw my family. my moms, kylie, juliana, billie, jayden and kyree.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY!" juliana squealed.

she came to me and pulled me into a huge hug and i chuckled, and then everybody else came, wished me a happy birthday and pulled me into a hug.

"happy birthday baby," my angel said softly to me. "the outfit i chose for you looks amazing on you,"

i walked to her and wrapped my arms around her neck, pulling her into a soft and quick kiss.

"i love you, thank you," i responded.

on the table was breakfast. eggs, bacon, sausage, waffles, pancakes, french toast, cinnamon rolls, fruits and different juices.

we all sat down and began eating and they gave me cards, which was my round 1 of my presents. my moms gave me a card finally, which made me shocked. they told me that they also opened up my own bank account and they put enough amount of money. they did the same thing to kylie when she turned 17, so i know they were gonna do this for my 17th. billie gave me a card from herself which was a letter and she told me she wanted me to read it later and then a card from finneas and claudia which had money in there..and i saw a lot of 50 dollar bills. kylie and jayden gave me a bunch of gift cards. chipotle, pink, chick fil a and my other favorite stores. juliana and kyree gave me money and other gift cards.

"when y'all see me get fat with all these food cards y'all gave me, so don't ask why i'm gaining weight," i told them and they all laughed.

we finished eating about an hour later and it was around 12 now.

"now, this is round two of presents..BUT this is just one present," my mom told me. "bil,"

billie came out the living room with a blindfold and i furrowed my eyebrows. i began opening my mouth, but billie gave me a warning look and shook her head. i rolled my eyes jokingly and i closed my eyes and then she put the blindfold on, make sure not to ruin my hair.

i felt her grab my hand and i felt everybody come behind me. i heard the front door open and then we began walking outside. i don't know where we were going, but the weather was so fucking nice today, it was hot.

"on a count of three..i want you to open your eyes okay?" i heard my mother say and i nodded. "okay. one...two...three..."

i removed the blindfold off and what i saw in front of me made me gasp. it was a matte white dodge challenger, just like billie's, and on top was a gold bow and attached to it was a card.

"open the card," kylie squealed.

i walked to the car and i got the card and saw my name was on it. when i opened it, i saw car keys and a license, which had my information on it and i was fucking speechless.

"surprise!" my moms said at the same time.

i ran to them and pulled them into a hug and they both chuckled as we swayed back and forth.

"oh my god. holy shit..thank you," i stuttered. "i...how did y'all know i wanted the same car as billie?"

"because of me stupid," billie chuckled. "what're you naming her?"

"princess," i smiled. "princess dragon has a nice ring to it, because someone i know who has the same color in matte black, named their car dragon,"

"you smart piece of shit," my girlfriend teased and i giggled. she pressed a kiss against my lips and i smiled. "you gonna drive it or what?"

"where we going?" i asked.

"get in the car and i'll tell you," she responded.

"we're going too," juliana said and i nodded.

kyree went to go close the door and then when he came back, him, jayden, juliana and kylie went in his car while my moms went in my mom's car and then it was finally time for me to give princess a ride for the first time.

before i got inside the car, i took off the bow and gave it to my moms with a smile.

i unlocked the car door, but billie opened the door for me and on the inside, the whole interior was matte white. it was beautiful and so clean.

"oh wow," i gasped at the interior.

billie was already sitting in the passenger seat which made me giggle.

"you getting in or what?" she asked me.

i got inside and i closed the door. i put all the windows down, put not all the way down, because i didn't want my hair to get messed up. i put the key into the ignition and then it turned on. the gas was full and the engine sounded so beautiful.

i looked at the bluetooth and saw that it said "device not connected"

"the bluetooth is called 'kaylani's baby' , but you can change it to princess. i don't know how, because my blue tooth is totally different from yours," billie said to me and i laughed.

i got on my phone and saw the bluetooth name. i pressed on it and it connected and then my whole phone screen popped up on the screen.

"it's touch screen?" i asked her and she nodded.

i squealed in excitement and i heard her giggle.

"where we going?" i asked her and she had a smirk on her face.

"sally's ice skating rink,"

"what?" i asked her, turning to look at her and she smiled. "deadass?"

"deadass!"

now i was so excited. the others left about a minute ago and i knew where they were headed to.

"so, which song are you gonna play first?" she asked me and i winked at her.

i touched the screen and clicked on my apple music and i went to his album and i clicked on the song and put it loud and the beat blasted throughout the car.

"ready?" i asked her.

"i'm ready,"

i pulled off into the street and began zooming. i was a natural at driving and i was not the one to drive so slow, i like driving fast and i knew how to drive, because of driving school and mostly my uncles from my mom said.

"SHE! SHE! SHE LIVES IN DAYDREAMS WITH ME! SHE! SHE'S THE FIRST ONE THAT I SEE AND I DON'T KNOW WHY!" billie and i sang to harry styles as i was about ten minutes away from the ice skating rink.

"princess has to break into harry. if i like him, she likes him," i said over the music. "and that's definitely mitch playing the guitar with his arrogant ass,"

billie knew who harry was, didn't know who mitch was, but she just nodded, which made me laugh.

i drove like billie kind of. one hand on the wheel and my other hand gripped the driving stick. i didn't look as sexy as billie would, because i just didn't have THAT power she had. i have power, but her power is different.

"so beautiful. i love you," billie smiled.

"i love you more," i responded.

the song ended and then something special by pop smoke began playing. the rest of the car ride was silent and then we pulled up to the skating rink, seeing only my mom's car and kyree's car.

i parked my car in the middle of them and then got out, intertwining my fingers with billie's.

"why're we the only ones here? people like to come ice skating in the summer," i asked.

"we rented it out," my mother replied.

of course. why am i not surprised.

we walked inside and yeah, it was empty, but there were workers. we walked to the front and my moms said their names and then we went to the back to grab our ice skating shoes.

"yo..how you and kylie never been ice skating?" jayden asked.

"our moms used to be very busy when we were kids. when our mom got put on vogue for the first time, she had to do a lot of interviews and take more pictures. so, she was traveling a lot. our mother got named as chief in the hospital and she worked non stop. our grandma and grandpa were with us most of the time, and with my mom getting her new fame, she didn't want us in the public eye, so we weren't out a lot," kylie responded and i nodded. "so we couldn't really go to like other things kids were doing, but now we have the chance and i'm glad we do,"

"you know how to ice skate?" i asked billie and she nodded. "good. you need to help me, i don't wanna bust my ass. i heard the ice is very hard and i don't wanna bruise my ass,"

"there's many other ways to bruise your ass and it contains my hand or a whip," billie whispered in my ear and i giggled.

"okay christian grey," i teased and she chuckled. "let's go,"

music began playing as we all began going to the rink. we sat down, began talking off our regular shoes and we wore the skating shoes. i knew i was going to bust my ass, but i knew i was going to have fun at the same time.

"c'mon," billie giggled.

she grabbed my hand and began skating bad words on ice and i followed her, trying to walk on the ice.

"babe, if you stomp your feet like that, you're going to fall. you have to bend your knees and glide," she told me.

i did what she told me to do and it was actually way much easier, but i still held on to her. my moms was skating like it just came naturally to them, and kylie and i were the only ones struggling.

"i'm gonna move faster, okay?" she told me and i nodded.

the started moving faster which made me move faster, but i slipped and fell on my ass and fuck did that shit hurt.

"ow," i whined.

"you good?" i heard kyree asked me. i looked over to them and they were laughing and i stuck the middle finger at them.

"it's okay baby," billie whispered to me. she pressed a kiss to my forehead and gave me a smile.

"my ass hurts. can you kiss it?" i pouted at her.

"when we get home. get up," she chuckled.

i got up and she wrapped her arm around my waist and then slapped my ass softly and i giggled.

i fell a few times, but that didn't stop me from having fun. i got the hang of it, but i had to move slowly. i skated with kylie, juliana, kyree and jayden who purposely made me fall and i skated with my moms. i told them thank you for making this the best birthday yet, but they told me i wasn't done yet.

after we finished skating like two hours later, we grabbed some food there. i asked for chicken tenders and fries with a blue raspberry slushy, which was so good. after we ate, we put on our shoes and we went back into our car and then i looked at billie with a raised eyebrow.

"where we going now?" i asked her as i connected my phone to the speaker and played body by summer walker.

"ever heard of the carnival that opened up last month?" she asked me and i put a huge smile on my face. "that's our next destination. somebody's never been on a rollercoaster before i heard,"

i giggled and pressed a kiss on her lips and drove the thirty minutes to the carnival as my angel and i sang along to the songs playing in the car.

when we pulled up, i saw the two cars again and then billie and i got out, holding hands.

"now..why haven't you ever been on a rollercoaster?" jayden asked me.

"i was too short to go on one. when i turned 15, that's when i began growing, now i'm an okay height to go on a rollercoaster. kylie's been on one before, but i've never," i replied.

"i've never either," juliana said.

"really?" my mom asked and she nodded. "why?"

"my uncle got shot at a carnival and then my cousin fell off of a rollercoaster, so my parents was like hell no," juliana responded and everybody looked shocked. "i mean..i ain't scared. yolo,"

we all laughed at her and then we walked to the front of the carnival and i gasped, because everything looked so beautiful. the lights, just everything. and in the front it read ;

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY KAYLANI JACKSON!

"rented it out?" i asked my moms and they nodded. "well, what're we waiting for?"

we all ran in, and we didn't even need tickets. we greeted the people at the front and then i told everybody we needed to go on the rollercoaster. i wasn't scared, it looked so much fun.

we got in, and we were strapped. this rollercoaster was steep, went in circles and stopped upside down for a few seconds, i knew this was gonna be fun.

during the ride, i was screaming with my hands up and so was billie. kyree and jayden kept yelling curse words, juliana was clinging onto kylie and my moms were laughing.

we went on all types of rides. i was getting dizzy, but i've never really had this much fun.

billie won me a huge panda bear and i won her a teddy bear. we went into the photo booth and took many pictures. cute ones, silly ones and even nasty ones.

we stayed at the carnival for like three hours. we went on the same rides multiple times and i tried their huge corn dogs and fried dough for the first time. i knew i was going to come here again.

"time to go back home! more presents!" my mother squealed.

we left the carnival and got into the cars and i drove back home and seen the others were already there. i grabbed my panda bear and left over food from the carnival while billie grabbed her teddy bear and we made our way inside to the kitchen.

"happy birthday to you,"

i turned around and my moms were coming in, holding my cake while the others were behind her and billie held me by my waist and kissed my temple.

they sang happy birthday to me as i smiled and sang along with them and then they were done.

"make a wish.." billie whispered.

i wish for happiness and success. i wish for kylie, jayden and kyree to finish college with a bang. i wish for juliana and i to finish senior year with happiness and graduate and go to our dream colleges. i wish for my parents to be in love forever. i wish for world peace and love all over the world. and i wish for billie to find her dream and finally be able to show the world her powerful voice.

i blew out my candles and everybody cheered.

we sat, and ate cake. it was delicious. i laughed so many times and i actually felt happy, despite all the bullshit happening.

i was happy.

"where's billie?" i asked, noticing her disappearance.

"probably in your room," jayden replied with a smirk.

i raised one of my eyebrows, but i didn't question him.

i excused myself and i ran up the stairs and into my room and i saw billie nowhere to be found, but i saw a note on the bed with the envelope she gave me with the letter she wrote in it.

i picked up the note and it said for me to open the envelope and read it out loud.

i grabbed the envelope, opened it and took out the paper, opened it and saw her handwriting and i smiled.

and then i began reading it out loud.

dear kaylani lynn,

happy 17th birthday baby.

it feels like you and i have been together for years, but it's only been 8 months since you've asked me to be your girlfriend. i was surprised you asked me first, but i couldn't be more happier.

every time i look at you, i get a wave of happiness i've never felt before. you're my sun when i'm dark. you've taken care of me like nobody else has ever. you've communicated with me and understood me.

you never judged me. i trust you with my life. you make me the happiest person ever. every time i see you laugh, it makes me want to laugh. every time i see you smile, i wanna smile.

i love your brown eyes. reminds me of chocolate. a chocolate pool i would swim in all the time. i love your lips. tastes like sweetness and heaven. i love your stomach, no matter how many times you've told me you hated your stomach, i always remember to kiss it, to remind you i love it. i love your thighs, i love your stretch mark, your cellulite.

i love kissing every part you're insecure of, because i need to remind you every time that you're the most beautiful woman i've ever laid my eyes on.

you've made me do things i never thought i would do. your laugh is so contagious and whenever you smile, it lights up the whole room. whenever i'm with you, it's like it's just you and i.

you're sensitive, but in a good way. you love hard, and you make sure everybody around you is happy. you care for others and that's what i love about you the most.

god i'm so in fucking love with you. you made me believe in things i've never believed in. you just give me a breath of fresh air. you're my whole world and universe together.

i wish you can see yourself from how i see you. from my point of view. i love loving you and i love the way you love me.

happy birthday and to many more.

love,
billie eilish

i finished reading and i wiped the tears that were falling down my face.

i turned around and i was met with my favorite pair of ocean eyes, and i grabbed her face and brought her down for a kiss. a soft kiss filled with love and emotion.

"i love you so much," i cried.

"i love you more baby," she responded. "i'm so thankful for you, you don't understand. you bring me joy, happiness, you're just full of life...and remember you made me my own logo for christmas?" she asked me and i nodded. "made my first two necklaces and if i'm wearing it, i would want my favorite girl to wear it,

she brought out a box from her jeans and it was a black box. she opened it and there was the silver piece of jewelry with the bhlosh design.

"it's so pretty," i gaped.

she took the necklace out of the box and set the box on the bed. she put my hair to the side and put the necklace on and i ran my fingers over it softly.

"happy birthday princess,"

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this was so cuteeee!

and not y'all coming for miss kaylani in the last chapter for the activities she's never done. leave my babygirl alone.

5 chapters left...or is there ???

also, do you like billie's new song? i had to use the gif from the song. i love it sm and i just feel like it's a big fuck you to everybody who was body shaming her and she's so pretty. i love her so much.

– armani 🦋