NEW POST !
2:00 pm Apr. 4   '21

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brynnswift absolutely insane vibes (57 min)
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clara.bow
why thank you 🥰

user3 second post is so real (54 min)
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user1 omg she finally posted (48 min)
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     oh mine are so bad. they're not even legible half
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you're so inconsiderate
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               a girl can't journal in peace now? </3

NEW MESSAGE !
2:16 pm Apr. 4 '21

WHORES AND BORES

asshole — luke
non famous swift — brynn
snitch — clara

snitch
guess who finished filming eeaarrlllyyyyy 🧚🏼‍♀️

4:17 pm

okay guys
don't all jump at once
i see how it is

SIGH

here i am
swinging my feet all sad on my swing-set
SIGGHHHHHHHHHHHH

so sad

sad fairy 🧚🏼‍♀️ with nothing but her journal
who has nothing to write about how her
friends have abandoned her. 🧚🏼‍♀️🧚🏼‍♀️ SIGH.
the saddest around

non-famous swift
and i thought luke was the dramatic one

snitch
well when i get IGNORED 🙄

non-famous swift
ignored??!?)?/?/
you were supposed to be working

snitch
stupid excuse

asshole
does this mean what i think it means

snitch
idk what are you thinking

non-famous swift
WAIT. I DONT HAVE MY AIRPORT
CLOTHES PICKED YET
NO NO
YOU CANT COME BACK YET

snitch
your
what?
you're aware you're not...actually
going into the airport right?

non-famous swift
IDC. THIS IS JMPORTANT
i've been planning this for weeks.
don't ruin it for me

snitch
okay
sorry
carry on

asshole

i have to get reEAaaDDddyYYy

snitch
THATS THE ENERGY I
WANT THANK YOU

non-famous swift
did you steal that from me

asshole
sure did
ITS TIIIIIMMMEEE

non-famous swift
alright mariah carey
pipe down

snitch
you're no fun brynn

asshole
yeah. no fun at all

snitch
been waiting all this time and you're not
the least bit excited for me to come back
home. SIGH.

luke you looking for a new roommate

asshole
i am actually yes

non-famous swift
OWAH WOAH WOAH WOAH
SLOW THE FUCK DOWN
I DONT THINK SO

asshole
YES I THINK THE FUCK SO
you can move in when you get back

snitch
oh sorry actually just got
word that boys are gross 😕

anyway

asshole
don't get my hopes up like that baby
that hurts

snitch
i'd say sorry but i'm not
brynn actually has food in
the fridge and you do not...
so

asshole
a bunch of fatties you guys are
the both of you

non-famous swift
so are you

asshole
i'm a closeted fatty
there's a difference

snitch
🤨

asshole
what
what's w the face

asshole
cuz ur lying out ur ass rn

asshole
😦
AM NOT

snitch
okay

asshole
why does everyone hate me omg

snitch
just concerned abby

asshole
WHI TF IS ABBY

snitch
this is what i get for
texting you people first

asshole
are you CHEATING on me
i'm gonna faint
i need to lie down
i can't believe this day has reached us
clara bow is breaking up with me

snitch
woah now
don't take it too far

asshole
😕😕

non-famous swift
and to think
she was going to tell you about her fake date 🤧

asshole
YOU WHAT

non-famous swift
too bad you'll never be able to hear it now

asshole
are you playing with me rn
so help me god
if this is a joke
i will be at your door when you're sleeping

snitch
girl what date

non-famous swift
had something to do with a phone
on the beach
at like
midnight
but what do i know. i'm just the
best friend left out of the loop
sigh

asshole
clara.
what is she talking about.

snitch
i have literally no idea

non-famous swift
you both are genuinely dumb as doornails
i got people clara
people on the inside
you keep forgetting

snitch

i feel like i'm being watched
am i being watched

non-famous swift
not currently

snitch
CURRENTLY???

asshole
oh my god we gotta get my
girl into witness protection
quick pick a fake name
how's lola?
zoe?
nora?

snitch
i've genuinely never been more confused in my life
who's watching me

non-famous swift
it's a shame filming's over

snitch
who were you texting???

non-famous swift
no one
who were you in the phone with???

snitch
no one

asshole
this feels like blackmail.

snitch
yeah it does

non-famous swift
it's not. but okay
guess we'll never know

snitch
...
okay
have fun...?

asshole
uh
that was weird
and now im concerned
for the both of you

snitch
i have literally no idea
what she was talking about

non-famous swift
yes you do

snitch
NO I DONT
I WAS NEVER ON THE BEACH

asshole
wait guys

non-famous swift
what

snitch
huh

asshole
do we think
maybe clara has a twin 😦

non-famous swift
ur a fuckin idiot

snitch
if i had a twin
don't you think i'd tell you that

asshole
well idk
you seem to not tell us a lot of things lately

snitch
like what????
luke.

yeah see. you can't think of anything

asshole
like CHARLIES

non-famous swift
bro don't even start

snitch
what about charlie's

asshole
who were you bringing
you never said

snitch
didn't really have to

non-famous swift
yeah you spend all your free time stalking clara

asshole
no i don't

non-famous swift
😐

asshole
okay i do
but not the point
brynn knows.
so why can't i

non-famous swift
you ever think it's because im simply
better at keeping secrets than you

asshole
IM GREAT ST KEEPING SECRETS.
i've kept your secret for years

non-famous swift
BRO

snitch
what secret

non-famous swift
no secret
he's lying
he's a pathological liar

asshole
you know what secret

non-famous swift
luke shut the fuck to right now

asshole
the one where you deleted a whole
album off taylor's computer and then
said the power went out so she'd think
it didn't save

non-famous swift
i'm gonna kill you

snitch
YOU DELETED AN ALBUM??-?.
BRYNN OH MY GOD
THATS SO BAD

asshole
it's fine
it was in like 2016
everyone's over it now
but see i can keep secrets
clara had no idea

non-famous swift
until you just fucking told her bitch

asshole
ur a whore for not telling her

non-famous swift
really living up to the asshole name

asshole
thank you 🥰

non-famous swift
dick

snitch
and suddenly i don't feel bad
about lying about the beach

JOURNAL ENTRY #28
Apr. 5 '21 1:41 am

tomorrow issue: schedule therapy appointment.

todays issue: figure out my head.

would that be tomorrow's issue actually? or is that today...cause it's technically already today. i'm confusing myself idk idc it's time for bed.

but i really don't think i can even start to try to sleep because i can't even finish a sentence without getting sidetracked. the terrible mind of a sleep deprived girl. welcome! it sucks

i talked about this with gracie the other day over the phone and we came to the conclusion that it's...fine. as fine as it can be, i guess. maybe that's why i can't seem to figure out why im having these feelings. i just may have left out that the feelings im having are for her but she doesn't need to know that

not yet at least

just these crammed pages.

and i guess brynn knows gracie. like knows her a lot more than she's letting on because of her sister, but i just can't figure out why she's not budging her way into it like she does with everyone else

any time ive ever talked to someone her and luke are always there. but this time she's just...backed off. which is really weird and i can't figure it out. maybe she doesn't like her. that's the only reason i can seem really think as to why she's not doing anything about anything.

the last four million pages i've written have all been about gracie im now realizing. but there's just....something about her

and i think that why i like her so much.

yeah i really need to set up a therapy appointment

therapist is gonna hate me when i start talking

gracie's getaway //
baby clara's starting to
figure things out uh ohhhhh

so spooky

shaking in my boots

— gracie xx