Worst battle you ever fought,
Will be between what you know and what you felt.

"Do vote and comment please "

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Author pov

Y/n harshly wipe her tear and shake her head " no , jungkook can't do this" she said more like assure herself. Her heart is beating very fast , she do trust jungkook she just don't trust herself . She thinks she is not good enough that's why Ken cheated, maybe jungkook also-

" no you are idiot , don't think negative" she said taking deep breaths trying to calm her racing heart and mind which is making thousands possible scenarios why she don't deserve jungkook.

At same time a car get park in front gate " he is here, don't act like this or He might think you don't trust him , you will hurt his feelings " she said before herself while blinking and smile atleast trying her best to smile .

Jungkook came inside with a biggest smile plastered on his face but y/n can say that is forced, just like her he is also trying to smile but failing miserably.

"I missed you" jungkook said marching with long steps toward y/n who is overthinking, she need to remove her nonsense thought before it will cause some misunderstandings between them.

"Not more than me" she said and try to kiss his lips but he moved his head aside which make her lips land on his cheeks. Now her heart is fearing for worst because she can see similarities suddenly in jungkook and Ken behavior. Maybe she is assuming but she can't help it.

Jungkook smiled genuinely after receiving her kiss but his smile shrink after seeing what she is holding in her hands , the same photos ,before he could open his mouth, y/n phone rings and she pick up.

" Miss mun" lisa said with fear in her voice " yeah?" Y/n asked frowning at lisa tone , she look at jungkook who is frozen while looking at her hands which have photo.

"Did you seen news?" Lisa asked hesitantly " no, why.. what happened? " y/n asked again that why so important in news today " mam put the news channel , you have to see this" lisa said in hurry before hanging up abruptly. Y/n stare at her phone in confusion but open TV anyways.

" Photos of Jeon Jungkook and a mysterious women is breaking internet .. according to sources women is jeon jungkook's mistress -" on every news channel it shows the same photos with some other with a lot of information which y/n don't know till now.

"Y/n" he called her not "love" but y/n , she gulp before turning to him , jungkook have a look of culprit who just get caught , eyes have tears in them with guilt.

" tell me jungkook, this is not true" she said after gathering up her courage she believes him and she know he can't do this but jungkook didn't said anything just stand there with his head hung low.

"I won't mind if it's true but tell me it is before engagement right?" Y/n said , she can tolerate if he did something before them together because he man and he have needs, she understand.

"I'm sorry" jungkook said with tears slipping his eyes , y/n is at same condition she is crying too. Guilty is eating him , he just mistakenly did things last night and he have some blurred images of kissing and some other scenarios.

( I'm telling you guys our body can feel if we get orgasm few hours before or so, specially boys their dic- is sensitive lol, idk what I'm even writing hehe)

"Why you are sorry , it's fake right? You can't do this to me" y/n yelled in rage because why jungkook is saying sorry without reason.

"I'm sorry it just happened, I was-" y/n cut him off but slapping his cheeks hard " you mean your dick stick up in her ass by mistake ?huh?" She asked holding his collar making him look at her with red cheeks and teary eyes, she jerked him .

"OPEN YOUR FUCKING MOUTH " she yelled pushing his back harshly, disgust by his touches . Jungkook try to approach her but she showed her hands to him " don't you dare to came near me" she said with gritting her teeth.

"Y/n , I will never do that again.. I'm sorry " he try to apologize but y/n chuckle a sad chuckle with waterfall in her eyes " are you even hearing yourself? " She asked with laughing but her laughter dies and her form fist in anger.

" The only thing I wanted was you to be loyal ,jungkook but You and Ken both are same , fucking same .. was I bad at sex huh? I wasn't able satisfies you so that you have to sleep with others?" She asked because she is hurt very hurt , how can he do that , how can he break her heart like this.

" you are most beautiful women I ever laid my eyes on , this what you said to her also? I love you fucking much , do you love her too ? I need answers jungkook speak up " she asked trying to control her sob which is leaving without her knowledge.

jungkook heart is breaking because of her words he think she can't get more rude but now he know what real rudeness is and y/n he is listening to now is same as the y/n who threatened him to kill him for cheating, their relation again came at where they have started even worse.

but above all his heart is hurting because her tears he said he don't want to see her cry anymore and now he is reason behind it , he hiccup between his cry and replied " I'm ready for any punishment you give but forgive me please, I'm sorry " he begged her with his eyes pleading her who have cold look on her face.

"Okay , you are sorry right? Then get out of my house .. I don't want you near me , divorce paper will be send in few day ... it's your punishment " she said taking deep breaths she is not someone who will accept him after what he did .. she is going to make him regret each and every single things.

Jungkook panic, seriousness in her voice is giving him chills.. he can't think living without her " love-" he try to speak but y/n cut him off.

"Don't call me that it's Miss Mun for you and Mr Jeon I need you to cooperate by moving from here and getting out before my guards show you path of outside " y/n said and wipe her tear . She is not going to cry for something which she can never get, maybe she don't deserve true love.

Jungkook stood there he love when she call him " Mr jeon" but today it was like salt on wound " I'm sorry love" he said kneeling in front of her while crying, bowing for his mistakes " SECURITY " y/n yelled moving back from jungkook before her heart can feel any kind of pity on him.

Guard came inside with hurried steps " throw him out " she spat and look at him coldly. Guards follow her order and start dragging jungkook out who is struggling to break free " y/n please, just one last chance " he said but y/n just turns her back on him and gulp her tears.

Y/n went upstairs but she can hear jungkook's shouting from down, she walk inside their shared room with her the attitude like she don't care at about him.

But as soon as she enter her room she broke down crying like a mad women, she thrown the nearest decorative piece at ground breaking it.

"Why people have to run behind lust?" With that she kicked side of her bed , she is throwing everything which is in front of her...

"Why they have to destroy everything just because of pleasure of few minutes? " She said and look at the photo frame at table , it have photo of her and jungkook , he is giving her piggyback ride when she was Hella drunk.

Everything was a illusion,his " I love you " was illusion, his all love filled actions was illusion she think they will last forever but no he have to destroy everything just by a single step.

She throw it on the ground and step on it " lust sucks " she said crying like very harshly , sobbing like a child , her every wound get open again .. words of Ken and jungkook's words are start roaming in her mind again

" yes, you are my biggest mistake"

" you are a loser"

"I choose death rather than alive with you , now you can guess how much I hate you"

"I love you , I will never leave you not even near 1000 year"

"You know my mom says forehead kisses increase you lifeline and I want you to stay with me forever "

"I'm sorry , it was a mistake "

"AHHH" she scream top of her lungs , her mind is mess " leave me alone" she said shaking her head , she don't want to harm herself but her heart is not helping her .

She let her body fall on mattress lifeless and she called Lisa , she picked up within 2 rings " lisa remove all those photos and news as fast as possible.. give them any amount they want" she said , she don't want his reputation to spoil .. whatever he did but still he is a excellent businessman either cheater or not . She don't want to destroy his career.

With that she hung up and punch her pillow hard " why you only have to do this when I started liking you bastard " she mumbled burying her face on it and cried herself to sleep...

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Jungkook on the other hand stand outside their house or he should say her house. The bodyguard which always follows both , y/n and jungkook is now giving him a pity look.. is he look that pathetic?

"I shouldn't have done that " even he didn't wanted to do anything still he took the responsibility of his action and apologized but he should have known y/n is not someone who forgive cheaters.. he is hopeless now.

He walk away clutching his coat in nervousness, he know he can't go to his parents house because they will kill him alive after knowing the news so only his bestfriend left only.

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"WHAT YOU DID?" it was jimin who shouted at jungkook with a punch on his face " since when you gone this low, do we tought you cheating? " He asked with jaw clenched and jungkook is shock to see jimin who don't like y/n is now throwing fist at him for her..

"I'm sorry okay, it just happened.. I never wanted to do this , why you all are thinking me as culprit? I wasn't aware of my actions Asshole " jungkook said angrily yanking himself from jimin's grip and stand up, he don't want to lass out but did because his heart can't take that y/n want to divorce him and everything is over.

"Jungkook " taehyung who was silence warned jungkook to mind his language but younger is too blinded to listen anything while jimin is very dissopointed in him.

"I'm going to the one who will understand me " jungkook said and walk away leaving both of them behind , taehyung try to stop him but jimin hold him back.

"Leave him , he is going to hobi hyung " jimin said and open his phone for contacting the one who can help in this situation.

"Shit, I forget he had blocked me " jimin cursed yoongi " tae give me your phone" he asked and taehyung handled his phone without even questioning.

" yoongi, did you seen news?" First thing he asked , he is worried for y/n because he know how it felt to get cheated and how much we blame ourselves.

"Yeah so?" Yoongi replied in monotone like nothing wrong is happening , jimin is now filled with anger and jaw clenched.

" yeah so? How can you be this chill .. your bestfriend needs you , did you atleast called her?" He asked with gritting his teeth in annoyance.

" are you here trying to apply something? Your bestfriend is at fault not me so give him your advice ? And y/n she is strong enough to handle herself " he replied and jimin get he get it all , why yoongi is saying this he get it.

" great , you just sit there with your obsessive so called girlfriend because she will spill your little secret to y/n if you go to her ?" Jimin asked in bitter tone like how much yoongi fear ....

one side he trust y/n so much that he can bet to date him while other side he don't trust her and think she will break friendship because he have feelings for her?

"Mind your business shorty" yoongi spat " fuck you" jimin replied in exact tone which yoongi .

While taehyung sit stand there listening jimin's conversation on call , he is ready to go because he know jimin will go to y/n's house.

Jimin ended call and handled it back to taehyung , taehyung smile a little at jimin's kindness " let's go" he said as they both made their way outside.

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Y/n who is sleeping feels someone creasing her hairs , she open and see jimin smiling at her awkwardly , he pull his hands back with a chuckle.

"What are you doing here? How you both trespass? " y/n asked because as far as she remember she ordered her guard not to let anyone enter in mansion.

"That was hard and I get hurt too" jimin said with pout showing her his bruised arms which he get when he and taehyung were climbing tree after chasing out by guards.

"Right and this asshole made me ladder" taehyung said sitting closer to her , jimin indeed step on him for climbing the tree as he is short..

"Get lost both of you now" y/n said but jimin smiled and hugged her even after she protested " just don't cry or I'll throw up " he said and y/n hit his back.. taehyung also join the hug , hugging y/n from behind making her sandwich " we are here" he said making y/n break down once again " aish told you not to cry" Jimin added .

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A/n- so what you guys will say about jungkook now? Make theory I'm very much interested.

Y/n , oh dear you know her past still were judging if she believed or not , put yourself at her position and think.. trust is like necklace of beads and if it's break once you can't make it again same because it will leave a knot.

And yeah she was ready to forgive jungkook even when he did that after their secret marriage but he did after making her fall for him which is unforgivable.

Jimin, some people are like him .. they are very picky to around other but once they did .. they will never leave you, I'm one of them.. tell me isn't he a angel?

What will you order for your first date? Ever thought about it?

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I wish you was not
Same as other

To be continue...