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"i loved and i loved and i lost you"

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ISABELLA KANE STARED AT THE CEILING ABOVE HER as she laid in her bed her arm around her enlarged stomach and a smile on her lips.Tomorrow was her eighteenth day and the day she would be sentenced to internal slumber. Pregnant or not.

Tears rolled down her cheeks as she whispered to her unborn child "Hey baby. I'm sorry I'm such a shit mother. I'm a grade A dumbass for going out to a ball when I was 3 months pregnant as if I wasn't going to get caught. But you see Aunt Tavia wanted to go outside, cause she lives under the floorboards of your father home- oh you're father he is the most beautiful man in the ark, he's so kind and he's my everything. He would have loved you."

She inhaled deeply wiping the tears off her cheeks. Her ocean eyes flickered to Octavia who seemed to be sleeping soundly "I haven't met you and I probably never will. Because you're past your due date so it seems you want to stick with me till the end. I'll never get to hold you in my arms or see your Daddy's face when he sees you for the first time. But I want you to know that you were brought into this world with enormous love. And I'm- I'm so sorry you never get to live in it. All my love your mother."

ISABELLA SMILED ONE LAST TIME AT HER BEST FRIEND BEFORE THE guards dragged out of her room. The baby was ready to come out and Bella could not be more euphoric of the thought of her daughter getting growing up albeit it would only be till she was eighteen but it was something.

Abby ordered the guards to place her on the medical bed. Abby had secretly been helping the girl through out her pregnancy and had already talked to the girl about what would happen.

When the labour began the pain was more intense than anything Bells had ever imagined. Nothing could be more brutal, not whips or chains. The room was only the bed and four walls, her helpers melting into the background as if they weren't even there. Is there anything more isolating than intense pain? Doesn't pain lock us in as effectively as any prison?

After, when her child was born, it was as if only sunshine existed the world, as if all the earth was ushered into harmony. She looked into those new eyes, a new consciousness, perfect and reaching out for her love. In that instant she knew she would do anything to protect her child, that her love was as vast as the universe yet solid as rock. She was a mother and would always be.

Her moment was interrupted by the guards ripping her daughter out of her arms. Isabella didn't fight she knew the day was coming and she had prepared herself. Isabella Kane welcomed the inevitable.

The guards hauled her up, her body incredibly weak and tired from the events prior. Blood staining her clothes and tears dressing her cheeks.

She nodded the Jaha ready to be floated.

"Bella!" The sound of his voice snapped her out her of her stupor and she fought against the guards as their eyes met. Her boyfriend Bellamy Blake was struggling against the guards his eyes a blaze "Please don't take her away from."

Bella turned to plead at the chancellor "Please let me just say goodbye." She whispered softly, the man agreed and soon she was running towards her soulmate. Her arms encircled his waist before she pulled away.

Her hands removed the droplets that were shamelessly cascading down his face "Don't cry. It's okay, I'm going to be okay." She whispered, The blondes hot breath fanning his face. She gave him a bright smile "Our child was born. I'm happy, it's okay Bellamy."

In a second her lips captured his own, It was slow and soft, comforting in ways that words would never be. His hand rested below her ear, his thumb caressing her cheek as their breaths mingled. She ran her fingers down his spine, pulling him closer until there was no space left between them and she could feel the beating of his heart against her chest.

She pulls away her forehead resting against his own, her hands clasped on his cheeks and both their breaths shaking "Thank you."she says her voice barely more than a whisper.
"For what?" He replies, his voice low and husky.

"For loving me."

The guards hand encircle her arm once more bringing her to where she once stood. Her ocean eyes never left his chocolate brown orbs.

"I love you Bellamy Blake." She mouths a single tear making it's way down her cheek before death took her as his own.