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MY HATE FOR YOU
" ghosts? "

" somewhere out there, i am still young enough.
my best friend isn't dead.
im holding her as we laugh.
nothing bad has happened. "

AVERY MARLOW
played by

WILLA FITZGERALD
" i regret almost everything i've ever done.
for better or worse."

CASSANRA MADDEN
played by

LAYSLA DE OLIVEIRA
" i begged them, they never listened. "

MICHAEL TRAVIS
played by

SKEET ULRICH
" people have gone missing here for years,
why did they wait so long? "

JOSIAH ROSS
played by

LA ROYCE HAWKINS
" it's my job to read you.
and if needed, to help you. "

the one and only book
MY HATE FOR YOU.

" i know all about ghosts. "

warnings.
death, mention of anti-depressants, gore, depression, child loss, guns, weaponry, descriptions of violence, strong language, child abuse + trauma, descriptions of gore + scars, and finally, what everyone will be waiting for, smut.

dedications.
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thank you for being my biggest supporters <3

copyright.
i do not own any of criminal minds characters or the plot of criminal minds. i only own the characters, dialogue's, and smaller plots created by myself. also, please do not steal or plagiarize my works as i have worked very hard to create original writings that make up this story. thank you.

authors note.
welp. here we are. finally. after a couple years of... trying to forget this fic. i cant! i won't make promises about updating super often but i will say im ready to get back to it.
there has been many changes and loopholes have been covered. i was 14 when i first started writing this and i am now 19. i've had a lot of time to heal and change but Avery is still my first baby and i put so much of me into her, so be kind. not everyone was during the first go around.
i want to thank everyone who has saved this book and waited and waited on broken promises for me to re-publish and start. THANK YOUUUUU. you are what kept me going. ily <3
don't forget to comment + star as that motivates me to keep this story running.
enjoy <33

loneliestluvr. 2024.