⚠️NOT A CW BUT I WARN YOU THAT THE NEXT FEW CHAPTERS WILL MAKE EMOTIONS RISE⚠️

It's been two days since Minho and I haven't talked. I would feel his eyes on me at lunch as I sat with Felix and the others. He obviously was surrounded by the same group he always was when he wasn't with me—and a happy, smug Danielle who talked his ear off.

I tried to convince myself that it didn't bother me but it did. In her eyes she had won and she had him back. She probably laughed about it with Kate.

I got ready for school and shoved my notebook into my backpack, hearing my phone ring. I grab it from my desk and see his name.

I sigh and frown "Hello?" I answer.

"Jisung, I didn't think you'd answer" He sounded shocked but also relieved.

"Yeah" I didn't know how to reply "Um—Did you need something? I'm kinda of in a hurry to get to school"

"Right, I-I was gonna ask if you wanted a ride?"

I lick my lips and look around my room for no reason, swallowing harshly and nodding "Okay, yeah, sure"

Minho chuckled "I'll be there, i'll try to hurry"

"Okay, see you soon?" I panicked and hung up. I know I shouldn't have agreed but I missed him. It's only been two days but I wanted to see him. Maybe after everything, we can be friends.

I sigh and grab my bag, walking out of my room and down the stairs. "Mom, Minho is picking me up"

"Is everything better with you two?"

I swallow harshly. I didn't tell my parents about everything, mostly because I didn't want them to dislike him or his family. I never wanted that.

"Yeah? We're okay" I lied, "Just both busy"

"Okay, well tell him hi for me"

I smile and nod "I will. Im gonna wait outside"

I slip on my shoes and walk outside, sitting on the steps and waiting for the boy.

I waited and waited. Soon realizing he wasn't gonna show up and I was now late to my first class, I look around and I couldn't go back inside because my mom would suspect something.

So, I stood up and began walking to school. The air was cold, making me hug my body.

Why would he lie to me? Maybe he laughed at me just like Danielle and Kate did. Maybe they all laugh together and ranted about how annoying I was.

I felt pathetic waiting for him. I felt stupider for agreeing.

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I wore my head phones to my first two classes, avoiding everyone's curious gaze and keeping my head down. I was in no mood to see Minho or hear his lame excuse to why he stood me up.

I sit down at the table and take out my headphones. "Hey, are you okay?" Felix asks me worriedly.

"Yeah, why?"

Felix looks at the others and they were all quiet "You haven't heard?" Jeongin says with a sad eyes.

I look to them and shake my head "Heard what?"

As Felix began to speak it was like I tuned him out. I didn't want to hear the words that left his mouth, I didn't believe them.

"Minho's in the hospital" Is how he finished it. Saying how Minho got in a wreck and I felt guilty. A little regret too.

I stood up and I no longer wanted to be here, I wanted to be with him. I couldn't stay here and not know if he was okay or not.

Did I blame myself? Yes, of course I did. If I didn't agree to let him take me to school he wouldn't have got hurt, he would've been fine.

Hehe. love y'all. *locking my doors*