⚠️CW: SEXUAL ABUSE⚠️

I walk to the table and sit down with a huff, the others looking at me "Everything okay?" Felix asks.

I look at him and at the others "I'll go" They all look at each other, confused. "To the party"

"Did I hear that right? Jisung agreeing to go to go to a party?" Seungmin says and I roll my eyes.

"Yes, you heard right"

"What changed your mind now? It's already Friday" Hyunjin asks, biting into his sandwich.

Oh, what changed my mind? Funny you ask, well it was a normal morning, cold weather, a shitty group calling my name. Nothing new. I didn't put mind to it and surprisingly I didn't look for a certain male who sits with them. I walked the (sorta) empty halls when I was stopped, not physically stopped but I heard something that made me stop.

A very annoying, squeaky, obnoxious voice that belonged to none other than Danielle.

"Minho, come on don't be like this" I heard from the hallway I was about to pass, making me stop.

I didn't hear what Minho said to the girl but surely something she didn't like as she replied "I know this new fuck buddy of yours isn't as good as me, remember that Minho"

I heard her heels clink on the hallway floors making me freak out but before I could run away they stop and I hear her giggles making my stomach sink and I grimace at the thought of what they could be doing in the empty hallway.

"I need to get out more," I said, looking at them "After all, it is our last year. I should make the most out of it"

"That's the spirit we like," Hyunjin says with a smile.

"I say we all meet up at Felix's," Seungmin says.

Felix scoffs "We always meet up at mine"

"Because your mom makes us a snack and she doesn't care if we pregame," Jeongin says, I wasn't aware Felix's mom was so... cool.

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The house was musty, I thought maybe since it was cold out that it wouldn't be this hot but I was wrong.

Felix was beside me, sipping whatever he had in his cup. Jeongin and Hyunjin left to dance and Seungmin was somewhere around flirting with girls I assume.

"You don't want anything?" I look to Felix and he motions to his drink and I shake my head.

"No, I don't like alcohol"

Felix laughs loudly and leans to my ear to be heard "You won't know if you like something unless you try it Jisung" My cheeks grow hot as I was embarrassed to admit I never drank before. "It's okay, you don't have to drink to have fun"

I nod "Thank you," I say and he furrows his brows "For not pressuring me"

Felix puts his hand on my shoulder, giving it a gentle squeeze "Let's find the others?"

"I have to use the restroom, I'll find you after?" He nods and pushes through the crowd. I watch as he gets lost in the body of people that dance.

I sigh and make my way to the stairs. Walking up the stairs and looking for the restroom, I opened a few doors to people completely going at it and I would obviously apologize before closing the door.

I walk down the hall and see a door that I hoped and pray was the bathroom, an empty bathroom preferably.

I knock on the door once and didn't hear anything so I just go for it, opening the door and not expecting to see that I did.

I didn't give the two time to react as I close the door. They didn't see me, thank god. But I saw them, and I wish I didn't.

I rush downstairs, I didn't keep my word and look for Felix as I storm out of the house. Feeling the fresh air hit my hot face.

I let out a long sigh, looking up at the dark sky.

I didn't have time to think about what I just saw as I heard someone.

"Sugar baby" I freeze, turning my head to see Damon standing there smoking a cigarette.

I roll my eyes, trying not to act scared but deep down I was terrified "What do you want?"

He pushes away from the wall and shrugs, flicking his cigarette onto the floor and stepping on it. "You look like you are in a bad mood, anything I could do to help?"

I nod slowly "Yeah, actually"

His eyebrows raise and he smirks "And what is that?"

"You can leave me alone," I said, turning around and figuring I should just walk home. It wasn't that far away.

I walk away from the house and to the street full of cars from the kids that lived a town over. "Come on, don't be like this. You know you want me"

I look at him and laugh loudly "Want you?" I point to myself "Me?" Laughing loudly again, I walk up to him "If I wanted you, Damon, I would have you"

Maybe in the moment, I felt powerful, but I was surely put back to reality when he pinned me against a random car.

Hand around my neck he leans into my ear and says "I've grown tired of you playing hard to get Jisung"

I cough and my hands pull at him that only tighten "Hard to get?" I chuckle "The only person that wants you is Kate but that obviously doesn't satisfying you"

Damon chuckles and nods "Your right Jisung, I don't want her, I want you" His free hand starts to roam my body and I stiffen. I didn't think this through.

I start to squirm as he gets to my waistband "S-Stop" I choke out, Damon looking into my eyes and smiling.

"Did you say go further?" I shook my head and felt tears start to well up in my eyes.

"No. No, please!" I cried, the tears falling as his hand slips into my pants. "Stop!" I tried to say louder but he only chokes me harder making me cough.

I tried to push him but he was stronger than me, his built was bigger and he was overall, stronger. I was weak, I couldn't scream and I couldn't move. I was useless.

"Just admit you want this" I felt his hot breath on my neck as he continued to stroke me and I shook my head, looking the other way with my eyes pinched shut.

"Hey!" I heard someone call loudly, making Damon detach himself from me, but I stood there. My eyes shut as I shook in place. I didn't want to open my eyes.

He wasn't there anymore but I still felt him, his hot breath. I couldn't move.

Yeah... I sincerely apologize